I Shoot Your Love 2x

Confirmation

Day after day Dimas went through with a very bad feeling. The demands of the father who requested that he immediately cut off his relationship with Erina really made his heart tormented. The good relationship created with Erina makes this love feel very difficult to end. Erina is very understanding of the existence of Wulan. Even Erina could put aside her jealousy towards Wulan. But this sense must be put to an end before things get more and more difficult.

To be honest this was the dumbest decision Dimas would make. Follow the will of parents for a purpose. In this modern era, various choices of communication tools have been very able to support the establishment of a communication in the establishment of the continuity of a relationship.

But Dimas understood very well the character of his papa. His father was an authoritative man, relaxed yet resolute and very serious. Especially in important matters. If it is about everyday problems or related to the favorite of the child and wife, then, or covering all the needs that will be purchased or used by Mr. Nugra is a person who can be said to be very royal and not calculated. But if it is related to the future of children, Mr. Nugra is a person who does not hesitate to be assertive and even more dominant.

Mr. Nugra is also a very detailed person for a very important issue. Especially those related to the company. His hardworking type is very thick. He founded this company from scratch, not from Dimas' grandfather's legacy. From that reason, Mr. Nugra is very aware and care with his company. He did not want the company he had built desperately from below to be destroyed in an instant if he was just a little careless or negligent.

Dimas, yes Dimas is the only heir to the throne of his company that has an important role as a successor. From that reason, Dimas must be a smart and great man who can continue and develop the wings of his business to develop as expected.

Maintaining this company is also not only with one goal that is to collect a lot of property, but more than that. There are thousands of heads of households who depend on this company for their lives. So this is not merely a personal interest, but the interests of the lives of employees and their families. It was also the serious concentration of Mr. Nugra.

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Dimas was still thinking hard about how to decide on Erina without having to hurt her or even hate her. Dimas looked at himself in front of the mirror of his large closet. Time and again Dimas tried to speak for himself to train himself to be able to express his heart to Erina. And his attempt failed. Dimas would not be able to if he had to see the tears of Erina that came out of his beautiful eyes. Erina's heart must have been hurt.

However, Erina's feelings were all that mattered. Don't let her own father come to Erina and ask her to stay away from her child. Erina's heart will definitely be more hit because as a woman Erina must feel already humbled and hampered by the blessing of parents Dimas.

For days Dimas thought of the right way to break off his relationship with Erina lest Erina stay away from him. Although the possibility is small.

Dimas tried to relax his mind by reading a book, but still it did not work to relax him. His head is getting sicker. He laid his tired body on the bed while taking a long breath to relieve his breath that felt tight.

"Erina, I'm sorry that I have to let go of our relationship. I have no power to maintain this relationship. But I promise you, one day when I finish my studies in London, I will pick you up and I will embrace your heart again. I promise Erina.. I promise...!!! And when that time comes, I will never let go of your love again." said Dimas himself. Hopefully Erina will understand the situation.

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This Saturday night Dimas ventured to come to Erina's house. His heart is so messy. He tried to calm himself down if everything was going to be okay. After giving the previous news at school about her arrival tonight, Erina looked very happy and cheerful. Erina was very happy when she found out that her lover wanted to see her. It feels very longing to be closer, because it has been two weeks Dimas ga come to his home. Erina welcomed Dimas presence with a blushing smile on her lips.

After parking his matic motorbike in front of the fence of Erina's house, Dimas immediately chose to sit in a long chair near the small garden he used to sit on when visiting Erina's house. His face tonight can't lie if there's nothing.

Erina walked out the door of her house and opened the gate and walked over to where Dimas was sitting. There was a sweet smile on her lips and the joy on her face was clearly displayed. Dimas' guilt further consumed his soul. The taste will not be strong and until the heart breaks the sweet smile into a cry that makes Dimas weakly bowed with breath that feels tight.

Dimas still forced his lips to smile as Erina came and stood before him. It was Erina's sweet smile that she liked. In his face the cheerful face of his beloved girl, who may be a sweet smile that he will not find back later.

"Hi sweetheart..." Greet Erina with a smile.

"Hi." replied Dimas with a smile.

"Why are you beib? How do you look like it's not healthy. You sick?" asked Erina worriedly. The face of Dimas these few days did look lethargic and less excited.

Dimas shook his head while smiling weakly.

"Erina, I want to talk seriously with you." Dimas' spontaneous speech made Erina speech speech speech silent.

"Speaking seriously? About what?" erina answered worriedly.

"Get out of school I'll continue my studies in London."

"To London?"

"He-"em"

"How long?"

"4 to 5 years" said Dimas lirih.

Erina's chest felt tight hearing Dimas' explanation. It seems that the test of love will feel very heavy later. The lover of his heart had to leave him for quite a long time.

"Well, has it been that long?"

"Yes. I'll get my S2 right there"

Erina breathed her heavy breath. His tongue felt stiff to get the words out. Actually he supports Dimas' decision to continue his study abroad. But this feeling is very difficult to lie to. Various fears about loyalty, trust and betrayal were also reflected in his mind.

The momentary silent atmosphere. Dimas set his breath and thought hard to choose the right words for him to say later. While Erina was silent because she was still shocked by Dimas' words.

"Erine... Regarding our relationship, we shouldn't have to continue." Dimas lowered his head weakly and dared to look into Erina's eyes.

Erina rounded her sharp eyes towards Dimas who could not believe what she had just heard.

"W-what?"

"A-you mean we're pu-broken?" said Erina while stammering.

"I'm sorry Erina" replied Dimas softly and weakly.

Erina took a breath and looked up at the sky trying to calm down. His eyes began to feel there was a stream of water that felt hot dammed on his eyelids.

"May I ask you one thing?" ask Erina slowly

Dimas did not answer. He just nodded weakly.

"What am I wrong?"

asked Erina to make sure.

"You're not wrong Erina. I was wrong"

Erina bit her lips holding back lest her tears flow.

"Yes you're right. You are wrong. You chose me wrong to be your boyfriend"

"Erina, that's not what I meant. Akuuu." Dimas's voice restrained. Erina's sad look really made her heart crumble.

Dimas can't be honest about the real reason why he broke up. This is related to the privacy of his parents.

"Does this have anything to do with Wulan?" ask Erina again. Erina was still curious about the certainty of the feelings and news of the engagement between Wulan and Dimas.

"By God Erina, I never betrayed you. I've never had anything to do with Wulan. My decision is simply because I don't want to make you more hurt later"

"What do you mean to assume that?"

"I can't have a long-distance relationship with you" Erina's mouth gaped in shock with Dimas' words. Dimas had to lie about this. His eyes were reddened withstanding the reality he had to face.

Erina took a deep breath, looking up at the sky that was bright because of the moonlight that was emitting, but the bright night sky was not as bright as her heart at the moment. As powerful as he was, he arranged his heart to remain calm and not look fragile in front of Dimas. His fingers intertwine with each other. Try to be calm and sincerely accept. The atmosphere was silent for a moment.

"Was... Are you sure of your decision?" asked Erina stammered.

Dimas could not answer. Just a small nod as an answer that increasingly made Erina's heart slashed, sore and bitter.

"Yes, if that is your decision. I appreciate. L'm.. I accept your decision." he said with great difficulty.

Although Erina's stammering voice sounded weak and slow, it was clearly heard in Dimas' ear.

Two clear water droplets flowed down Erina's smooth cheeks. His finger swiftly removed it before Dimas could see it. It felt like he ran into his room leaving Dimas alone. He could not stay close to Dimas. His heart really hurt. Perih and destroyed. Many times Erina took a breath and bit her lower lip trying with all her might to look tough in front of Dimas. She doesn't want to look like a whiny girl who can't act like an adult.

For a while, Dimas and Erina were both silent, dissolving into each other's thoughts. Erina looked towards Dimas. Dimas' face was bowed languidly with clenched hands in both his hands. Erina looked closely at the figure of the man she loved so much. The man who had managed to make himself fly into the clouds. And now he has thrown his heart to the bottom of the deepest earth.

"If there's nothing to say anymore, I go in. " said Erina and then moved from her seat and intended to leave Dimas without needing her permission.

Just one step Erina stepped foot, Dimas hand immediately grabbed her hand, as if she was unwilling to leave her.

"Erinaaa." said Dimas guiltily.

Erina looked at Dimas's soft eyes. But there is no continuation of the words that Dimas wants to convey. Erina took a deep breath and gifted a beautiful smile from her lips to Dimas. Erina wants Dimas to know that her decision will not make her heart too hurt, even though the fact is not so.

"Dimas, I ain't nothing. I have great respect for your decision. Now you better go home, you rest."

Erina again took a deep breath holding back the strength of her tear dam which seemed to be about to landslide soon.

"You... Be careful on the road... Do not speed. "Erina's lips quiver looking at Dimas' face that is still bowed while holding his hand.

Slowly Erina pulled and removed her hand from Dimas's hand and hurried away into the house and towards her room. Erina could not afford to linger there anymore.

As Erina was traveling, Dimas could only stare from behind Erina's back who was walking ever further and further away and disappeared behind the door of her house. The tears she had been holding back finally escaped on their own. Dimas let two clear grains flow warm over his cheek before his finger would wipe it.

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