I'm the Household Destroyer of My Husband

20 . Doctor Ibra .

After my father entered the operating room, my heart became unsettled. Said my father entering the recesses of my heart, I don't know what to do now . The fact that I'm not his son that makes me shocked and sad . But even so I will never leave her to find my biological parents, I will always be with her . All this time he gave me genuine affection so maybe this is the right time for me to reply .

I also no longer want to look for my biological parents, because they are the ones who left me so why am I looking for her . Remembering I was left alone made me not end up thinking how there was Setega's parents with his child . And why don't they come looking for me back, don't they want me anymore .

" Siska you why did you just stay there ?" asked Rangga mas Rangga who still has not left me, the man walked up to me and slowly his hands rubbed my hair slowly .

" It's okay mas , I'm just afraid if the operation fails . " I said lie because I didn't want to tell her about my past because I was just her partner in bed . No more than that .

" Remain sure, why are you such a pessimist Siska. I'm sure the operation will go smoothly and your father will definitely recover soon . "his words smiled at me, the smile made me calm. I seemed to be bewitched by the smile she gave me, I know this is the wrong feeling considering she already has a family but my heart also can not be lied to . Even though I hid in the furthest place I still liked and did not know when to love this man in front of me .

" Conscious Siska you are just her bedmate nothing more than that." I said in my heart . Long time we looked after that I turned my face away . I really don't want my feelings to go deeper on her .

" Don't you go home ?" ask me who actually did not want him to be in this hospital to accompany me, not because I do not like him but because I want to be alone . All reality came to me with a sudden arrival and that's what made me want to be alone for now .

" You kicked me out ?" her question looked me in the eyes sharply .

" It's not like that mas.I just feel tired and want to be alone for now, so what can mas go and give me a moment . I promise I'll go back to the apartment after you finish your surgery and come back to my senses. "I said trying to persuade him to leave me alone, before long it sounded he sighed slowly then he held my hand tightly and rubbed it slowly .

" Mas actually do not want you alone an , besides where your mother is why she did not come when her husband was in Operation . "his word to me . I paused for a moment I didn't know where my mother was either , she had really changed . No longer care about me and my father .

" Mad go, I'm fine here alone an. "say I smile at him and reply with the same smile .

" Yes I've gone yes ...If there's anything to tell me, I'll come right here if you need me . And whatever the results of his surgery later Mas hope you can accept it calmly okay .." his remarks really make me more amazed and liked him . She was so considerate of me, even I felt she also had the same feelings as me .

But he said in the office this morning kept ringing , considering that I was so doubtful if he had the same feeling .

" Go away mas .. " said I smiled, then he let go of his hand . After that he kissed my forehead slowly after in enough taste he just left me alone an .

I looked at her back that was getting away from my sight 'I really wanted to be with her . But circumstances forced me to stay away from all his life.

Crying and continuing to cry was all I could do, before long there was someone sitting on the bench next to me . I opened my closed eyes and I lyricized that person .

The man looked lethargic, his face was pale and occasionally he looked at both his hands as if he were going to examine the hand . I rubbed my rough tears then I stared at her .

" What is the doctor doing here ?" ask him 'em, he took a quick glance at me then he looked back at his two hands .

" What are you doing here yourself ?" ask her without looking at me .

" I'm just waiting for my father who is currently in surgery ." I said to him . He smiled, what a sweet smile .

" You know, I also ran out of surgery for someone I love so much . " Speak it unconsciously. I was bored and sad so I wanted to hear the story of the Doctor beside me .

" I feel free to be a doctor if I save the person I love I can't". "his words grinned bitterly . as if I would laugh at him myself .

" It's not the doctor's fault, it's a fate that can't be changed . "my words made him look at me for a moment then he smiled .

" Yes I know it's not my fault, but still I feel like a failure, My hands feel numb because they have killed people yes even though it's not my fault entirely . Actually she didn't want to do this operation but I forced her that's what made me sad . If only he hadn't done the operation maybe he'd still be on my side a little longer . But now ... he's gone and it's all because of me. "his words bow his head slowly .

" If I may know ... What guy did the doctor mean it was your wife ?" ask her . He nodded his head slowly . I feel sorry to see her, I can feel her very sad and want to cry but she can't .

" It must have been very painful .We grieve but work makes us look strong and strong . " said I to him .

" Yes you are right that you are very sick, maybe after I get out of this hospital I will cry loudly . "his words rubbed his tears that were about to fall .

" Then why didn't the doctor come out and cry and why is the doctor sitting here talking to me ?" ask me a question .

" I'm waiting for permission from my boss, I'm also waiting for my wife's body . I'm sitting here because it's the loneliest place of all places in the hospital . Sorry if you were bothered by my arrival . "his words were about to stand .

" It's okay that I feel happy to hear the doctor's story, at least I know that in this world there are still people who are sadder than me . " I said a little amazed at the doctor in front of me .

" You're absolutely right, if you may know what your name is ?" ask her to me .

" My name is siska" said I smiled at her, she returned my smile .

" Siska ..good name, may your father's surgery go well and he will recover soon . Yes I went first yes "his word took his doctor's suit which he is currently sipping on the chair .

" Please doctor ..em ...What is the name of the doctor . "my question is confused because at this time he does not wear an identifier on his shirt .

" My name is Ibra .. Just call doctor iba ... Yes Siska I go first yes . Until we meet another time." his words passed away leaving me, I just looked at him from a distance with the padangan Iba .

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