I'm Pursuing Your Love

Losing First Love

After Dika's return, now the house became a little quiet again.

That night Meili saw her husband who was preparing for her needs, such as clothes, some books and others.

Two more days Raka will go out of town to continue her education, and inevitably she must be willing to live by her husband.

(Source from google yes, so sorry if something went wrong. Understand what makes a story is not a college child )

Raka was placed in one of the hospitals that are two cities from Jakarta.

"Do you want me to help you?" Meili offered herself.

Raka glimpsed at his wife, before then resuming his activities. "Don't worry, it's over too."

Surely it does not take long, Raka has completed her activities. His things were neatly arranged in a suitcase, after which he stored it next to the closet.

"So why are you smiling? So goosebumps." Meili saw her husband walking towards her with a suspicious look.

"What the hell is that?" Raka dodged, but he continued to approach his wife who was sitting on the bed.

"Get it getting weird?" Meili grew increasingly angry, when Raka climbed into the bed and then crawled closer to him.

"I just want to be spoiled with my wife."

Meili rolled her eyes lazily, she knew what her husband meant.

Geck.

Geck.

Geck.

The couple turned to the source of the voice, and Raka undoed her intentions and walked towards the door. After the door opened, Mama Anita was seen there.

They were involved in a serious chat, from the face they both could make sure there was something.

Raka then enters back into the room, he takes his wife's jacket as well as his.

"What's wrong?" Meili was worried.

After taking what he needs, Raka approaches Meili. Look at him seriously. "We're going to the hospital now."

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Everyone gathered in front of the ICU, including Dena and her husband.

Among all the Meili people who were hardest hit, she did not cry. But his residence showed how much he was very afraid of this situation.

She was in Raka's arms, resting her head on her husband's chest which might have reduced the fear in her heart.

Everyone there hopes and prays that nothing will happen, hoping that Irfan will soon wake up.

Not long before the door of the ICU room opened, displaying the figure of a lethargic-faced male Doctor.

The doctor was soon approached by everyone, but Meili was the most advanced. "How is my Papa doing?"

Though he did not know the situation, but saying the word had made his lips tremble. His eyes were instantly heating up.

The doctor took a deep breath, then took it out slowly. As a Doctor, at a time like this that feels very heartbreaking. "Miss, and family. We've been trying our best but-"

"No," Meili just cut the Doctor's words. He felt something that might soon make his world collapse.

Again the doctor exhaled slowly, he himself felt a failure. But he still has to deliver it. "Patients can't survive, they had heart failure before they died."

"Papa can't die, Papa will be fine." Meili forced the doctor to revive Irfan.

"Sister, Papa's okay, right?" She tries to find the truth in her husband, but Raka can only be silent with her eyes reddened. "Sir, why are you silent!"

Meili, who was then hysterical, broke her tears when she saw that everyone was just standing still and crying. As if confirming what the doctor said.

Raka is only able to tightly embrace his rebellious wife's body, with a new destiny that leaves her devastated.

Not a single word came out of Raka's mouth, he knew that no words could muffle his wife. As well as everything, they sobbed in their respective cries.

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In the morning, at one of the funerals there were many people there. They offered a do'a to someone who had just been buried. Irfan.

The dominant black clothes, too, indicate that the atmosphere there is still mourning.

Starting from relatives, neighbors, friends, to colleagues all came to take Irfan to his final resting place.

Meili crouched beside the vortex, in the arms of her husband her hand never separated from the tombstone of the Papa.

The shadow of the good times he went through with Irfan kept spinning in his memory, until when the accident happened. Irfan hugged her tightly, so she was fine.

His eyes were so puffy, how not! She cried from last night until almost morning. Although he did not sob now, but the tears continued to flow without him weir.

"I lost my first love."

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...Yes Allah.. Patience Yes Meili 😭...