I've Passed A Period of My Life Full of Insults
the silent night
After the incident this afternoon, Elsa no longer out of room , until exactly 7 pm, she prefers to be on the balcony of her room enjoying the silence accompanied by the moon and the stars.
That night she wore a pink nightwear and a pasmina hijab equivalent to the color of her dress, wearing hello Kitty slippers,staring blankly ahead thinking of his day2 that he passed with tears and humiliation that always made him cry in silence, he had thought for what he was born if only given tears?when should he suffer like this?she is an ordinary human who has a limit of patience, she is a girl who wants to get love both her parents, said people the wheel of life will always turn, but the wheel of her life seems not to spin, but the wheel of her life seems to be spinning, he's always been under the yoke of his family.
Unknowingly her tears dripped down her smooth cheeks, she immediately wiped her tears upon hearing a knock on the door in her room.
Tok, tok, tok
"Elsa what are you doing? It's me Linda" said someone behind the door
"Yes sis for a moment"Elsa immediately wiped the remaining 2 tears on her cheeks and eyes
Elsa then walked towards the door and opened it, the appearance of a beautiful girl who was over the age of Elsa named Linda who was smiling towards her, Elsa returned the smile was no less sincere.
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Now in Elsa's room there is a cousin named Linda, they sit on the bed, no one opens the conversation, they are just as 2 silent until finally linda who started it first
"Why didn't you come to dinner?"ask Linda
"Father Lin, I no longer have appetite" replied Elsa.
Linda sighed heavily, knowing Elsa was lying right now.
"You don't have to think about what they said" said linda.elsa turned her head with a small smile.
"I don't think, I really did not have appetite, so I didn't eat" replied Elsa.
"You must have been hurt, right?".
Elsa chuckles while looking at the balcony of her room, what Linda said is true, Elsa is indeed hurt over her family's speech earlier.
"What you said is true Lin, I am indeed heartbroken, but I can do anything other than just smile and be patient" Elsa said with a wry smile, still staring at the balcony.
"Sometimes I want to disappear from this world, I want to get away from this suffering, because I feel tired Lin, I don't know when my patience will last" unconsciously Elsa's tears drip.
Linda who saw that jg also felt her suffering, what was experienced by her cousin is indeed very heavy, if she is in her position maybe she will prg of this evil rh, this evil,but Linda salute Elsa who can still survive despite being hurt many2 times, she had thought about what this girl's heart was made of, so that it always received wounds every day???, Linda also shed her tears, she said,he immediately tortured her because he did not want Elsa to know that she was crying.
"Knp you still survive after what they did to you??why don't you just get out of this rmh to find your own happiness??"said Linda.
"As long as I can survive, then I will survive Lin, I do not want to be a child who died ungodly parents and prg looking for his own happiness"elsa replied still staring blankly at the balcony.
"How does your happiness go?? You also deserve to be happy Elsa" Linda said as she patted Elsa's shoulder slowly.
Elsa looked up and smiled at Linda.
"i'm willing to suffer as long as my parents are happy Lin, I don't know until when I'll last but someday I'll definitely leave if my patience is up,I'll let my destiny run like running water, and let time answer it" Elsa replied as she stared blankly ahead .
Linda who heard that could only shed her tears while smiling and nodding, Elsa and Linda hugged each other giving strength to each other while continuing to cry
"I'm sure you can definitely deal with all this elsa, one day you will definitely reap the fruits of your patience, I'm sure of it" Elsa simply nodded in Linda's arms and smiled while crying.
