I'm Gone

Episode 121

GECK... GECK... GECK...

Dimas knocks on Randy's door, but there is no answer from Randy. Dimas finally forced himself to stay in Randy's room.

"Randy," call Dimas who sees Randy sitting on the couch.

"Well, why are you here?" ask Randy ketus.

"Gue knew Laura only about 2 weeks ago Ran, and I really did not know that Laura you mean the same Laura," replied Dimas who then approached Randy.

"But why are you just talking now, why didn't you?" randy asked with emotions starting to rise.

"In my early days ta'arufan with Laura, I already wanted to tell the same story, but at that time you were still busy managing Chika, until in the end I forgot to want the same story lo," dimas answered very gently, and then he stood right beside Randy and looked at the green plants in front of them.

"Gue know I was wrong because I didn't talk from the beginning to you, but I'm really sorry Ran, I really don't know that the Laura we're talking about is the same Laura. " Continue Dimas with eyes that begin to glaze over.

"Do you really love Laura?" randy asked with eyes that began to glaze over.

"Honestly maybe it's too soon for me to fall in love with a woman, but somehow when I saw Laura for the first time in the park, I felt something different. Within a second I could instantly love Laura, but you know for yourself how many women are much better than Laura who is near me, but somehow only Laura is able to make my heart calm. When I was close to Laura, I felt like I had known Laura for years, but Laura rarely talked." Said Dimas who was unable to stem his tears anymore.

"Gue don't want to lose Laura Ran, but I also don't want our friendship relationship to break up because of a woman, I'm confused Ran, I don't know what to do. I also can't cancel the engagement, it's too late the invitation has spread, and if I cancel I'm sure my family, Laura's family and Laura's will be disappointed with me." Continue Dimas while holding his head that began to get dizzy with this problem.

"Gue really did not think the same about you Dim, at a time like this you are still thinking about our friendship," replied Randy who also joined in crying while patting lightly on the shoulder Dimas.

"Dim, you ain't got to cancel your engagement with Laura. Laura deserves a guy like you, I'm not supposed to turn on you, I'm wrong because I've played Laura many times. And maybe this is karma for me, because I was very disappointed with Laura, and without seeking the truth first I became his own best friend to avenge my heartache to Laura." Randy said, holding his head.

"Gue please take care of Dim, take care of Laura, don't hurt her like I hurt her. I'm gonna try to forget Laura." Randy continues while holding Dimas' body.

"Gue promises Ran, I'll always take care of him and I won't hurt him either, I promise." Dimas replied while trying to smile.

"But you make him cry and disappointed I won't hesitate to take Laura from lo Dim," said Randy while patting Dimas's shoulder softly.

"Dim, I'm sorry that I'm not coming to your show tomorrow, I really can't!" randy's Pinta.

"Gue understands Ran, I'm really sorry about Ran," Dimas replied as he patted Randy's shoulder gently.

"It's okay, it's not your fault maybe me and Laura are not destined to be together." Randy said as he tried to smile.

"Dim, I beg you to stay me now, I want to be alone!" randy's Pinta.

"If I go first Ran, you don't do weird things here!" dimas orders with a smile. Randy answered Dimas with a smile.

Dimas finally got out of Randy's room. Dimas closed Randy's room. After closing the door to Randy's room, Dimas did not go straight home he briefly sat beside Randy's room to let go of his cries. Although here the real thing to lose Laura is Randy, but Dimas also felt a deep wound. Wound is not because of the loss of a loved one, but the injury of seeing Randy his best friend must experience pain that he never imagined. When someone who has been loved for years must go with others, and others are none other than our own friends. That bloodless wound is what Randy is feeling right now.

After a few minutes of crying beside Randy's room, Dimas decided to go home. Randy was still sitting on his couch with tears streaming down his cheeks.

"It turns out that it feels like Ra, when our loved ones must be our own best friend partner," said Randy who continues to regret his actions in the past.

"Gue was too stupid then Ra, I could make you very hurt when you're not wrong anything, I'm stupid Ra, I'm STUPID." Randy said with tears constantly running down his cheeks.

On the other hand, Dimas felt really guilty about Randy. Along the way he could only be silent himself not knowing what he should do again. If the invitation hadn't been spread, Dimas would have canceled his fiancee's show with Laura. Dimas new to the house was welcomed with questions that made him dizzy.

"Assalammu'alakum" said Dimas very lethargicly.

"Wa'alaikumsalam," answered Angga and a middle-aged woman who were none other than Mama Dimas and Angga.

"Why are you, Dim, so lethargic?" ask the Goddess who is ironing clothes. The Goddess is her mother's name.

"For a lot of work in the office was Ma," replied Dimas who immediately climbed the stairs to his room.

"Ohh, if so, don't stay up tomorrow, it's your big day!" the Goddess orders with a smile.

"Yes Ma" replied Dimas.

Angga who saw Dimas like there was a problem immediately followed Dimas to interrogate Dimas. Dimas who had just arrived in his room was immediately sitting on his bed.

"So, what's the matter?" asked Angga who then sat beside Dimas.

"Lo tau ga Ngga, if Laura Randy ever told us first it was Laura Aliya's sister," replied Dimas, who asked, but Dimas was surprised when he saw the expression of Angga who was not at all like someone who just knew.

"Why do you shut up, do you know all this?" tanya Dimas who began to be suspicious of Angga.

"Actually I know it all from the first day of Dimas ta'arufan's sister Laura," Angga replied as he lowered his head.

"Astagfirullah Angga, why don't you tell me the same?" asked Dimas while shuffling his hair.

"Gue's sorry, sister, not that I don't want to tell you but Aliya told me to keep this a secret, because Aliya said sister Laura loves Dimas, Angga's sorry sister," answered Angga while covering Dimas' hand.

"But you know, how Randy loved Laura so much?" ask Dimas.

"Gue know sis, but I am also confused what to do at that time, I see you love very much the same sister Laura and sister Laura that too, I do not want to destroy your relationship. I'm sure Randy must have understood." Angga replied firmly.

"Gue apologized sis," said Angga who then left Dimas who was still silent to hear an answer from him.

Sorry guys for being disappointed with this novel, but I hope you know, and you should keep reading the next episodes, as there is still a lot left unfinished here,.😉

Thanks though.

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