I Love You, My Student
Fog toed one shot.
[inspired by; Lyodra - Last message]
Warning; harshword, McD [major character dead] & Sad ending.
Character: Lee Jeno [NCT] & Karina [Aespa]
Note;
- If you are not comfortable with the grammar, please go away!
- The flow back and forth.
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Rese;
[Jen, if you think I'm going to keep chasing, say yes?]
[Why? Loe want to stop?]
Rese;
[Gue wants a break, but then I'll go after you again. Hihi~]
[Loe, anj!]
Rese;
[Yes, yes! Love u too handsome]
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Laughter was heard immediately as she read the last message Karina sent her 2 months ago.
He thought the message that made his heart pound at the time was just a joke like the girl used to do, but the reality was completely wrong; wrong when after a week she gets word that the girl who always meets her farewell chat room will leave.
Rese;
[But, Jen? I really want to go. Don't miss, huh? Hihi~]
[Nonfuck! Don't go back!]
Rese;
[That's really good of me. I'm going to be really careful not to cry, huh?!]
[Which is happy, I am!]
Rese;
[Nyebelin! But I love to death]
[Alays!]
Jeno thinks leaving the girl meant is leaving because she gave up chasing him? But-the
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Picking up a black-coated book from inside her bag, Jeno read a handful of words on the book's cover; karina's diary. Jeno got the book from Karina's sister, Jungwoo.
When the book opened, there was a picture of him there. Jeno recalled, the photo Karina sent when all the teachers were in a meeting and there was no schedule to teach until school.
Rese;
[Jen, would you like to see I photographed you earlier? Very handsome, anj! Please deh! If I can't have it don't go too far. 'And I love me more]
[Freak, anj!]
Rese;
[ih but seriously, Jen. Very handsome, you know! Tar I made a photo in my diary, huh?]
[Heaven!]
And it turns out that Karina actually kept her photo in her diary book. Display it right on the first page.
•••bout Karina's got Karina. It's important to Karina because it's all about Lee Jeno. Karina's life spirit and Karina's reason for living longer. Heh heh heh heh•••
Jeno breathed a long time. It took great courage to open a book in his grasp now. His heart suddenly felt tight when his eyes found some patches of blood drying there.
"It hurts a lot, Rin"
Jeno breathed her rough. Throw away all the pain that had accumulated in his chest.
July, 11; [Early ospek school has met a handsome guy. His name is Lee jeno. Fix it! Crush me until I graduate. May we be classy huh, handsome?]
Jeno laughed reading it. He swore that the moment they met, Jeno determined that day was the beginning of the misfortune of his life began.
"May we be classy, Jen? Anyway, I have to!"
"But! ogah!"
"Nyebelin up! Good thing baby"
"Crazy girl!"
"Crazy because of you, Jeno"
How not Jeno considers it bad luck, because every day the girl just keeps bothering him; disturbing the good times of his life. Fortunately, they were not in class.
July, 12; [Bete! Bete really want to cry T~T I am not the same class Jeno. Ask Ms Yoona to move classes can you?! I'M BETE!]
"Mom, Mum?!"
Karin raised her hand high. Ignoring the embarrassment of the hundreds of new students who were gathered on the school basketball court that afternoon.
"Why?"
"Can I be the same as Jeno?"
Jeno lowered her head, embarrassed to hear her name the girl mentioned. Moreover, hearing the cheers of all the new and senior students there.
"Whose name are you? Which Jeno is the guy?"
"Karina, mum. And that's it, Bu-" Show a handsome student. "My idiot!"
Again. A boisterous cheer filled the field that afternoon. Jeno wanted to bury herself in the swamp behind the school when all eyes were on her.
"Can't do it, Karina. Everything can't be changed anymore"
August, 18; [Finally there's a class change AND YOU KNOW? I'M IN THE SAME CLASS AS Lee JENO! LUNATIC! I AM VERY PLEASANT.]
"Now! I made breakfast fried rice in love. Don't forget to eat huh, handsome?"
Jeno receives the pink box Karina gave her. He briefly looked at the box, smiling obliquely before finally walking into the trash can and throwing the contents there.
"Gue isn't eating that way!"
Then Jeno threw the box towards Karina before she went outside with her friends.
"Everything is a girl knows herself, has been refused still a gatel disturbin!"
"Tau, here! Just shy!"
Karina smiled cheerfully, already used to hear hate sentences for him every day. All the girl did was crouch down, pick up her box and put it back in the bag.
"Father, Karin. Try again tomorrow, yuk?!"
And everything is the same. Without wanting to taste, Jeno threw it back. Again and again without Karina knowing.
September, 3; [Capek. But not so, because my crush Lee Jeno. Hihi spirit!]
"I'm sorry, Rin. Sorry!" Sesal Jeno's.
September, 25; [1 Lee Jeno same school, 1 class same LEE JENO, check! 1 GROUP WITH LEE JENO, CZECHLISSSS!!]
Knowing that he is in a group with the source of his misfortune, Jeno tries to protest.
"Mom! I don't want 1 group with Karina!"
Jeno held her finger high, protesting with the division of the group by the IPA teacher in her class. No! Jeno doesn't want to be in the same group as Karina.
"Don't be bullied, Mom!" Karina.
"Why don't you want 1 group with him, Jeno?"
"He's noisy, Mom!"
"Lied, Mom! We had a fight, Mom. Household affairs bias"
All the students in the class cheered.
December, 25; [Happy Christmas and happy birthday, Karina. Say yourself, blow out your own candles and cut the cake until the food itself. Hihi~ Happy reduced lifespan. Hopefully in the notice and soon be the same Lee Jeno. Amen!
Uwu's brother is busy working, but he has already said. Lafyu Abang handsome boyfriend mbak Jihan^^^
Jeno is silent, considering that Karina brought a small cake and took it to the back of the school and asked her to meet him there.
Rese;
[Jeno, baby. Back of school dong. I brought cake, today is my birthday. Me make a wish, yuk?!]
[So. I'm busy!]
Rese;
[Don! Just a minute, suer! Anyway cepet here. I'm not leaving until you get here. The point!]
[No matter!]
And Jeno didn't think that Karina really didn't go at all despite the heavy rain back then. He was forced to drive a car, back to school to pick up the girl.
Jeno saw that the girl was taking shelter under a shady tree on the edge of the lake.
"Gue thought you'd be coming here, Jen. This-"
Brak!
Jeno throws the cake that Karina cut especially for her so that it falls to the ground. While Karina flinched, surprised to see Jeno look very angry.
"C**! Stop being stupid, Karina! I didn't come here because of you, but it was brother Loe who told me to look for you! Stop messing with my life, will you? Stop making brother ju weapons"
"But I didn't tell brother-"
"lik! Loe Denger well yes, Karina. Stop messing with my life!"
"sorry"
And for the first time Jeno felt guilty because when she looked at Karina's eyes, the eyes that always radiated cheerfully, immediately full of wounds. But Jeno chose not to care and left Karina alone.
December, 26; [Can't see Jeno, because it hurt ragara rain yesterday and as a result brother Ju angry]
Jeno dyed, her eyes were like looking for someone when she arrived at the canteen. Jaemin who noticed it smiled obliquely.
"There's a snapping. Not in cariin. Love is just as hateful it's a very thin difference, huh?!"
"You mean?" Jeno sewot's.
"Karina doesn't go to school. He was sick, said bang Ju, with a fever" Jaemin explained.
"No!"
"But nyariin!"
"BABEH!"
Rese;
[Jen, I'm sick no longer want to look or what, is that it? It will heal right away I'm sure]
[You're dead too I don't care!]
Rese;
[Recured? Jaemin said the hell loe nyariin me earlier. Ciye~]
[Sort of believing you!]
Rese;
[He likes to be so shy. I just have a normal fever, Jen. Don't worry, okay? Focus on the lesson, huh? I'm going to school again tomorrow. I did not feel at home for long, I did not see you about it]
[Snut!]
February, 27; [Sial**! My heart hurts, taikkkk! I woke up Deketin Jeno, why is it the same as yeji? Brengs*k to cry T~T
Jeno can't see me for a second? Rasain how do I feel? Hix]
Jeno's heart throbbed pain reading the contents of the diary. The diary contains all about Lee Jeno; the jerk guy who is so loved by angels like Karina.
Jeno recalled that when the news so quickly spread throughout the neos, Karina once approached him while he was practicing basketball.
"Say that the news of loe being the same as the next-class yeji is a lie?!"
"Well? The news guy's real"
"Why, Jen? I like you, why shoot yeji anyway?!"
"My guy likes him. The heat!"
"What's so good about girls? Wonderful duh! I am beautiful everywhere too! Must be worth it, Jen!"
"Stop ngawur, Karin! Do you want to know what good he is? SHE'S GORGEOUS! PINTERS! KALEM AND NOT KAYAK LOE CENTILS! Okay, Karina?"
February, 28; [Can't really be, Jen? I hate it so much, why the hell? I centil her to loe doang tau, I swear by. Just ask the Hyun jin who teketin me; yesterday his fingers were broken because I twisted. She made me eat together, ogah!
"Sorry, I. Pardon me! Sorry for all my hurtful words loe"
March, 3; [God, very sick.
But if said bang Juju; abstain back before the yellow janur curved. Yes, even if curved, I will also collapse the tent hihi~
Comeing! Karim! Loe can definitely retake yayang Jeno
Rese;
[Loe is so happy with Yeji? I'm jealous, I said!]
[Obviously, Iah!]
Rese;
[It hurts to know my heart, Jen?! But gapapa, I went along with him. I'm being calm. As though it's not the same me, Yeji's a good girl]
[Wow! Whatisthis? Is this a sign that you want to stop chasing me, Karina? If so, I am very happy]
Rese;
[That's what you want?]
[Clearly! My life will be beautiful and quiet again]
March, 10; [And I was finally tired]
March, 25; [Tomorrowing school graduation. The desire is to want a photo of both Jeno while holding flowers and keep my head tender on his shoulder, but WILL NOT WANT HIM, ANJIR! T~T though for the last time before we will not meet again]
"Jen, the two of you, yuk?"
"So!"
"This is a buset once. Make mementos, huh?!"
"Sorry yes, Karina. I don't want you to misunderstand me"
"It's just a picture of a doang, a real alay! Come, Jen! The last one, I swear?! And I promise I won't bother you again!"
March, 30; [TBL! TBLS! TBLS! so scared, you know! What is this, O Lord of heaven and earth? JENO WANT TO TAKE A PHOTO OF ME? OF SERIOUS? jjay! *Fainting first a minute*/*okay have woken up again* FINALLY YES LORD! Even though I know the purpose he wants in the same photo I let me go, I swear, let it be a memory while living. Huff]
Rese;
[Jen, I've already printed the picture! Very good, anj! I want figurain, and the other one wants to stick to the album.]
[Do I look like I care? NOT AT ALL!]
Rese;
[Lied to napa! Really honest! It hurts me, Jen. But, but-as promised I'm the same loe, I want to stop chasing you. Seneng right?]
Nah! Jeno doesn't know about her heart right now. Shouldn't he be happy when the girl who was almost 3 years old bothering him would stop chasing after him? Why is there a part of the heart that hurts?
[Yes]
Rese;
[Hihi~ I guessed anyway. Yes, I will also delete the loe number if I still save, danger! I keep missing!]
July, 5; [Jeno, thank you for wanting to be the reason I survived. Because I want to see you every day, my medicine is always abis I drink, hihi~
But I don't think I'm strong now, Jen? My head hurts so much. I'm tired, I want to sleep.
I'm saying yes, Jen? Happy continues. Yes happy is, I have nothing so you will live a quiet life without anyone recokin again
I love you my handsome .]
Bang Jungwoo; ji;
[On behalf of Karina, I want to apologize as her brother if she often makes you uncomfortable, huh, Jen? Now you won't be disturbed by me anymore. Loe's free, Jeno]
[What do you mean, bang?.Where is he going?]
Bang Jungwoo; ji;
[Karina is gone. He's not in pain anymore, Jen]
A LIE!
Karina says she just left because she gave up because her love kept Jeno rejected, not leaving because she gave up her illness.
Jeno took the jacket and the keys to the motorcycle in her room. Run as fast as possible because this is Jeno's last chance to meet Karina before she will never see her again.
And Jeno could see with her own eyes; the body of the girl who turned out to give color in her life was stretched stiff in front of her.
"Rin?"
Slowly Jeno approached, her chest like something was pressing, it hurt so much. Her tears kept dripping, limiting her vision until Jungwoo; karina's sister wiped them out.
Suddenly Jeno's cry broke right then and there. Everyone there approached, trying to strengthen Jeno who hugged the coffin in front of him.
Jeno's tears can't be contained anymore. The man roared, hugging the black book, very tightly. His hand pressed against his chest, it hurt so much.
It turns out; Jeno already loved Karina right when the 2-year-old girl approached her. As time went on, Jeno got used to the noise of the girl and Jeno felt she had put her heart on it. But it was too late because Karina chose to give up on everything.
Note; Very nice, I swear! hihi~
If my God had lived longer, I would not have given up. I will continue to pursue it even though until the country of China was wkwkwk.
Here, Jen. I know it will not be possible but who knows if it's fitting I'm not there later and brother love my book to loe-if for example loe kangen me, I miss, look at this photo of us. Watch out! Banned baper! Repot the finder later hihi~
"Don't treat my kangen taste to loe if only see our photo doang, Rin. I'd like to follow you, would you?"
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