i'm sincere

past times

Flashbacks

''triiingg..triinggg hello? what's wrong" answered my phone receiver

"Where are you, me in front of your house??"my words while waiting in front of my lover's house.Namanya Desi Kintani we dated starting from college, it has been 5 years I dated her until now.The plan today I want to introduce her to my parents.

"Wait there !! I'll be home soon" said Desi while turning off my phone

She's not home?why don't you tell me he's not coming home.. I have to ask him, just look at it until it's like².

Soon a taxi arrived, I saw desi coming down and coming straight at me kissing my cheek.

"Have you waited a long time, or just nyampe??"asked desi with a beautiful smile

"is almost rooted, where are you from?"ask me curious

"Oh. I overtime yesterday, the return of the slumber so I'm nebeng farah and nginep also at home" he explained

"Thank God I thought there was something until you didn't come home" I said with relief because he had explained it

"Honey.. go in yuk?time to chat outside" said Desy while holding my hand into his house.

"Sit down, what coffee do you want?"tanya desy offered

"I'm up to you" I replied casually while sitting on the sofa of the simple living room..

Desy house far from the word luxury, he lived a kara since High School because both his parents have died.I am amazed by his life, I am amazed, he went to college with his own efforts.He never gave up on his life, he never gave up, that's what made me fall in love with him.Sometimes it feels like helping to shoulder his burden but he always refused my help because he did not want to be pitied while he was strong at work.He worked in a boutique farah so fashion designer, so he, his salary can be enough.

Back to the story..

"Ok. You wait a minute I make it first" he said and then went to the kitchen

"Here's the coffee, please drink it" she offered with a smile that I missed

"When you make me coffee don't use sugar??"I said I wanted to shake it

"Lho. why, you don't like sweet well.. Why not tell me I already love sugar because, here let me make it again" said Desy while wanting to take over the coffee I hold.

"Ehh. no dear, not not not disliked but if the coffee bitter drink while watching you will be sweet"hehehe said seduce him

"Even, dreadlocks.. Oh, you said you wanted to talk important? what to say"ask curious

"That's, today I want to invite you to my house to meet my mother with my papa.. You want it?"ask me on desy wish desy would

"Well, but I'm afraid they'll reject me" said Desy sadly and fearfully

"No, they'll take you because my parents told me to get you there immediately" I assured him

"True, I'm glad they're willing to accept this simple me" said Desy happily

"Alright. get ready.. I wait?"I said and then I saw him go straight to the room to get ready.

After 45 minutes..

"Come. am I ready?"desy said then I got up from the sofa, desy's hand holding my arm walking out to my car

At farhan's house...

I got down and walked while holding hands with desy, stepped in and immediately greeted the servants there,.

"Welcome young master" they said as they bowed

"pa and mama where uncle"I asked the butler uncle willi, he's been working here for years

"Come on, they'll be waiting for us" I asked desy and walked to the living room where I saw my dad reading the newspaper and my mom playing on his cell phone,don't get me wrong my mama is playing cell phones not playing games but is taking care of her diamond business..

"Mama. papa we're coming" I said hello to them.

"Om. auntie"sapa desy while greeting them

"Wahh. This is your lover farhan, what a beauty" praised mom on desy

"Sit down, son, don't stand up" she asked, and I and Desy sat down together

"Where do you work?"ask papa with her tone

"Dibutik friend om, so fashion designer" replied desy nervously

"What parents do you work for?"ask papa again

"My parents have died since I was in High School" replied Desy again

"So, where do you live?"ask me again, and I look at you sharply.. Looks like papa deliberately wanted to corner desy

"I live in a simple contract om, in jln rose alley 1"timpal desy answered honestly papa's question

"Hmmm, what do you like about my son, wealth or power" Papa's words have been outrageous

"Enough pa, don't corner it anymore.. Papa asked as if desy was inappropriate for me

"Is dad wrong to ask? papa speaks the facts, if he only wants your treasure.. You want any money I will love you as long as you leave my son" Papa's words made me more emotional

"Sorry om, I love farhan sincerely in the absence of material.. If you judge me like that, it's the same as stepping on my self-esteem.. Then excuse me aunt.hiks" said desy crying while running out.

"Papa benar² outrageous" threatened me to papa. then I chased desy..

I chased him and I grabbed him by the arm, I hugged him who was crying because of papa's abuse that hurt him..

"I'm sorry, and I'm sorry for my papa's attitude towards you" I said, wiping her tears

"what does my father say is true, I do not deserve to be with you. Don't take me home again I want to be alone" said desy and left just like that.

After the departure of my lover, I approached papa..

"What do you mean to talk like that to desy, he loves me sincerely without material" I said in a high tone

"What papa is wrong, it is seen from his life that he is much different from us. Want to put where papa's face if you marry him, remember farhan you have to leave him if not.. Papa doesn't hesitate² make his life destroyed, keep it" Papa threatened me that makes me more emotional

"Papa benar² has no feelings" I said to papa then went to my room while sitting on the floor lamenting my love story ends complicated just because of different castes..

flashback off

As soon as my heart aches when I remember that, my eyes are gone because someone knocked on my door..

"Sign in.. What's up??I said to the point 'cause it turns out Elsa came in

"Look sir, I may not be allowed to go home early because there is a family event" Elsa's permission to me.

"All right, I'll allow it" I said, either seeing Elsa's eyes reminds me of desy..

"Then excuse me sir" elsa said as she exited my room..

Hufft.. I don't know until when I'm going to imagine a shadow of the past that is so bitter to me.