I'm Pursuing Your Love

I'm Pursuing Your Love
Fear



A second later Meili suddenly entered the classroom. "Oops, sorry!" said it. He felt present at the wrong time, he then left. He left with a wound in his heart.


He had just felt the beauty of falling in love, but now he had to feel pain also because of love.


His mind suddenly recalled his recent efforts to get close to Raka. It was only fitting that as long as he approached Raka, the guy never responded at all.


Without feeling Meili's eyes dripped clear liquid just like that when remembering what he had seen. Raka was so sincere in calming Tasya down. "It turns out I was a crybaby" he said, wiping his tears violently. He even laughed bitterly.


As the distance was getting closer to Jessy's whereabouts, Meili exhaled violently. Trying to neutralize his feelings that were messed up.


"I'm sorry, long time" he said with a smile as usual. He doesn't even look like a crying person, and sits next to Jessy.


"So I pesenin meatballs, because the others are in line." Jessy told. He is very lazy if he has to jostle.


"OK," said Meili preparing to eat the meatballs.


Not long after that Raka came and sat next to Meili as usual.


"Lo boker's? Long time to the toilet!" cibir Ariel's.


Plaque.


Ariel's head was instantly hit by Reza. "Woy, eat again!" His best friend could talk like that. But Ariel just laughed in response to his chatter.


While Raka just kept quiet as usual did not respond to things that he thought were not important.


The atmosphere at their table will usually be crowded with Meili's voice who continues to seek attention to Raka, but this time the girl just quietly enjoys a meatball that looks red because of sambal.


"Meili, already!" Jessy who kept watching Meili stuffed the sauce into her meatball bowl. "Later to have a stomachache!" remind her. He shuddered in horror, Meili meatballs even like sambal in love meatballs.


Meili just laughed at Jessy's words. "Just calm down, I'm eating spicy." In fact, Meili's lips and face have begun to redden because of the spicy taste that began to spread.


"Tumben today is not noisy?" reza Syndicate.


"Yes, how could Raka want to eat? Raka's sister wants a drink?" Ariel imitates Meili's style when seducing Raka.


Meili who was devouring meatballs, then raised her gaze. And Ariel, Reza, Nathan and Jessy look at him.


He then smiled, then turned to look at Raka. "Sister Raka want me to bribe?" The new Raka food came. His voice is still the same as usual.


Raka stared at Meili, only this time he stared fixedly at Meili's face. And he could see, if Meili's gaze was not as usual who always hoped he returned the attention given by Meili.


While in class, Raka had seen Meili's eyes were disappointed to see him with Tasya.


Unanswered, Meili continued to eat her food. "Well, if you don't want to."


All of those there were a little astonished to see Meili, not usually the girl quickly gave up.


"Meili!" pissed Jessy. He was upset because Meili still added sambal to his bowl. "Cabai expensive Meili, later mamang can lose."


"Later I will pay more for the sauce" Meili said.


Though Jessy's intention was just kidding, because she wanted Meili to stop. But it seems that Meili is really strange.


"Don't eat chili again!" for the first time Raka paid attention to Meili.


Meili turned towards Raka. His lips then curled up to form a smile. "Thank you for your attention." But Meili's eyes remained the same. Then he continued eating again until the toilet was not left.


Maybe that's how Meili treated the pain.


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School lesson hours are not over, but Meili has been allowed to go to the toilet several times, his stomach feels hot and wrapped around.


Even though in the toilet he did not issue anything, because it was drained for the first one earlier. And now in addition he who began to vomit out his stomach contents. Of course his throat was burning leftover from eating meatballs at rest earlier.


Meili turned to Jessy. "It's okay, just calm down. Ok." he replied casually with a smile.


While Tasya he also turned his head towards Meili, but his lips were weak to ask him how he was. Especially after the incident last afternoon with Meili.


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"Meili, you're my anter, huh?" Jessy can't bear to see Meili go home alone.


"No, I want to stop by somewhere else first.!" reject it. Then he got into his car and started driving his car out of the school area.


The streets were almost that afternoon, quite congested because of the school's return hours. He now only needs time to be alone, so he did not want to be delivered by Jessy.


But not for long, Meili felt her hands begin to tremble. And cold sweat started coming out as his stomach was in pain again.


He pulled his car over, his right hand gripped firmly on his stomach, while his left hand he made the pedestal of his head which he fell on the steering wheel of the car.


Meili closed her eyes for a moment, hoping to ward off the pain in her stomach.


Not long after, there was a knock on the windshield of his car door.


Meili raised her head, her eyes narrowed at the person standing beside her car door. He could not see the person clearly because his eyes were a little blurry.


He then lowered his car glass.


"Open!" it turned out to be Raka. He had deliberately followed Meili because he knew something was wrong with the girl. And sure enough he saw Meili's very pale face.


Meili recognized the voice, but she did not care about it. He would even raise his car glass back, but Raka quickly put her hand in and opened the door of Meili's car.


"Sir Raka what the hell do you want?" If it used to be possible Meili would be happy to see Raka's actions now, but after he felt a sense of disappointment it was all no longer meaningful to him.


Maybe he used to struggle to get Raka's heart because he believed Raka did not have a lover, but when he saw it with Tasya it all immediately collapsed his struggle. He does not want to fight for someone whose heart has been ingrained by another heart.


Raka did not care about Meili's question, he actually opened the door of Meili's car.


Deg.


Meili froze when Raka was so close to her, she could even smell the masculine fragrance from the guy.


Apparently Raka opened the seat belt that Meili used, he was forced to do it because he was sure if the girl would not listen to his words.


"What do you want, Raka?" Meili, who is regressing her body, is now really making her insecure.


Raka immediately carried Meili, and carried her into her car.


"Sir Raka!" annoyed Meili because Raka without permission directly carried her.


"We're going to the hospital" said Raka.


Meili's eyes rounded hearing that. "No!" reject directly. He then tried to get out of Raka's car but it was locked.


He did not think, actually what was in Raka's mind. Suddenly present, and suddenly give attention. Is he trying to play with his feelings?


It used to be when he wanted to get attention from her, but there was absolutely no reply. And now?


Meili suddenly closed her eyes as the pain in her stomach grew. His hand clutched his stomach.


"If you get sick, you have to go to the hospital!" Raka Final. And start driving his car.


But Meili shook her head hearing that. "I don't want to" he refused. "I'm afraid of the syringe." he said which immediately made Raka turn to him.


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...If it hurts, the most delicious is mukbang. Fat business later 🤭...