I reach for your love Mr. My Cuek

Chapter 42

If Daffa is spilling his complaints. Then it is different from Mr. Riko who seems to be sitting pensive in his study. He stared blankly with all the shadows beginning to spin in his mind.

Flashbacks

"Richo... Brother wants to give this to you, this is the last day that Bianca gives, he hopes that you can fulfill his last wish that he did not have time to say" The woman who was Riko's older sister gave one book to Riko

Riko looked at the book. A little book that says Dairy. Without consideration, Riko began to open sheet by sheet of the book, and showed some photos of his wife's memories. Starting from childhood photos, to photos when his wife participated in various prestigious events. Riko continued to open the book, until he found a large piece of writing written in gold ink

...For Husband...

...Hi, I don't know until when I can hold on. A few days ago I had a dream Mother in succession, she was lonely and asked me to come with her. In the dream I refused, but Mother said that she would come back to pick me up later....

...I thought about the meaning of the dream, and somehow bad thoughts began to wander through my mind. I'm honestly afraid to tell you this. But if it's true bad things will happen in our family. So I beg you to take care of our children, and I beg you to marry Carissa, for she is the only one who deserves to take care of our two children. I love you my husband...

But after three years passed, the shadow about the trust delivered by his wife haunts him. Until finally he chose to carry out the trust. But without love. Yes, he married Carissa without love, even the letter of agreement he had written, had already been approved by him and Carissa

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Riko rubbed her face rough. Honestly, he felt guilty about Carissa. During the twenty-five years together, the woman did not get her rights as a wife. The rights that his wife gets only a living are born, because all the needs of his wife are always sufficient. But for the inner living, as long as they were together, Riko never did unify the woman. They just try to find satisfaction by helping each other

But with everything he did to Carissa, his wife remained by his side until this very moment. Even when Daffa again and again hurt his feelings by saying he was a murderer, the woman still loved her two children with all her heart. He wanted to explain to his son that what Daffa had heard from a piece of the story he had told was not true. Because at that time, Daffa only heard a piece of the story, which made his Grandmother cornered, and since then, Daffa built a fortress, and believed in his heart that his Grandmother was a killer.

"I'm sorry." said Riko Iirih, I don't know who. Either on the figure of the great Madam Bianca who until now still filled her heart. Or on Miss Carissa who is his second wife.