I'm Bringing Them

Chapter 162

Fira shuts herself in the room, after talking to her Papih and seeing Adnan's marriage with Ayana so destroyed everything. Fira really can't accept all of this. But what Papihnya said was true, if he had to forget Adnan if he had to forget everything.

Fira should be able to, Fira may not continue to love Adnan, but Adnan instead happy with other women.

Want to be forced in any way if the man does not love us in the end is just a disappointment, a struggle in vain. Fira should not have fought for Adnan from the beginning. Because Adan's heart from the beginning wasn't for him.

Though Fira can already see that Adnan is so in love with Ayana, so infatuated with Ayana but Fira just keep going and do various ways to get Adnan.

Fira took a tissue and wiped her tears that kept flowing from earlier, Fira could not describe how she felt now. Anyway everything was destroyed. Fira rasannya had given up for this life, but if he gave up. Whose papih will be with whom.

Fira opened the window of her room to look out there so dark. But Fira was not afraid. Fira just wanted to feel the night breeze hitting her body, Fira wanted to calm down. Maybe this way he can be relieved.

"From today I should be able to forget Adnan and let him be happy with his choice, maybe Adnan and Ayana are already paired so they come back again. I'm the only fool to have separated them "

"I can't ruin their happiness. I should have realized that I was not Adnan's soul mate, that I was not the woman that Adnan wanted. Because my wealth destroyed the happiness of Ayana and Adnan first"

"Why am I ashamed of my old behavior. I'm just making up my mind to get a man when I already have Rio and will have a child with him"

"I should be able to change as Papi said, I should be able to forget everything I'm sure I'll also be happy with later men who can love me fully"

"If I want to get a good man, I have to be a good woman first, right, there's no way I'm going to continue like this and want a good man, while my attitude has not changed I have to change everything"

"I also have to go back to my son Kamila. I shouldn't have been so hard on her, she was just a little kid who just wanted to be loved by a mother, but I just let her go. Even I've always hurt her, I've hurt Kamila, I've made her unhappy, I'm an evil mother "

Fira brought her phone and contacted Rio, it felt like she wanted to talk to her son. Fira wants to apologize for what she did to Kamila.

All this time there was no love that Fira gave to her child, there was only the pain of fear that Fira bought Kamila, even though Kamila was her only child.

Kamila was his most precious treasure, he should be able to love his son instead of the other way around. Fira is really very sorry.

Long enough Fira waited for Rio to pick up his phone. But Fira did not want to waste everything, she just kept contacting Rio where maybe she had slept at this hour. Fira knew very well Rio would definitely stay up.

"There's Fira you called at 12:00 p.m., don't you realize if you're crazy to call me at this hour no work at all "

"Maybe it's not too late for you Rio, I know it's just that I want to ask Kamila if she's okay"

"I'm sorry if I interrupt your night, but I really want to hear my son's voice. I wanted to hear Kamila's voice, I missed Kamila so much, I just met Kamila for a little while. Please Rio let me talk to my son that "

"Let's not much drama anymore, you just keep making drama. Don't you get bored with what you do. You should realize Fira if what you're doing is not right, you're getting old, you should start to change"

"I'm not doing any drama. I want to hear my son's voice what's wrong, I want to talk to him. I want to apologize for what I ever did to her, I want to make up for everything Rio. I'm not gonna be like I used to be "

"You really changed, I think it's just another drama a trap you've set up. I'm sure you just want to make Kamila into your lure for Adnan right, I know you still want to get Adnan, you want to remarry with Adnan through Kamila, right, but don't expect your plan to work, I won't let that happen "

"No, I really want to meet my son. I want to hear his voice first, later if I already have money I will go to your house and meet Kamila, I realize what I did all this time Rio's wrong. I'm not a good mother, but I'll make up for it all"

"I can't believe you've changed, you're like a chameleon that can change at any time. So tomorrow if I want to talk to Kamila because it's been so late, I can't wake her up. You should know your son's bedtime is Fira, but I just remember you were never cared about your child so it's natural not to know "

"One more time I will not forbid you to meet Kamila, but just so you can never ask for something that your child can not grant, if you want to love Kamila love him because from the beginning he only needs the figure of Mom, while you can not give all that to him. Kamila was so eager to be loved by a mother "

"I'll make up for everything. I knew I was wrong, I would make up for my flaws, I would make up for my mistakes with Kamila. But please give me a chance to get close to Kamila, let me go with her and spend time with her too "

"Yes but under my supervision, I will never allow you to go alone with Kamila alone, I will always be by your side. I don't want until my son will even hurt or even brainwashed. I should always be careful with you "

"Yes please, I will never mind even if later you continue to follow us both, it doesn't matter the most important thing I want to meet Kamila and be close to her I know my attitude was wrong. My attitude was so disgusting once "

"Thank God if you're conscious, I'll hang up. I also want this break to be very late at night. Don't call anymore because I won't pick up the phone"

Without waiting for a response from Fira Rio instantly turned off the connection. Fira had no problem she would forget Adnan by turning all her thoughts to her son Kamila, and re-establishing her closeness to Kamila.

Everything can still be repaired. Fira was sure Kamila would one day never be afraid of him again. Kamila would love him. Fira from now on will forget everything about her past, about her being so obsessed with Adnan.

Although everything will be difficult and maybe many obstacles but Fira is sure, that Fira will be able if Fira will easily forget Adnan, when close to his son when prioritizing his son Kamila. Although it would be difficult to get close to Kamila whom he had been away from for many years. Even he was snapping continuously.

But Fira will never give up on getting the heart of her son Fira will keep fighting. While she is still alive Fira will continue to persuade her son to be close to her. Now Fira realizes family is more important and her son is more important than anything.

Fira closed the window again, her body already shivering with coldness.