I've Passed A Period of My Life Full of Insults

a fake smile

the next day, Elsa wakes up lying on the floor of the warehouse, the first thing she feels is all her body is sick, due to sleeping on a cold and dirty floor.

Elsa recalled the incident yesterday, which made her here, she leaned her body right behind the door crying bitterly.

"ay Allah grant the servant patience in the face of all your trials, make the servant referred to in the steadfast and patient class" said Elsa, weeping.

before long, someone from the outside wanted to open the door, Elsa quickly wiped her tears so that her crying was unknown, but it was useless even if she wiped her tears, but her swollen eyes would not lie.

the door opened and showed that the only person who loved Elsa, the person who always gave Elsa power, the person who cared so much for her, she was Linda, Elsa's cousin who loved her so much.

Linda stared at Elsa from top to bottom, without realizing the tears linda fell.

Elsa who was stared at like a laser by Linda could only smile as if saying she was fine.

Linda knew that Elsa's smile was a fake smile, Elsa tried to cover her pain with her smile, but Linda was not fooled, he knew Elsa was now in pain as evidenced by her disheveled and apprehensive look.

Linda was not strong at the sight, she approached Elsa and hugged her, channeling her warmth to Elsa, but her tears came out continuously, she immediately wiped away her rough tears,then take off his embrace.

"can't you papa, right, Elsa?? " ask linda.

"i'm not papa ko lin, only my body hurts all, because I sleep uncomfortable" replied Elsa while nodding.

linda went to Elsa's room this morning, but couldn't find where the girl was.

flash back on.

at 06:00 Linda went to Elsa's room to take her to breakfast.

Linda was a little surprised, why Elsa was not seen this morning, usually early in the morning she had woken up to water the flowers.

tok.... tok.. tok~.

"el"call Linda with her tap.

" lsa"

"Elsa" call Linda again, but there is no word at all.

she kept calling Elsa, but the room had no sign of opening the door.

Linda was worried that something might happen to Elsa, and she opened the door, which was not locked.

Linda went into the room, but all she saw was a neat room, like nothing else was plural.

Linda went to the toilet again, and knocked on her where Elsa was inside, but still the results were nil, elsa was not there.

linda's thoughts everywhere she seemed worried, she began to think it was impossible for Elsa to come out without the permission of the house person, except.....

Linda came out of the room and rushed down the stairs, heading to the dining table where all the families were gathered.

"aunty" call Linda to nuni.

"yes?? " answered Elsa's mother.

"Where's elsa?? " ask Linda.

"oo the kid, he's in the barn, aunt locks him last night" replied nuni casually.

while Linda was shocked to hear that, how could Elsa be in that dark warehouse, Elsa was so afraid of the darkness, everyone knew it, they had the heart.

those at the dinner table laughed at the actions taken by the nuni, some even laughed cynically, as if to say "racaine".

Linda rushed to find the key to the warehouse, after getting what she wanted, she immediately headed to the warehouse.

flashback off's.

while in the middle of the stairs, they cross paths with Cindy, who is about to leave the campus.

cindy laughs at Elsa.

"hm! was it good in the barn last night? rasain though! " sinny cindy.

"cindy, how did you say that?? sister does not like yes, this is our spupu loh, not good rich that" Linda said a little firmly.

"i'm the one who thinks he's a cousin, I'm ogah" Cindy said as she passed.

Linda was about to reply, but Elsa held him back, they continued their steps that had stopped.

arriving in the room, Elsa heads to the bathroom, to clean up, while Linda opens the curtains that are still closed in the room, after which she goes into the kitchen to take Elsa's breakfast, because from morning Elsa had not had breakfast.

Linda returned to Elsa's room with a tray of food, she saw Elsa who was standing on the balcony of her room while looking at the soothing scenery, Linda stepped closer to Elsa who was currently turning her back.

"elsa" call Linda.

Elsa, shocked by Linda's voice, hastily wiped away her tears, and immediately turned around.

"yes" Elsa replied with a smile.

"let's have breakfast first" Linda said with a smile.

Elsa nodded her head as she followed Linda's steps.

Linda knows that Elsa is crying but she doesn't want to put Elsa back under pressure with the questions she wants to ask.

let Elsa calm down first, lest she get more depressed.

Elsa eats her breakfast voraciously, as well as Linda who occasionally comforts Elsa with her jokes.

•••

The afternoon had come, where the whole family gathered, meaning Elsa who had just smiled sometimes laughed at the behavior of her family.

"Eh Elsa you better go cure your allergies!it's disgusting"he told his uncle that even that was a joke.

Elsa just smiled to answer him because she knew it was just a joke.

"Where will he heal if he never takes medicine!it's a shame" Cindy's ridicule Elsa's cousin.

"It's ugly, it's allergic again"

"You can't be rich anyway Elsa is still our cousin" Linda was Elsa's other cousin.

"It's a real thing, isn't it? between us mating only he's ugly we're beautiful2"

"But...."

"Udah Lin justin I'm used to it" Elsa said with a smile.

" After all if you keep fighting you can fight and I don't want you to fight just because of me" Elsa continued.

"You're not so good, I know if you're hurt by their words"

"Udah no papa I am good2 aja kok" replied Elsa with a smile.

After that Elsa then went to her room and immediately closed the door, right behind the door she slumped down with tears.

"O Allah, when shall I be subjected to such insults?when can I be appreciated by them?"Elsa hugged her knees while crying.