
Arsean treated Vanilla's wounds first and then he treated his wounds, Vanilla looked at Arsean the man was still the same flat gaze and cold attitude that was indifferent to him. Unknowingly her tears came down with a quick movement Vanilla wiped away her tears trying to look strong in the presence of Arsean. Arsean still did not break the silence between Vanilla, Arsean knew if Vanilla was surprised he was not a strong person why he had to pretend to look strong in front of Arsean.
Arsean, who had been done with his wound, carried the P3K box, they are now aboard Arsean's private yacht, of course, for the first reason, far from the mainland, which makes Vanilla unable to escape, the second because they are trying to distract from the police. Vanilla just kept staring out of her room, she was too lazy to argue again, Arsean who just came out of the bathroom saw Vanilla like that was silent. He does not know what to do because Arsean does not understand Vanilla, Arsean is also still controlled by anger especially when he remembers how Vanilla returned Arga's kiss.
Arsean sat in front of Vanilla, Arsean looked at Vanilla and Vanilla was now looking at Arsean. Arsean's hand stretched out to touch Vanilla's cheek, Arsean locked Vanilla's gaze and brought her face closer until Arsean's lips stuck to Vanilla's. Previously just sticking it now turned into an******,*,*, Vanilla did not reply to him nor did she rebel only speechless because she knew she was just a toy not entitled to refuse it. Vanilla was just resigned, basically he could not fight the touch that Arsean gave “where again he touched you ?” said Arsean who is still investigating Vanilla. Vanilla still silently did not respond to Arsean's words he chose to close his eyes to let the man do as he pleased with him. Arsean with a fiery feeling returned to kiss Vanilla and again did not get a reply from the woman that Arsean bit the lower lip of Vanilla.
“why silence ?” snapping Arsean who gave a distance of five cm from Vanilla, Arin opened his eyes immediately faced with Arsean's gaze that looked angry, and, the man's jaw again hardened as well as his face reddened either because of his lust or because of anger or because of both. “what should I answer ?” Vanilla replied coldly as Arsean used to do to her, what Arsean had done to her was outrageous.
It feels like Vanilla wants to curse the man even cursing with insults to the fullest, he is quite self-conscious who he is and Arsean. “whatever, you should have answered me !” said Arsean presses right in the sentence replied he was quite fed up with everything from his client's goods that had to be confiscated by the police and some of his men who died because of the fighting that occurred.
Likewise with the woman who was in his hapan of dissent, he knew he was wrong to risk the woman just that Arsean had no other choice. “what are you ? I was just made a bet by my boss and almost harassed by someone else, and you're mad as if that happened to you ? I am an Arsean human ! I'm not the one who would be silent if I was treated so badly. It's enough with you always harassing me, it's enough that I behave like a mistress and like a slave. I hate you, let me be free and return me” angry Vanilla who followed with tears falling alternately, Vanilla shouted in a few sentences at the end of his sentence. Vanilla could no longer lie that she hated and was disgusted by what Arsean did to her until she forgot that she was just the woman Arsean bought her. Even he was disgusted with himself.
Arsean listened to Vanilla's words, until he felt the pain in his heart it was not acceptable with what the woman said what was that thing done by Arsean ?. Arsean was still in the same position looking at Vanilla's face with intes tampa missed a cm for him to see, Vanilla's eyes wet with tears made Arsean speechless.
Vanilla's lips trembled he still wanted to take out everything in his heart until finally the woman took a deep breath and exhaled it rough instead of becoming calm she was getting depressed over her position which was very close this is Arsean.
“why are you silent now ? don't you want answers ? I gave you the answer so stay away, you disgust Arsean ...” before Arsean heard the words that hurt his heart again he chose to silence her mouth with his lips. Vanilla closed her eyes again he already knew that finally like this, Vanilla's tears did not stop to ring that pain. pulled Arsean's lower lip and bite him of course Arsean can feel the bite. He let Vanilla do it rather than he listening to her. The bite was getting tighter every second and even now felt a salty taste in the lips of both of them which was clearly the lips of Arsean, spitting out blood, the man did not grimace at all still staring at Vanilla's closed eyes yet, passing a lot of water.
Vanilla who felt he was too outrageous took off the bite and turned away his face avoiding Arsean's gaze. Even he did not look at the wound he left on the lips Arsean. “tidurlah” said Arsean after he left Vanilla in the room alone. Vanilla who bodo very much choose to lay himself and cover his entire body with a blanket, trying to close his eyes hoping to directly enter the dream realm. However, everything was in vain because it had been almost an hour he tried it he could not sleep instead crying out spilling the sense of being a pest in his heart.
Vanilla never felt this way before, can Vanilla say if he misses time with his ex who was a jerk ? no matter how much he had accompanied her treated her as extravagantly and lovingly as her family once did. Somehow he changed “I just want to die” Vanilla mutter with continued crying he stared at the window that directly towards the sea. Without him thinking for a long time he got up from his bed and walked towards that window he braved the sea breeze and jumped downwards.
While Arsean looked disheveled with a drink bottle in his hand speechless Vanilla. Suddenly outside very noisy even several times banged on the door of his room "Sial very noisy" cried Arsean with a staggering walk he opened the door of his room there stood Samuel "your woman was troubled once she jumped in the ocean" Arsean was made aware of "where he is" Samuel pointed that way in a crowd of Arsean men.
Arsean and Vanilla have reached the surface. Arsean draws in oxygen as quickly as he can and so does Vanilla who is in Arsean's arms.
"Are you crazy, huh ? You want to die ?" Arsean shouted that he was already upset with Vanilla. "Well if I say I want to die what you're gonna do" Vanilla trembled she was scared and confused she didn't know what she was doing.
"You're really well" Arsean was fed up with Vanilla's child-like demeanor. Samuel and the other Arseans hunted down the buoys. The two climbed to the top, and Arsean left Vanilla.
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To the next morning Vanilla had awakened in his bed, this place was his old arrangement. Where he lives with his girlfriend how did he get here ? that was still a question in Vanilla's mind. He looked around and there was no one at the small table, food and notes left behind.
“eat, I've followed your ingian to bring you back. But not with your debt you can go back to the company or pay it someday” That's how the letter was, Vanilla took a deep breath and breathed it rough. Though this was what he wanted but why did he not feel relieved but he felt sorrow in his heart.
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[Friday, 07 January 2022]
Author: Aulia Safira Hamidah
Wtpd : Safira Auliya Hamidah
Twitter: Safira19989