I Select Another Door of Heaven

Nathan's Promise

The clockwork is increasingly heard clearly, the silence of the night increasingly gripping deliver every body that is sound in the contest.

But different from two people who are currently still equally awake. Nathan sat down with his head in the lap of Rianti who sat on the sofa in the living room of their house.

For almost two hours Nathan told all his life stories. Not only what he was facing right now, but also the past stories he had buried. The story that he had been keeping neatly, hoping all of that would just be his past. The story between him, Almarhumah Mitha and Arzan.

His past is his, nothing will be able to change because everything has happened and become memories. His future now is a happy life with Rianti, but who would have thought he finally revealed everything to the woman who had made his heart very comfortable.

Nathan was determined not to want anything else he covered from Rianti, whatever response his wife would receive as long as he remained with his wife.

"I'm sorry for not being able to take care of myself well during this time, you have the right to regret or feel loss for having a sinful partner like me" Nathan said, he hugged Rianti's waist, while his face is getting infiltrated in his wife's lap.

Rianti took a deep breath, as long as Nathan told him not a single word was spoken from his lips. She heard every strand of the sentence her husband spoke, permeating and understanding every meaning.

Rianti believes that the days are not easy for her husband, she does not blame or hate what happened in the past or present Nathan. Everything has happened, things that are impossible to change. As an ordinary man he did not escape from lust and sin. Is not a repentant sinner nobler than a proud pious pious man, he thought wisely.

"I'm sorry I let you down, I know if I'm too lucky to get a partner like you, whatever you're entitled to do to me after you know all this, but I really don't want to lose you, Ri. I love you, love you with all my heart and soul Rianti Auriza Zahra" the expression of love being the ultimate honesty of Nathan tonight, the thing that really makes Rianti goosebumps, for the first time Nathan, for the first time, the man who has justified it through the sacred bond of marriage expresses his love.

"Honey, talk" Nathan looked up, looking at Rianti who until he was finished did not speak.

Rianti smiled, neither tears nor an upset and angry face were shown. He stroked Nathan's head, restoring his hair to a neat return after looking so messy.

Honey, aren't you angry?" nathan asked as he rubbed the tears that were dripping down his cheeks.

"You think?" Rianti asked back,

"Darling, I..."

"Mas, everything has happened there is no point in me getting angry now, it will only drain my energy and destroy my own feelings. God willing I will love Qiana like my own daughter, all this time we have been close enough, and Micah's thing I hope that after you tell him about our marriage he can take it with his chest."

"I'm grateful for your honesty, thank you for believing in me and sharing your story with me, I really feel very valuable" Rianti hugged Nathan tightly and of course greeted Nathan with a hug that was no less tight.

"Thank you dear, thank you. Thank you for accepting me for who I am and staying by my side. Don't ever leave me" Nathan's voice sounded hoarse again, sobs were heard softly behind Rianti's back.

"In the future, let's face all this together with mutual openness and mutual respect. I believe you will be a faithful husband, a husband who is able to take care of himself when he is not with me. I'm sure you'll keep my name, defend me and privilege my presence even if we're not together"

Rianti's words were like water on dry land, seeping into Nathan's heart until happiness and pride burst into his chest.

"Thank you dear, thank you. I promise to fight for you in front of my family" Nathan hugged Rianti even more. The spaciousness of his wife's heart made him even more convinced to never let go of Rianti no matter what.

"I'm proud to have you" he said.