I'm Starla you don't think I am

PAST TRAUMA (Strarla 7)

Upon reaching the dimension, Saka immediately pulls Starla out of her car. He takes Starla to the back pavilion of his home.The pavilion has not been occupied for a long time.Saka opens the pavilion door and throws Starla rough on the bed.

due to the mounting emotions Saka approaches Starla, with Saka's emotions forcibly undressing Starla's clothes. Starla tries to fight back but her strength is not able to finally Starla can only be forced with eyes that do not stop crying. Without warming Saka tried to force her manhood into Starla's property. arriving at Starla's blood. for a moment saka was silent because he only knew that starla was still virgin, but soon saka did the action back until finally he got a release. and then she lay down beside Starla.

after that Starla cried while picking up her clothes scattered.she felt her core area of pain.then with all her calm she put her clothes back on. Starla had arrived from behind Saka pushed Starla violently.

"auw..ww..." (the Starla ring that fell to the floor).

"don't expect you to escape from me. That's the punishment for you fighting me" (saka insisted)

"let me go, I didn't kill your mother Saka. Why would you do this to me." (yelling Starla in a desperate tone).

hearing Starla's defense, Saka became furious. Saka does not like if Starla always says she is not a killer when it is clear because of her birth her mother was hit and died. and Starla also inched back to hold back her fear of Saka until her body hit the wall. then Saka again gripped Starla's chin firmly.

"what did you say...???" (ask saka intimidating)

Starla was just silent unable to answer because she was already terrified, only tears could hint at pain and fear.

"once a murderer is a murderer.so just enjoy your punishment that you have to bear.don't forget Starla you're here only as a slave.so stop fighting and try to escape from me." (say, be firm but slow)

after that Saka took off his grip and stepped out locking Starla in the pavilion alone. Starla then felt panicked because the pavilion she was currently occupying was extremely dark. Starla has a dark phobia and a trauma about the dark, plus the incident that disturbs her mind, then Starla runs towards the door and banged on her.

"open please... open... open saka... please..... I'm afraid.... father help me.....hik..hik...hik...." (starla's roar while banging on the door)

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starla has a severe trauma about a dark place.When Starla was 10 years old, she was bullied by her stepbrother and her brother's friend.Starla was dragged to a backhouse where the warehouse was very dark. not only locked in a dark warehouse, even the geni put a creepy statue statue in it and the sound of a ghost-like voice. Starla screamed hysterically until she fainted.

Since then Starla has suffered severe trauma and mental disorders for up to 1 year. Starla slingshot hallucinations and yells for no reason, so she starts taking Starla to a psychiatrist until Starla is declared cured as long as Starla does not experience similar actions. Aditama never defended Starla but Aditama always cared about Starla even though he rarely appeared.

that is why Starla as I obey and never denied her family because Starla is afraid of similar events happening again. Starla is afraid that the family will do something like that again that will interfere with Starla's mental health.

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"no...no....."

"go...go....."

"arghhhh...rghhhh.." (shouted Starla closing her ears while shaking her head).

Starla stood up in a panic and threw all the items in the room to the ground. but a moment later that initially Starla hysterically arrived Starla became quiet and her gaze became empty as if she had no fear back. Starla walked towards the door past the scattered shards of shard shard.her entire leg was covered in wounds and splashing shard and blood splattered but Starla was silent as if she did not feel any pain. then Starla sat down on a chair by the door without any expression.

the next day Saka comes to the mension that Starla lives in. he opens the door that he locked last night.how surprised Saka when he saw all the items destroyed and scattered.Saka's vision looked for Starla's whereabouts, looking for her, it turned out that the girl was already beside the closet by squatting down and hugging herself.

Saka approached Starla and was surprised to see the injured leg with blood beginning to dry up and some of the shard still stuck.

"what are you doing..? (saka words directly crouched )

Saka lets go of the shard that is still stuck at Starla's feet but Starla does not respond to anything even she does not show any expression, then she observes the girl.

"what's going on?? looks like something happened to this girl.it seems like something I've been through about this girl." (saka said in my heart)

"i'm not wrong sister.. I'm not wrong ma'am.." (again Starla was crying hysterically and her arms were ringing her ears while shaking her head.)

saka was surprised to hear Starla arrive making a sound. Starla stood up and ran out with her leg injured by the shard she had pulled just now. Starla stopped next to the pool which is 5 meters deep because Saka deliberately designed the pool to have a good depth so that it can be used to train his muscles when in the water. then he stood up and threw himself out who could not swim. Saka who was chasing Starla felt surprised to see Starla throw herself in. but Saka let her down because she thought Starla would definitely swim and climb upstairs.

But the estimate is wrong, After a few minutes Starla did not come to the surface. Saka was finally forced to throw himself to help Starla.

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"please find out more about this girl and her family." (command Saka to Rega)

"well sir."(answer rega then passed away)

Saka looked at Starla who was lying weakly on her bed. her legs had been wrapped in bandages and her hands had been plugged in an infusion hose.Starla had her hours were still unconscious. More and more days Saka was made curious by this girl.who was initially overwhelmed with resentment gradually saka felt she felt a little guilty to Starla. Saka believes that something has happened to Starla before in her family.