
Melisa who had seen her sister asleep beside her looked at her mother who was daydreaming looking at the window "Well what need I later hit her when I meet her again, I will be ready to do it Mama"suddenly Melisa said that, of course Ayana was confused by her son's behavior what he meant. Who should be beaten by his son.
"Who dear, who should you beat. Mama once taught you to be rude to others, it wouldn't be a pity so never do that "
"Adnan the man, do I need to beat him up for Mama I know all this time Mama was always crying, and mama was always staring at the picture of the man, I accidentally found out who he was from the newspaper I found in the store and I saw the man's face and named Adnan. They are the same people who make Mama cry at night "Melisa speaks with fiery eyes. Ayana was surprised to see her son could know that, and also her hatred was clearly implied.
"Who he might have you wrongly seen, where maybe mama saw a picture of another man. Mom never did that. Don't ever do anything yes Mama never told you to be rude to others, Mama will be sad if you do it Melisa "
"Who said, Mama can't lie Mama taught me and Melinda to never lie but she herself lied to me, I know my mother always cried and looked at the picture of the man. If you are still hurt with him then I am ready to beat the man "Melisa again broke the words of his mother. Melisa wants her Mama to be honest her solids are not like this.
Ayana immediately turned her gaze unwilling to look at her son's eyes again. Ayana should not always cry right so her son knows about Adnan "You better accompany your sister to sleep huh. It's late tonight when it's up Mama will wake you baby, let's go to bed soon "
"Mom why are you hiding that man. Why do you cry constantly, do you have a problem with her or do you have a debt to her "asked Melisa while holding her mother's hand.
"Mom can ask Melisa something"
"Of course, whatever Melisa will grant, whatever Mama wants Melisa will grant as hard as anything Melisa will do. What you want to ask from Melisa "
"Please don't mention the man's name again enough to get here. My mom doesn't want to talk about it anymore. You can grant that"
"Alright if that's what Mama wants, Melisa will never discuss it again "Melisa immediately silenced.
Melisa will keep this hatred alone, Melisa is already very unhappy with the man when she saw her mother several times crying looking at the photo. Even when she saw the picture in the newspaper Melisa just read her name.
Indeed Melisa and also her sister have been taught by her mother to be able to read, and, although sometimes a little bit still wrong but yes Melisa still can after knowing her name who Melisa directly tore the newspaper and throw it into the trash can because the man should not be in the store his mother.
Her mother will cry again. The man always makes his mother sad no matter what their problem is but Melisa hates him so much.
...----------------...
Adnan ran quickly in the hallway of the Hospital, finally Adnan chose to go home and meet his son Kamila and did not think about Ayana first. Now Adnan's top priority is his son Kamila. Kamila needed it more.
Adnan entered the room and Kamila was lying with her eyes closed, her face so pale. Fira was also there sitting while crossing her legs and playing her phone, she did not even care about Adnan coming.
Whether it is appropriate for a woman like this to be considered a wife, a wife should welcome her husband instead of just sitting and playing her phone just focus on her phone.
"What happened to Kamila. Why can he go back to the hospital before I leave he's fine. Nothing happened to him he was all right"
Fira lowered her phone and looked at Adnan lazily "I also don't know why he keeps going back and forth from the hospital. At home he just complained of a headache I took him to the hospital and this is how things got worse. I don't know why this child likes to spend money so much that I'm dizzy always have to spend a lot of money, just for the sake of healing this child. What a waste "
"Then what the doctor said. Why are you so relaxed"
"As usual the same disease. He has a fever and his endurance is not strong like that, he will only spend your money anyway actually back and forth the hospital. Now replace you who look after him. I was so sleepy my eyes were so tired, waiting for him from day to night like. I spent my time here, what a great record, not "
Fira took her bag and she immediately rose up leaving her son Kamila's room, it seemed like there was no love at all that Fira gave her child, she is even very indifferent and does not care about the state of the child, want her sick or not Fira does not care really she is not a good mother and not an example of a good mother as well.
Adnan sat down and clasped his son's hand, suddenly Kamila's eyes opened slowly "Dad is here Dad has come home" Kamila said in a slow and hoarse voice, Kamila smiled slightly when she saw her father was here.
"Yes Dad is here, Dad comes home for you baby, you recover quickly yes later if you are healed Dad will take you for a walk. Wherever you want I'll follow ya "
Kamila just smiled a little. Kamila stared around and there was no whereabouts of her mother. Kamila looked back at her father "Dad when can I get mother's affection, when can I be hugged by mother tightly, when will mother speak well to me, when will mother kiss my forehead, when do you have time for me dad "
Adnan was silent for a long time, always that question that came from the mouth of his son Kamila. Kamila was very fond of her mother, but her mother's behavior was like that. Adnan rubbed his son's hair with affection.
"Better now you just rest, you have to recover quickly first huh. Kasian grandma alone at home is only you who often accompany her. Kasian grandma must be very sad to see your situation like this dear "Adnan tried to divert the conversation because Adnan also touched on the question of his son.
Because even Fira until anytime will not change. Fira will remain that way his character has stuck too deep, so Adnan free to babble anything to his wife. But in reality, the same thing will never change.
Kamila nodded her head slowly, Kamila was no longer strong enough to speak her eyes slowly closing back. Adnan kissed the tiny hand a few times.
Adnan loved Kamila very much. Adnan did not know he actually had a child from Ayana, even two at once if Adnan knew what he would be like.
...----------------...
Ayana rents a house near the coast again. Melinda and Melisa are so happy to see this house "Hore our house near the beach again, I think you will buy a house on the edge of town. I'm so glad Mama I love this place "says Melinda prancing around.
"Mama knows for sure you will miss very much with sand and also with sea water. That's why Mama rented the house like we used to do in our house. You're happy here, you're not sorry"
"We don't regret Mama, we both love this place so comfortable. We love the house and also love the beach is equally beautiful nothing is different. It's all the same Mama" now Melisa's saying that. Melisa tries to calm her mother, as much as possible does not make her mother disappointed so Melisa will do anything for her mother, so that her mother can smile.
Ayana breathed a sigh of relief her children love this house "Yes now enter the house first, we must eat immediately. You must be very hungry, right, we've traveled very far "
"Well Mama let's go in, I also want to see in it must be as good as the house that used to be "back Melisa who spoke. Melisa didn't let her sister talk. It's nothing that her sister would be honest and make her mother sad, instead of Melisa here want to lie to her mother Melisa just want her mother to smile.
"You want to eat if you're confused if you have any ideas" asked Ayana.
"I'm also confused Mama cook what yes "Melisa stare around then she saw there is a vegetable spinach. Looks like it'll be good to eat spinach.
"Mama better cook spinach vegetables only, with crunchy fried shrimp. It must be delicious"
"That's very true said Mama's sister, it would be very nice spinach vegetables warm with fried shrimp, emm delicious for sure I will add on"
"Well Mama will cook for you. You guys wait here ya sit sweet and play well, don't go out the house ya "
"Ready Mama "while giving her thumb.
Melisa was very happy to see her mother back cheerful, not as poor as time on the train. Now that her mother can smile again Melisa promises not to bring up any more about the man, Melisa will keep her to herself.
Melisa wants to always see her mother smile and happy, hopefully with them moving house her mother will be happier again. Her mother would never see her picture again or see anything that made her cry.
...----------------...
5 Months have passed. During that time Adnan took care of his son Kamila. His mother also has a development he has been a little bit started to be able to talk but not too clear and for the road problems also a little bit already but still very stiff.
Adnan healed his mother not because it was just a pity, because there is something that must be completed immediately is revenge. Maybe Adnan looks evil but that's what he has to do for his mother to realize what he's doing is wrong.
Adam's thoughts now continue to be on Ayana, because Marco has been looking for Ayana in the city he said there is no one named Ayana, but Adnan believes that what he is after is really Dad, Father, not strangers, not other people either.
"Sir"
The dreamy Adnan was shocked by Marco "Follow to my work space now Marco, there's something I want to talk about "
"Good Sir"
Marco ran small to follow Adnan's pace so quickly. They were already in the workspace Adnan Marco closed the door not forgetting to lock it, afraid someone would come in.
"You really have investigated it, right, is it true that you did not find a person named Ayana. Why is this so awkward as the city was already conspiring not to tell Ayana whereabouts "
"Yes sir I've surrounded the city even my people have been sent to look in the corners, who knows Miss Ayana is hiding, indeed, but none of them did not know even the photo of Miss Ayana alone had been shown to them but no one knew her either"
Adnan is confused where else to look for Ayana. Though he had gotten Ayana but why could it just disappear like swallowed by the earth. Why is Ayana so good at hiding"But I'm sure the person I'm holding, the person I saw was Ayana, it couldn't be just my delusion, there's no way it's a ghost when there's a ghost in broad daylight so weird "
"Yes but I've been honest sir, I've investigated it and there's no Ayana there"
"It looks like we should go back there again, I'll go there and I'll also find Ayana directly there "
Finally Adnan decided to come back again, now Kamila is fine he is healthy again fit again, so there is no reason for Adnan to stay here.
Adnan will look for Ayana, his main priority from the first is to look for Ayana, looking for the woman who has been hurt so far. Adnan is sorry from Ayana and Adnan needs to come back with Ayana.
During his parting with Ayana Adnan's life was never happy, never happy never even there was love. Adnan is sorry for what he did. Hopefully Ayana will forgive him and come back to him, maybe now it will be very difficult but Adnan will continue to pursue him.
Adnan will fight again from zero, although it will be difficult but Adnan will keep fighting. Adnan will never disappoint Ayana again, Adnan will not repeat what happened.
...----------------...
Ayana approached her children who were playing. Ayana also brought some snacks and milk and kept it in the middle of her two children, they immediately stormed the snack.
"Do you want to go to school" Ayana asked first
Melinda immediately raised her head with full cheeks, then she nodded her head and the one who spoke now represented her sister "We want Mama to go to school. We're going to school where, then whether his friends are going to be good Mama, are they going to be friends with us both "
"There is a kindergarten school nearby, Mama wants you guys to go to school already 5 years. Surely his friends are also there will be good if you guys are ready let's list tomorrow, Mama is also eager to see you guys wearing uniforms will certainly be very worrisome "
"True Mama, is Mama not busy Mama is opening a new flower shop. Then suddenly we go to school if Mama won't be hassled, we're afraid Mama will be hassled "
"No, Mama will not bother Mama will open a store near your school so later mama can while looking at your situation as well, how do you agree "
Melisa immediately smiled happily "If you think it's good Melisa and also Melinda want, the most important thing is that Mama is not a hassle. If Mama's hassles don't matter Melisa and Melinda later in school, we won't have a problem with Mama"
"No Mama is not troubled. My mom opened the shop too"
"Yes also Mama, hopefully Mama's flower shop as it used to be a lot of visitors" Melinda said happily
"Yes pray yes we have to arrange it from the beginning again dear "
Melisa and Melina are back playing with the dolls. They are very happy going to school will certainly be many friends, already can not wait to see their friends later how. Hopefully, as their mother said if her friends will be good.
But if it's not good, it doesn't matter either. They can play both. Not many friends are also the most important thing they are always together.
...----------------...
"Why do you have to go again when Kamila is happy that you are still at home. Kamila was no longer lonely when there was a father. Kamila was very happy that someone accompanied. If Dad goes Kamila with whom "
"There must be something that I take care of, father will not long father promise you yes. I'll keep calling you, you're here all right if anything hurts just call me. I must have gone straight home. I'll meet you right away, baby "
"Kamila just come with me, Kamila promised not to interfere with father's work. Kamila will sit quietly Kamila promised it "
If you bring Kamila there Adnan will be hassles, not nothing here Adnan not only works but also to find Ayana. Adnan would not be able to move quickly if there was Kamila. Later if like that time again how, he had to chase Ayana again when Kamila had to be abandoned, it was impossible right. Adnan wouldn't do that either.
"For this time do not come, indeed I once promised you to come with Dad but now do not first yes, yes, dad's work is very much sure dad will be very busy once you will be alone again baby. You better be here there Aunty there is also a grandmother, you accompany grandma to learn to walk again huh. Grandma would be so happy, dear "
Kamila lowered her head, actually Kamila was very sad to be left behind by her father, not anything during her father's illness alone to take care of. His mother was not there, his mother only looked occasionally and was no longer there if his father was always beside him not anywhere.
Ayana was always loyal to him. Kamila loved her father so much. Kamila didn't want to be away from her father. Ayana wants to stay with her father.
"Dad promised you later, if you leave again will be brought if for today please do not come first yes Dad must find someone, I must find him immediately "
"Someone really wants to find who, whether it's Dad's friend or who Dad is "
Adnan rubbed his son's head fondly "Later you'll know who I'm looking for. Dad won't be long, I promise you yes but you keep quiet don't tell anyone that you're looking for someone let alone mom. Later there is a mother will disturb and Dad will come home long time. You don't want Daddy to come home long, baby "
Kamila just nodded her head, she also did not understand her father would look for who was the most important later her father returned. His father will accompany him again.
...---------------...
Adnan opened a book. There's a photo of Ayana that Adnan kept. Photos of where they were married. Adnan rubbed the photo with a pity. Even Adnan kissed the photo.
For the first time ever, Adnan opened this book. This book has not been open for a long time and now it is the first time again.
"Darling, I'll find you as soon as I can. I'll bring you here again. I'm sorry baby, I'm really sorry about what I did. I'll never repeat it again"
"I'll make you happy, baby. I promise that"
Adnan hugged his photo tightly, Adnan was so fond of Ayana because this misunderstanding made them have to separate.