I'm Still A VIRGIN

Away !



The skyscraper is one of the favorite places of a girl who is contemplating her fate. A fate that is always on the verge and haunted with a sense of fear that is always inherent in him. On the roof of a building in an apartment, the girl sat on the edge of the building and put her feet down.

At first the girl sat on the edge of the building, the person passing by the area, thinking that the girl was about to commit suicide. People who passed around the roof of the building was very excited to see it, the woman who seemed to be middle-aged yelled to call everyone to help her. Before everyone gathered around him, the middle-aged woman tried to persuade the girl to come down first. He still thought that the girl was about to commit suicide, the girl tried to calm the middle-aged woman not to panic.

The girl told the middle-aged woman that she was fine and gave her a smiling facial expression reassuring her. And the girl also explained that she was just calming down while enjoying the scenery. The middle-aged woman was astonished to see the girl. The woman was not inexhaustible with what was being enjoyed by the girl.

Not dizzy, the middle-aged woman left him. Everyone who had walked up to the woman asked what had really happened. The woman explained that it was okay and then told them all to disperse.

Those who were used to seeing the girl who often sat on the edge of the building, they did not ask her at all, did not forbid her, and did not even care about her at all. Well, even if any one of them cared and asked her, the girl would not answer. But at least they asked him and forbade him from actually sitting on the edge of the building was indeed very dangerous. What was wrong at least among them was asking the girl why she often sat on the edge of the building. No one cared about her, showing her sympathy. In that environment indeed his social soul is not strong in other words do not care about each other.

Some of those who first saw her sitting on the edge of the building, would worry about the girl like the same thing the middle-aged woman did by shouting for help. The girl often sat on the edge of the building just to calm her mind, thinking about her future.

The girl was named Larasati, she was commonly called by the call Laras. Laras is the only child of her parents who has left her for good. That means Laras is an orphan. Laras's parents abandoned him when he sat in High School. His parents died in a car accident on the highway. Of the many people who had the accident, there were only a few survivors. Among the survivors was Baras.

Ever since his parents died, Laras felt his life was meaningless without them. Laras always asks why the creator gave him life if he took his parents. Almost every day Laras always asked that at all times. Since his parents died, Laras also felt his soul was dead along with the departure of his parents.

Other than his father and mother, Laras had no family. Baras is just a piece of kara living in this world. There may be but, Laras has absolutely no idea who his own family is. When Laras was a child, his mother told him that his father and mother had cut off their relationship with their family due to a conflict at the time.

Laras always asked his mother about the conflict that actually happened so that made his father and mother cut ties with the family. Many times Laras asked the same question, his mother always switched the conversation and did not want to answer it. Until finally his mother left him, Laras was still curious about it until this moment.

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One day a girl who seemed to be the same age as Laras came to him. The girl asked Laras what Laras was doing sitting on the edge of the building. Laras just silently ignored his question. The girl unceasingly asked Laras the same question. Until in the end the girl was very upset with Laras for ignoring him. The girl then shook Laras' body, making him almost fall from the tall building.

“Hey, are you kidding me (what are you kidding). I can fall if you do that,” snapped Laras angrily.

“You already know it is very dangerous, but why are you still sitting here.”

“Not your business,” said Laras while getting off my seat.

When Laras came down and stood right in front of him, the girl reached out and shook her hand, the girl introduced herself to Laras.

Well, she is Rindiantika Larkin. The girl told me about her age now and it was true that Laras thought she was her age. Laras asks her nickname and the girl says whatever. Laras was amazed by his words, Laras did not bother to ask him again. So, Laras also called him with a call ‘terasern’. It made the girl laugh out loud when Laras called her up. Come to think of it, what was said by Laras was indeed true.

“You are very funny well, you follow a class joking where anyway, let me also join that class.”

Baras didn't think what he said was funny. Laras also divorced him that it was all not funny at all.

“I'm the same as never taking a special class joking. What's funny try.”

“Which isn't funny, you plainly say that. I said whatever it is means you can call me whatever. But you really want to call me up.” said Ririn.

“Ya you anyway, so if the nanya that's the real answer, don't be whatever.” chattering Laras.

“Iya-iya my nickname is Ririn, glad to meet you Laras”

“It is dong, but I will still call you whatever,” said Laras joking.

Ririn who understood Laras was joking at him, she laughed back at him. Laras and Ririn just this time meet and greet each other, even though Ririn has long lived in the apartment building. And Ririn also told Laras that in fact he often saw Laras sitting on the edge of the building. But only this time Ririn ventured to reprimand Laras.

Ririn asks Laras why he often sits on the edge of the building. Laras tells Ririn everything except for one thing. Laras only tells about his parents who left for good. There was one thing he had not told Ririn because he had only known the figure of a Ririn.

Ririn heard all the stories about Laras. Ririn felt very sorry for him, but the extraordinary Laras did not look sad. While in his heart, Laras was really sick left behind by my parents. Until she felt her tears not coming. Ririn calms Baras down, giving him a tissue to wipe his tears.

Ririn felt very concerned about the state of Baras. Ririn reflexes pat Baras on the shoulder and asks him to always be steadfast in the face of the trials that he bears. Laras thanked him for listening to his story. Only Ririn was willing to reprimand him, ask him, and force him to tell her the truth about himself.

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Real or Dream

A year later it has passed...

“Ssaaahhhh?” ask a penghulu

“Ssaaahhhhh..” response from everyone in the marriage contract room.

Alhamdulillahot...

Laras looks very happy, because now Laras has legitimately become a wife. His heart was beating very fast, Laras felt as if his heart would be dislodged from its place. Laras also felt this marriage was like a dream but very real for him.

Suddenly Laras' body was lifted by her husband, Laras was very surprised to make. Baras' husband took her to their bridal room. It made everyone cheer to tease them.

“Acieee... cieee.. who want to otw the first night. hurry very anyway.” Tempt one of them.

Laras and her husband just smiled blushingly embarrassed at the temptation. Now the two of them had entered their bridal rooms. Laras' husband then laid her on the bridal bed. Then her husband walked over to the door to lock the door so no one could open and interrupt our first night.

Laras' husband took off his clothes and approached Laras, who had been lying on a bed filled with roses. Laras blushed shyly lowered her face, her husband then lifted my chin and looked at me fixedly.

Her husband wanted to sneak his forehead. But her husband had not been able to touch her even kiss her, suddenly her husband away from her with a very frightened face. Her husband looked scared to death. Laras was very astonished to see the expression of her husband who suddenly expressed such fear.

Laras asked her husband, but he could not speak. And suddenly her husband fainted while pointing to the side where Laras was lying. Seeing what her husband had pointed at, Laras was shocked to see a snake beside her.

Laras was very panicked with fear seeing the snake that was very close to him. The barrel moved slowly away from the snake. The movement of Laras turned out to make the snake feel threatened. The snake pulled him into his hand. Strangely, Laras did not feel any pain at all. But suddenly Baras...

Bbbrrraaaack...

“Aduh...” said Laras who felt excruciating pain.

He fell from his high bed. Laras also realized that he was only dreaming. Laras also drew his breath slowly, Laras was very relieved and felt very grateful that the snake that bit him was just a dream.

“But it's a pity that her wedding was just a dream. Huaaahh,” said Laras ripped off grieving.

Though Laras really crave the marriage. Laras was expecting the marriage to actually happen and Laras hoped it was not a dream, and Laras cried. Barrel tried to get up from where he had fallen. Laras found his waist that was very painful due to falling from his bed that was quite high.

Laras kicked the bed, stupidly Laras did that. The barrel gets pain in his leg. Baras also shouted in pain. The barrel then tries to walk closer to the chair and then shifts the chair. Then Laras sat very carefully because of his extremely sensitive waist for now.

Laras takes and opens his laptop, Fadly writes and recounts the dreams and events he is experiencing at this time. Laras actually does not really like to write an activity or an event that he experienced, as is commonly done by some people in the Diary book. It's just that Laras feels his dream this time is very interesting to write and immortalized to remember if at any time he accidentally found writing about my dream.

Baras typed word by word in his laptop, Laras told all the dreams he experienced. And well, Laras just remembered his dream. Laras did not remember the face of her husband in the dream. Baras was very upset. Laras tried hard to remember, but still he could not remember.

The thing that Baras typed on his laptop...

“this is my story, a story where I think a lot about my future to get married. To the extent that desire was carried into my dreams. I was so happy that it was just a dream. But at least I can meet you. Butwhy? Why can't I remember your face. It's a pity that the dream passed so quickly and I can't remember your face yet. Dear future husband, do you know how much I am waiting for your presence by my side.”

After Laras typed it all in Microsoft Word, Laras also saved it in his favorite flash.

Tok...

The daydreaming barrel after typing the story of his dream, suddenly someone knocked on the door of his room. Well, that person is Ririn, a girl who a year ago almost made her fall from her apartment building. Laras and Ririn have been friends ever since. Ririn now knew all the problems, there was nothing that Laras hid from her because he trusted her so much.

Ririn who previously lived in an apartment where Laras used to sit on top of the apartment building, now she lives with Laras. At that time Laras saw Ririn being kicked out of the apartment because he could not afford the delinquent installments. Laras also invites Ririn to stay at his home, at home relics of his parents because Ririn is very good to him. Laras asks Ririn to be unyielding to him, as he has considered him a brother.