I'M the Mafia Leader

CHAPTRE 45

Ever since Vanilla opened her eyes at that moment, vanilla was anxious and afraid, even her eyes were empty she kept hugging her child, not even wanting to give her baby to the nuns when they were about to replace the baby's diaper.

Arsean stared at vanilla along with a psychiatrist and a nutrition doctor, from behind the vanilla window they kept staring at the vanilla holding the baby while continuing to look at her face.

"Is vanilla okay if it continues like that ?" arsean didn't know what else to do, "not let himself accept what happened, maybe it will be very heavy on him" Febry looked at the archaean "when this is not the first time it happened to him" vanilla should get used to it, he shouldn't be that shaken, Arsean explained what happened to vanilla at the time.

"She had just given birth, and something like this was very difficult to accept" Febry took a breath.

"More this is also not the first time he experienced such a terrible thing, then it will make himself more fallen with his trauma" Arsean fell silent "that human might be able to display him feeling fearless and mediocre yet, at other times those who have trauma will be very shaken when remembering what happened in the past to them....."

"Look, maybe vanilla's seen his family in an all-out slaughter, then had a kidnapping while he was with you and now it's happening again to him, maybe vanilla's good at martial arts and gunfights but are you sure she doesn't have any trauma? Trauma is not something that must be underestimated because it could make people die" Febry smiled wryly when he gave an education to others but he found it difficult to educate himself.

Febry is a psychiatrist who can also be called an arsean friend, but not as close as Samuel. Arsean walked towards the door, just as the arsean opened the door the vanilla immediately stared fearfully at "this calm I "Arsean approached he looked at the baby in the lap of the vanilla "come let me move" vanilla initially refused to give her the baby, but because Arsean asked her she gave him the baby.

"Have you eaten?" As she asked, vanilla shook her head "If so eat first, I'm a bribe" Arsean told the sisters to get vanilla food. Arsean is not the type of person who will entertain others because from the past until now has not been able to entertain himself in times of sadness.

"can I still be called the head of the mafia if I'm weak?" Vanilla suddenly thought that she remembered what Samuel had said when he was kidnapped when he had the same shock, to be strong and in disinclination never show weakness because it will destroy everything. The more you look weak to others, the more you will oppress him.

Vanilla was speechless he couldn't tell the "weak aren't something wrong, just that sometimes we have to be careful when showing our weak sides" Arsean still remembered those words from his grandmother, but until now the Arsean was too hesitant to the world to show himself weak. "Well, you can still be yourself whether you're strong or weak !" Arsean only thought those words but it was different from what vanilla caught.

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[Wednesday, 17 August 2022]

Author: Aulia Safira Hamidah

Type: Sfiranjk341

continue tomorrow well:) already tired because his brain so hard to think

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