I'm the One who chose you

I'm the One who chose you
Chapter 61: Forgive Me



Tristan headed for the room on the second floor, still vividly recalling the moment when Tiysa pulled him into the room, and kissed him immediately.


Tristan gave a small laugh as he recalled the incident, slowly Tristan opened the door of the room which became a silent witness to the beautiful moment of the two of them.


Deg.


Tristan's heart was beating fast, he was flabbergasted, a picture of the two of them was seen filling the walls of the room.


The sofa and bookcase containing Tristan's favorite novel were added to the room, a guitar hung near his black suit that he had missed while he was staying in the room.


Tiysa completely turned this room into a room filled with Tristan's favorite items.


Slowly Tristan stepped over to one of the photos on the table. When Tristan saw the photo, his eyes immediately paused, he saw a picture of the two of them, with the words pardon me around the photo and the writing I love you written in red ink.


The most painful thing for Tristan was that the photo had already been damaged by water droplets, Tristan could imagine how Tiysa blamed herself while crying and looking at the photo.



Guilt kept piling up on his chest, he cursed his selfishness 5 years ago that went away without informing Tiysa.


He sat on the sofa in the room, in his heart he said, "What have I done... Tiya... I'm sorry...."


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Tiysa had just arrived in front of his house, after he parked his car, suddenly the sound of incoming messages was heard from his phone.


Ting!


Tiysa immediately checked his phone.


[Bimo] Dad and Mom are at Uncle Bhishma's house, we have a little business with him, so maybe we can't go to dinner with you.


Tiysa turned to the courtyard of the house, only to realize that his father's car was not there.


[Tiysa] Well Dad, say my regards to Uncle Bhishma and Damar.


[Bimo] Yes, I will definitely tell you.


After replying with her father, Tiysa got out of the car and rushed into the house.


The aroma of the food cooked by his mother immediately smelled as if welcoming the arrival of Tiysa.


Tiysa smiled, he then took off the black high heels that he was using.


While walking to the dinner table, he was seen singing one of the lyrics in the ref section on the song James Arthur - Say You Won't Let Go ever sung by Tristan.


I know I needed you, but I never show.


I know I need you but I never showed you.


But I wanna stay with you, until we're grey and old.


But I want to be with you until we're old and gray.


"Just say you wo-" Tiysa stopped singing as she was right in front of the stairs leading to the second floor of her house.


"Just say you won't let go...."


Just tell me you're not leaving..


"Just say you won't let go...."


Just tell me you're not leaving..


There was the sound of someone singing James Arthur from the room on the second floor, a beautiful guitar could be heard accompanying the man singing.


"It's not possible, is it?" he said with eyes that started to glaze over.


His breathing was hunting because his chest suddenly felt tight, he stepped up the stairs slowly.


"I'll wake you up with some breakfast in bed."


I'll wake you up with breakfast in bed.


"I'll bring you coffee with a kiss on your head."


I'll bring you coffee with a kiss on your forehead.


And I'll take the kids to school


And I'll take the kids to school, and,


Goodbye wave them.


Waving hands at them.


And I'll thank my lucky stars for that night.


And I'll thank my lucky stars for that night.


The chant of the song that sounded from the room made him no longer able to stem his tears. Tiysa cried sobbing, this was the voice of the man she had been waiting for.


"Lord, if it's a dream please don't wake me up, and if it's an illusion please don't wake me up, let me meet him, even if it's just a dream or just an illusion." he muttered in tears.


Tiysa was already in front of the room door, slowly he opened the room door, the tears were flowing more and more, on the sofa of the room he saw Tristan singing while playing the guitar.



When you look over your shoulder


When you look and look at me.


For a minute, I forget that I'm older


For a moment, I forgot that I was older.


I wanna dance with you right now


I want to dance with you now.


Oh, and you look as beautiful as ever


Oh. And you look beautiful as always.


And I sweat that everyday you'll get better


And I'm sure you'll be even more beautiful.


You make me feel this way somehow


You make me feel like this...


Tristan stopped and placed the guitar he was holding on the sofa, he got up from the sofa and approached Tiysa who was standing at the door with tears streaming down his cheeks.


Tiysa remained motionless, both of his hands clenched tightly. Her crying voice filled the room, she was afraid to approach, afraid that if this was just a dream and Tristan would disappear again. It was believed that he had such a dream, the dream of meeting Tristan, but when he embraced it Tristan would suddenly disappear.


Tristan stood before the pecking Tiysa, he hugged Tiysa tightly, unconsciously shedding tears.



"Continue the song..," Tiysa said while crying as she pleased. He still did not dare to return Tristan's embrace.


Tristan smiled, while hugging Tiysa, Tristan brought her face closer to Tiysa's ear, in a soft voice, she continued the song she had just sung.


I'm so in love with you


I love you so much.


And I hope you know


And I wish you knew.


Darling, your love is more than worth its weight in gold


Honey, your love is worth more than gold.


We've come so far, my dear


We've come this far, my dear.


Look how we've grown


Look how we're together.


And I wanna stay with you until we're grey and old


And I want to hang with you until we're gray and aging.


Just say you won't let go...


Tell me you'll never leave


Just say you won't let go...


Tell me you'll never leave


"I'm sorry Miss Tiysa, I promise I won't leave you again, I promise I will always be with you, like the lyrics of the song I just sang" Tristan whispered in Tiysa's ear.


Tiysa immediately hugged Tristan tightly, he buried his face in Tristan's chest, an outpouring of emotion that he had been resistant to bursting out as Tristan whispered that line in his ear.


She no longer held back her crying voice, Tiysa completely let go of everything in Tristan's arms.


"You came back after 5 months, and now you're back after 5 years, next are you going to leave me for 50 years?"


"Tristan, if I'm wrong I apologize, you can be angry with me, you can punish me, but please don't let me can't see you anymore, it's too painful for me...."


Tiysa cried as she pleased, her trembling voice so painful.


"Please don't go again...Please don't disappear again.., Tristan I love you so much, I...."


"Tiysa... I really love you so much."


There was nothing Tristan could say, he could only continue to blame himself for his selfish decisions.


Not only did she leave Tiysa for 5 years without any news, she even made the woman she loved suffer for her behavior.


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