I'm the One Taking Care of Others Who Have

Jonathan has passed away

Czech....

Jonathan's door opened, and papa Jonathan's mother entered the room.

I immediately got up from my seat and immediately rushed to hug Jonathan's mother.

Mama Jonathan let go of my arms, "Ma.." mama smiled and rubbed my hair, then stepped closer to Jonathan's bed, clasped his hands and kissed his forehead long ago, then sit in Jonathan's chair still holding Jonathan's hand, while rubbing Jonathan's head.

While papa was sitting on the couch with Robin's brother, and I was flinching to look at Mama and Jonathan, there was an unbearable pain in my heart.

O Allah... Is this the time I should be willing to let Jonathan go from my side?

Me ready?

can i?

will it all really end?

should I let go of all our memories?

Jo...should you...?

God give me your directions! my inner

Brother Robin got up from his seat and approached me, leading me to sit on the sofa.After I sat Robin's foot clasped my hand and rubbed my hair.

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a week later

Jonathan convulsed again, and the mother who was alone stood guard there, because papa was going to the cafeteria to buy breakfast, so panicked and shouted to the doctor.

Doctors and nurses ran to Jonathan's room to check on Jonathan.

While mama was pacing back and forth outside Jonathan's room, and not long after came papa by running towards mama, because from a distance saw the mama who was pacing back and forth outside the room restlessly.

"Mah...!" he touched my mom's shoulder from behind.

Mama turned her body and hugged papa, shedding her cries in papa's arms.

"Nathan.. drop again pa...!" mama said

Papa rubbed my mother's back, "we are patient...! sincerely everyone, let Nathan be given the best ease of the road."

Chequek...

Jonathan's door opened, the doctor came out of the room, and his mother Jonathan rushed to the doctor.

"Dok... How is my son?" ask papa

"Pardon us ... We ask permission to remove all the tools in Nathan's body, pity his body...!?"

Papa took a step back, his legs limp as if unable to withstand his weight.

"Sir.." Papa's body restrained.

"Wait a minute, doc.wait for my daughter to come, I'm sure Nathan is waiting for her to come." Dad pleaded with the doctor.

"After my daughter came, I was sincere if the tool should be removed." papa shed his tears that he had been holding back.

"Okay sir, we'll wait for the father's arrival."

"Thank you doc!?"

While at school, I was so restless, my heart was beating uneasily, not knowing what was going on, and I couldn't make up for the lesson this time. Even in the canteen I did not chatter as usual and a lot of silence.

Until the school bell rang, I immediately packed my book and put it in a bag, then ran out of class without caring for the trio's leaked call.

I ran to the gate and I found Robin's brother, but what I was looking for wasn't there. I was so anxious and unsettled, just pacing back and forth outside the gate trying to contact Robin's sister.

Tin.tin...

"Sorry.. Have you been waiting a long time? the road was very jammed" said Robin. "Why Han... Do you look so panicked?"

"Either brother I do not understand.but from that feeling I did not feel good and I want to rush to meet Jonathan brother." I replied.

"Quick a little bit brother!?"

Robin's brother increased the speed of his car, through a road that looks a bit crowded, to the Hospital.

Once at the Hospital, I ran straight into Jonathan's inpatient room, not caring about Robin's brother.

Brother Robin just smiled faintly at my behavior, then followed me into the hospital.

As I was about to get to Jonathan's room, my chest tightened, I sped up my steps towards Jonathan's room and opened the door.

When I entered I saw my mother sitting next to Jonathan, holding Jonathan's hand while sobbing.

Papa patted me on the shoulder, "Han. Come closer to Jonathan! and please talk to him if you let him go!"

"Pa... What does this mean?"I looked at Papa questioningly.

"It's time for Jonathan to leave us. He's waiting for you to let go!"

I sobbed and Robin's brother, who I didn't realize was in Jonathan's room, immediately hugged me, "Han.... Relieve Jonathan's departure...!?" pinta brother Robin but I flounder in my place not saying a word to answer Robin's request, only tears that spilled without my ability to be weirs.

"Han.. brother please. Don't be like this, pity Jonathan..."

I stepped closer to Jonathan and mom gave me room to approach Jonathan.

I held her hand, I looked at her face so pale, I rubbed her head gently and I kissed her forehead, my heart was so torn and so sick, when I realized I had to take it away.

I took Jonathan's two hands into my two hands, and kissed him.

I strengthen my heart to say goodbye to Joanthan,.

"Jo.. leave if it's time you have to go, I'm willing to let you go and I will fulfill all my promises to you, I love you Jo, I promise it'll be fine after you're gone. Go in peace with the love we have." I kissed Jonathan's two cheeks, and when I kissed him on the forehead, he said, I saw a faint smile on Jonathan's lips and I heard the sound of tiiiiiiiiitttt.. .....

My eyes faded and I felt weak and...

Brugh...

Brother Robin immediately ran to me who was lying on the floor because of fainting, and lifted me to lay on the waiting bed next to Jonathan's bed.

While the mama's cries instantly broke, hugging Jonathan's body that had been stretched stiff.

And papa tried hard to calm my mother, to accept all this peacefully.

Not long after entering the doctor and nurse to remove all the tools in Jonathan's body and take care of Jonathan's body and the doctor examined me.

"She's just in shock..later will be sober... , no need to worry anyone." said the doctor.

"Nice doc..."

"Please take care of his administration and return the body" the doctor ordered.

Papa left the room to take care of Jonathan's return, while Mom packed Jonathan's belongings, and I took care of Hana...

Not long ago came brother Steve and trio bocil, entering the room inpatient Jonathan.

"Bin.." call brother Steve.

robin looked at them, "Steve."

"All right..." Answer them.

"But Hana... no papa right, sister..?" ask Rangga.

"Gak papa is just in shock.maybe soon be sober, later we will follow there after Hana's rumination."

The four of them leave the Hospital for Jonathan's house to prepare for the homecoming welcome of Jonathan's body before being buried.