I LOVE YOU, TEACHER

Jealous

"Thousands of rivers meet in the sea, do you not see it as a miracle of God?

As well as meeting myself and yourself, isn't that also a miracle? Round-eyed girl, round the perfect full moon."

By : Assyauq's.

Oh my God, who sent this romantic love letter. So sweet, God..! Rarely does anyone praise the shape of my eyeball which is round, even sometimes I am glued to the same cement like this, "Eh, Ghisna! Ordinary dong if concerned do not pack glaring that." Even though I am very ordinary to see him not gakek bulging, they are just rested.

For a moment I was looking at the writing at the bottom. 'Assauq's chat'. Who's 'Assauq'? What's the person's name, initials, or name?

I tried to remember that there was probably one of my acquaintances whose last name was 'Assauq'. I thought hard but I never found the answer.

"Who?" Gumamku.

"Ciyee..! I think someone has a secret fan."

I flinched and looked up to the left side, not knowing when Milka had been standing there.

"Eh, Milka. Just ngagetin!"

Milka put her backpack down and pulled out a chair and sat down next to me.

"Who?" Ask with eyebrows going up and down. I'm shaking my shoulders not knowing.

"Here look." Milka tried to grab the paper I was holding, but as fast as lightning I pulled it and put it in my pocket.

"Secret!" I stick out his tongue.

"Gee! Peel!!" Milka swept her lips, her eyebrows furrowed.

I smiled with satisfaction at the sight of it.

***

"Andra Aji is the ultimate."

Andra's name was called when Mr. Siswanto read out the class attendance.

"Don't go in sir!" Tapping one of the students.

"Why didn't Andra come in? How come there's no license?"

"Do not know sir!"

Mr. Sis sighed then said, "today there's a repeat of not even going to school."

Mr. Sis continued to serve the class.

I know the reason Andra didn't go to school today, she must have been afraid that I would report yesterday's incident to Master. He must be afraid if later called to the BP room, faced with Mr. Rusdi and a ruler of wood as big as the palm of the adult's hand.

"Ck. You canned sissy!" I smiled wryly.

"Huh? Who did you say was a Ghis sissy?" Milka asked with a somewhat surprised expression.

"Huh? Umm.it, nganu. The Andra today did not enter, surely he avoided a repeat of physics today. That's a big cemen." I tried to cover up my nervousness.

"Owh.." Milka rounded her mouth while nodding her head.

"It's just that, this one lesson is a little hard." Further again.

However I don't want anyone to know about yesterday's events. It's not that I've forgiven Andra, is it. It's not that easy I forgive his actions that have melvatiabanya it.

I just didn't want my friends to know that Andra was trying to kiss me. Aib this mah, must be closed tightly, maybe later we even dilekelakin continue to be comblangin again. Idiih..!! How unfortunate. Andra also acted so surely because her brain was being overwhelmed by the wrath of the damned demon who tried to incite her to take revenge on me.

"Okay kids, we start a repetition of Physics today. Make sure there are only pens and paper on the table. No cheating, let alone books." Instructions Mr. Sis after finishing serving his students.

***

Because today is Thursday, as usual I am fasting the Sunnah. After the dhuha prayer I chose to go to the library to spend the rest. No way, no more fasting hanging out in the cafeteria. Unfortunately Milka doesn't like to go to the perpus, so I go alone.

Arriving in front of the porous room, I cross paths with Kak Fahri who just came out of the room. Well. Late dong I. Why the rush to leave anyway, Brother Fahri.

"You want to perpus?" Ask Kak Fahri who immediately stopped when he saw me.

I nodded in response.

"Emm. if so.."

"Sister!" Kak Fahri's words were interrupted when someone came between us.

"Can you ask for help, brother? This is it, I'm so hard to do."

Jeny suddenly came with a book and pen in her hand.

"Let's see" Fahri grabbed the book that Jeny had brought. It looks like a physics book.

Why ask about Physics lessons with Kak Fahri anyway, Kak Fahri did not teach Arabic lessons instead of Physics. He was already pinter, but still asked to be taught by Kak Fahri, really mode.

Jeny approached her body right next to Kak Fahri, as if she was also watching her book held by Kak Fahri.

Ish, this is really a kid. There is no shame in sticking like that. Jeny didn't even see me standing here, let alone say hello, if she didn't think I was here.

Alright than I bother them both better I go. I put my foot into the library.

"Loh, Agnisna.." call Brother Fahri, but I ignored it. Really males.

I pulled the chair until it made a loud noise from the friction between the legs of the chair and the floor, then sat down and opened the page of the novel that I had given the limiter at the last time I read it. Forget about Ghisna, it's just messy mood.

*

Either the back of this hand clenches in front of the mouth, covering the mouth that is open because several times yawn. Drowsiness, maybe because fasting so this hour the hawanya is sleepy continues.

About three pages of the novel that I have read, I can feel my eyes are increasingly blurry, like something is pulling this eyelid to close. For a moment it felt, until finally I could not hold it anymore, my head was like it was no longer strong enough to keep it upright and finally..

Teklukk!!!

I soon realized because I felt my tongue not touch the table, but touch a palm.

Wait up!! How can?!

I stammered and immediately looked up, in front of me was a man wearing a light blue shirt with a plain black peci on his head.

Brother Adam?

Shame to be caught sleeping with this guy.

"Ka-kak Ng-ngapain here?" I asked with a little stutter.

"Prevent your bidat from hitting the table." Saying, flat. He spoke to me, but his eyes looked the other way.

"Owh, hmm. Thanks." I'm holding shame.

Yes, I should have thanked him even though his face when he said that was very annoying.

If only there had been no Him, surely my eel would have been knocked out by the bumping of the table.

"Don't get me wrong, I just feel sorry for the table." He said again as it passed leaving me who was in shock to hear his words. Really not expecting!.

Abstract, inhuman!! Maybe he cares more about the table than I do. Huh!!

Bell rang, the hour break sign is over. I went up and left the bus with a feeling that was still embarrassed mixed with Brother Adam earlier. I could've dealt with him again, that sucks!

*

As I was about to return to class, I walked through the corridor of Class X. It turned out that Brother Adam was also walking one way with me, maybe he was heading to the classroom where he would be teaching in a moment. It's just that he's 10 steps ahead of me. I can see He's being teased by the X class students who are still outside the classroom.

"Sir Adamm!!"

"Big brother, stop by dong!"

"What the hell you eat, you can be that handsome!"

And blah.bla.bla. I don't know what else they say to that mean guy.

"You are cute too." The man turned his back and responded to the girls.

Huh huh? I'm not wrong, am I? Tumben he became so friendly, is it possible that he was picky and preferred to be teased by students who just graduated from Junior High rather than more mature?

Instantly the girls screamed hysterically for being praised 'cute' by her idol.

Hooahh..!! I'm just sick of it.

"Don't take it seriously!" The man spoke flatly, yet it seemed quite flaky. He immediately stepped away again.

Tuh, right. What I told you. Shitty right? Look how arrogant he is.

***

"Ghisna, back home from school we stopped by your house!"

No wind no rain, suddenly Shela, Rena, Icha, and Mili, approached me and expressed the intention of wanting, playing at my house?

Tumben really, even though all this time I and they are not too familiar because the four of them tend to be friends with only one gang.

"Why what?" Ask wonder.

"Yes, play. Can't time?" Answer Shella.

"Said Kak Fahri lived in your house?" Chirps Mili who was immediately followed by Icha.

Hemm.. So this is the reason?

I immediately threw my gaze at Milka, she grinned the horse without feeling sinful. Must be Milka telling them.

"Other times yes, later I was busy helping my mother for a yasinan event. Ntar malem, Friday night. It just so happened to be her turn at my house of study." I gave a reason.

Huft, there will be an event at home, so I have a reason that they will not come to my house.

Not that I'm stingy and don't want to accept them as guests, but I'm sure that their goal is not to be friendly, but just to find the attention of Kak Fahri. I do not want dong, my house will instead be used as their headquarters in order to caper-caper to the Student Brothers.

"Btw, where is your house, Ghis? Is it from school?" Ask Rena.

"Yes, deket." My answer is simple, actually do not want to further tell the directions of my house.

"Jaudah, tomorrow if so. Yuk!" Rena instructed her three friends to leave my stool.

"Sorry. keceplosan." Milka said as she raised two fingers.

I sing my lips, want to sulk also free already.

***

"Sister Fahri?"

Now the man was standing alone in the street alley next to the school building. He stood leaning against the wall of the fence of the school building by crossing his hands in front of his chest.

With slightly trembling legs, I stepped closer, He turned his head after noticing my presence. Again, that smile of hers always made this heart want to fly.

"Why don't you stop here alone?" I asked when it was three meters from before him.

"Wait for you to come home."

"Wait for me?" Hearing that word instantly was like someone was knocking at this heart. The deg!!

"Why?" Ask again.

"Given the events of yesterday, it still feels worried that you just walk alone through here. There's no house in this alley, only a yard."

Warm my cheek heard Kak Fahri's words, so it felt like I was being given more attention by him.

"Ah, so take care of Brother." I said while trying to hide a happy smile.

"No need to worry, sister, anyways today Andra is not in here." My neighbor again.

"Not in?"

"Yes. Maybe he's afraid that we're going to report to the Principal."

We both stepped, walking in tandem along this not-so-wide road.

The birds chirped as if to accompany our steps.

"Tumben Kisar came home spit, usually a bit bad luck?"

"Yes, it was intentionally with you." He glanced at me, and I was embarrassed.

"Ah, time anyway."

Sumplit, my heart feels like it's a little prickly.

Dug...dug..dug...lt..!! the speed has been increasing for longer.

Why is he so attentive like this?

Is it because he is just pity or does he have the same feelings as me?

I don't know.

"Yes really. Don't know why the luggage wants to protect you continue."

Eaaa...!!

Is he serious or serious?! Haduh, want psyche but fear only dibandain.

"What the hell, Brother. Don't fucking joke. What if I fuck?!" I put on a smile, actually wanting to prance but embarrassed.

"Seriously, really. Duariuas instead," he said convincingly. I don't know what to say, especially, really bad.

Don't know what else to say, this is the heart of it already has a discount in there. My palms felt like they had been dyed in a bucket of ice cubes, very cold. While my cheek even feels more heated, I think the color is now flushed like a boiled crab. Don't let Fahri see it, can be found out if I'm groggy district level again.

"Eiits!!" Suddenly my hand was pulled by Fahri.

At first I was confused as to why he pulled my hand, but I soon realized that I was about to hit the bushes.

Astaghfirullah Agnisna, from earlier your eyes where the hell, how not to see there are bushes there. So shy.

"Where are you? The road has turned this, you know," said Kak Fahri who still holds my hand.

"Hehe, I'm sorry I didn't see Brother." I grinned the horse, covering up the overwhelming shame.

"Again daydreaming what the hell, until not realizing that the road has turned. If only this were on the highway, you would have already been ticketed." Said Kak Fahri who was still chuckling over my silly behavior earlier.

I became misbehaved, plus the man's hand had not yet removed his grip from my hand.

"Sister" call me to him.

I gestured a glance towards our hands that were still fused.

"Eh, sorry." Said Brother Fahri while removing his grip.

I touched my hand from Kak Fahri's hand, there was a strange sigh tucked inside his chest.

I felt like someone was walking behind us, the sound of footsteps rubbing against the ground mixed with dry leaves.

Sis Fahri looked back, it seemed like he also noticed it.

"Where are you going?" Shouted Kak Fahri after he looked back.

Out of curiosity, I also looked back.

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