i'm sincere
Just a charade
I woke up this morning and went to the bathroom, after I saw Farhan was still at peace with his sleep.. Ah maybe he was tired, then I went down the stairs look there already there mother is struggling in the kitchen with mbok nah..
"For mother. mbok nah"Who I was with a forced smile, my heart still thinks of farhan speech last night.
"By my dear, where is your husband" asked the mother
"She's still sleeping mom, maybe tired" I replied
"Wahh, how many times have you fought until the tired Farhan²" said the mother teasing me
"Fight what mom meant, el don't understand.. Mother tongue is strange, we sleep mother is not going to war last malem"I answer still do not understand mother's speech
"Yes mommy knows you're sleeping, cook you don't know what you mean anyway?"lure mother so I understand
"What do you mean mother, ahh. mother said anything, still not bun we are tired of semalem so we do not say²in" I replied lightly and got a jewel from mother
"Don't tell me you don't love your husband el, sin loh elsa" said the mother as she kept my ear jeweled
"Okay. aduh aching bun, instead of not giving mother emang we sama² tired semalem so overslept"while rubbing my ears, he said, I'm sorry mother el lied not the intention el did not give the will he did not want to touch elsa.Sap me in the heart
After a long time struggling in the kitchen, my mother told me to wake up farhan for breakfast and at the same time saying goodbye because today she did not move to our new home..
"You're up"tanyaku to farhan who's neat with his casual clothes, handsome anyway but his nature that I don't like
"Already, have you cleaned your clothes.. We moving out today?"ask him
"Already, we have breakfast first and then say goodbye to my same-round father.quick down when they are done waiting" said me while leaving him, it feels reluctant to leave the house in it. the Orang² I love the most, but what right do I refuse him who is entitled to my life now.
"For all"sapa farhan and then sat beside me, yes only the charade needs to be underlined only the charade
"Morning, how did you sleep, Han?"ask my dad arrived²
"Well, you want to be independent well, that's good to be closer to your communication" my father agreed
"Well, my sister is a grown-up as it turns out" said my brother while randomizing my hair
"With el's hair broken" I exasperated while thinking about his hand, my heart hurt bang if brother knew he was just sweet in the other word in the heart. I am reluctant to part from you, because you are the ones who understand my el.Gumam in heart
After I finished breakfast, I took my suitcase and said goodbye to my father, mother and brother.
"Dad, mother and brother el pamit yah?"pamitku with sad words
"don't be sad, you'll always see you if you're free.. There is no you deserted house deck" said brother while hugging me, not willing to let my beloved adak go but what power he already has his own life.
"Dad, mother.our sister said yes.. Assalamualaikum"farhan said
About a few minutes until we arrived at the elite housing of the rose area and stopped at home number 10.. This is his home, yes luxurious as well and neat page arrangement..
"Come in, bring your own stuff" he said as he stepped in by himself without waiting for me
Basic husband no sensit²nya to wife, told to bring his own suitcase segedhe this. What was his heart trying to make, haiishh. I muttered in my heart while dragging in the house..
"This is my room and next to that is your room, and next to my office you never go in there without my permission, understand" he said in a flat manner
"Ok, yes I understand, I entered the room first want to finish² clothes"my camel while entering the room he appointed
"I want to go out for a while, if you're hungry cook yourself in the fridge" Farhan said as he passed away
What kind of marriage is this, I have to pretend² happy in front of others but the original is very sad so me..
