I'm the Household Destroyer of My Husband
19 . Not his son .
Siska POVs.
It is difficult for me to understand this feeling , every time Rangga gave his attention always just made me lulled with that attention . Like this moment, the man was staring at me and grasping my hand tightly . As if it would calm myself down to meet my father, he understood so much my anxiety that it made me have feelings for him that I shouldn't have .
" Come in, Siska, you have 15 minutes before your father's surgery . "he said to me, which made me pause for a moment to look at the door of the room where my father was treated .
For a moment I hesitated, I didn't want to make you worry about what I was going to say, but I felt I had to say it directly but there was still time .
Not that I'm pessimistic or that my father is no. I'm just afraid I can't say it anymore because the doctor said the operation had little hope .
" Who are you waiting for !" Ask Rangga mas who further encourage my intention to meet the father . With a slow sigh I began to step foot toward the place where my father was cared for .
I opened the nursery door slowly and the look I saw really made my heart slice . My father looked at me with a big smile, a smile he always gave me .
With a slow step I approached her , the guilt of the thing I had done entered the recesses of my heart . Consider me a crybaby or so I don't care . What matters to me now is to apologize to him while I can .
After getting close enough to him I immediately hugged his body tightly and cried as it became. The father who got such a response from me was surprised and worried but he did not say at all . He just rubbed my long hair like I used to when I was a kid .
" I'm sorry Siska sir ... Sorry Siska added sin to father , forgive Siska who can not be a son of Solehah as the will of the father and forgive Siska for all Siska's mistakes . Siska is sorry sir, sorry . " said I cried as it became .
My heart aches like a sharp knife 'I feel guilty for sinning against the man who took care of me with that affection . All this time that guy never hit me if I'm wrong don't hit me yell at myself never.
He always advised me in a gentle way never once used his hands to punish me . I loved her so much that even my affection exceeded my own .
" Sikka ... You are a good son, filial father . You know there's something you're hiding from my father .You know that since you let go of your hijab, son, but I don't care about that . You know you're not going to take off that hijab for no reason . Maybe you do not want to tell about it to the father, afraid if the father is sad and relapsed . If God bestows your sins on you, you are willing to son . Really willing, I don't blame you at all Siska . You know the decision you made was hard and you suffered from it, baby . So you don't have to apologize . It should be the father who apologizes to you Siska, because all this time I've always troubled you . Actually there is something that you cover dear . "the words of the father stopped, the man who usually always smiles at me was crying .
I who saw it certainly could not bear, I rubbed his eyes that looked wet by the tears that came out of his old eyelids.
" Don't cry, Siska doesn't know why, sir ." said I who felt the pain when I saw the tears coming out of his eyes .
" Actually I'm not ready to say this Siska, I'm afraid you are angry and hate the father who has covered this from you since you were a child. " his words confused me and curious about something you would say to me .
" What is it sir say . Siska promised Siska wouldn't get angry . "i tried to convince her not to hesitate to say what she wanted to say.
" In fact you are not the father and mother of Siska . "his gentleness makes me silent trying to digest the word he said as if it would cut my heart .
" You're not my son, I found you confused in a villa near our village . Back then you were a kid even you couldn't speak yet, all you could do was cry and keep crying . Father tried to calm you but father could not then come your mother who was looking for father, when she saw your father's wife stopped crying . At that time your mother was still kind and attentive, she held you and tried to calm you down . Then after you calm down you decide to take you home because your parents never come looking for you .Your mother was so happy that we couldn't have children We decided to raise you as Siska's child . "my father said making my eyes glassy . I didn't think the parents who raised me weren't my biological parents . But I am very grateful and grateful to them because at least that way I can live until now thanks to the help of those who want to pick me up and give me a decent wear .
Curiosity went into the recesses of my heart, I wanted to know where my biological parents were, why they left me in my own villa . What was my fault and how they responded upon meeting me returned .the thought of that thought by the time it arrived .
" Siska you know what you think son, this .." said the man before me handed me a pink scarf
" This is what sir ?" ask me not to understand .
" Let's find your biological parents Siska by bringing this scarf . This is the scarf you last used before parting with them . On the scarf it also says your real name actually . "say the father made me look at the scarf in my hand It was with nanar .
" Diandra Safaluna" said I read the name, My tears escaped just accepting a reality so bitter for me .
" Excuse me ... Sorry mbak soon his operation will be started so we will bring Mr. Tarno to the operating room now . " said Nurse who just came into my father's nursery , for a moment I looked at my father with a pushy . I hugged him once again .
" Siska did not care , Siska is whose son in fact Siska will always and always be a father . Siska loves you so much, thank you for being a good parent and loving Siska . Before you go into the operating room, Siska wants you to promise Siska . "say I look at you earnestly .
" The promise of what son of father will try to follow if the father is able to . "his words with a raucous voice . I smiled and rubbed my father's hand slowly trying to give strength to him .
" Siska beg the father of spirit yes, and soon be healed so that the father can accompany Siska again . Siska does not want to be alone anymore sir, so Siska please promise Siska . "say I express my heart . because honestly I don't feel ready to lose my parents .
"Will you try Siska .. "his words make my heart a little relieved . Then I went back a few steps away from her, before long the nurses started to take her away from the room .
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