I reach for your love Mr. My Cuek

Chapter 79

"Doctor Tia thank you very much" said Sekar when he saw Doctor Tia was still in his original place

"Same Madam, then excuse me"

Sekar slowly approached her husband when she saw that Doctor Tia was really leaving. She ventured to sit next to her husband. She looked at the face deeply, trying to figure out what caused her husband to appear so cold after hearing the happy news from her

"Mas... You're not happy to hear about my pregnancy?" ask Sekar slowly. But that did not make Daffa moved to say "Mas..."

"Evicture the boy!"

Duars

Like in a lightning strike. Sekar's body seemed to crash and could not wake up again when he heard the words of her husband. Clear liquid had been reminisced in the eyes of Sekar when she heard her husband loudly asking to abort his womb.

"A... What do you mean? You don't want a child from me? What is the word of love that Mas's been saying to me just a prank, and now Mas's back showing me how insignificant I am to you, so you don't want any children between us?"

"I'm sorry, I love you so much, I'm afraid that if you experience the same thing as Bianca's mother, that's why I asked you to abort her. I don't want to lose you, really"

Sekar again tightened his embrace on the body of the husband when he heard the reason behind the cold of her husband. There was a warm feeling running through her chest when she found out how much her husband loved her. But her heart was sad when she heard that her husband still harbored the trauma of his birth decades ago, which ultimately resulted in Bianca's mother being unhelpful

Daffa cupped his wife's face. He wiped away the tears that soaked that beautiful face, then in his kisses, and his wife's eyes "There is no reason for me not to love you. You're the first woman in my life, and you'll be the last woman, and the only one for me. I love you so much, Sekar Lestari. Just like Daddy, I would not be able to lose you, I am willing to live without a baby as a complement to our family, as long as you can live forever beside me. Aged and spent the rest of my life with me"

Sekar could not say a word as more tears drenched her beautiful face. Maybe this is the effect of her pregnancy, so now she is very easy to cry, even with small things. She cried in her husband's arms. Until finally unknowingly, he had fallen asleep with the rest of the tears on his face.

After feeling his wife calmer. Daffa again stretched his arms, and all he found was the beautiful face of his wife who was asleep. Daffa smiled to find it, in the rubbing of the remaining tears at the end of his wife's eyes. His eyes are now fixed on the flat stomach of the wife who turned out to have grown life in there. His hands stretched out to touch his wife's flat stomach. But when he regained consciousness, he withdrew his hand and closed both eyes with a rough sigh

Honestly, deep in his heart, he also wants to have a baby like Lion and Diana who are currently waiting for the presence of their second child. He also wants to be like Ardan and Gita who now have one beautiful fairy who is so adorable. Daffa also wanted that, seeing Lion and Ardan sometimes talking about their son so enthusiastically made Daffa put envy in his heart. But apparently when faced with the lack of his wife, his heart was not able

He was afraid, he was afraid of losing his loved ones again. For twenty-nine years he tried to fortify himself not to fall in love. But it turns out his efforts were in vain when Sekar bravely tore down the fortress he had built. Now, if he is given the choice to choose a wife or child, then the choice is his wife. He will not be able to, and will never be able to if he has to be left behind