I Love You, My Student

(S2) Episode 135

The weather this afternoon was very cool with the wind blowing gently. Shady clouds clustered to protect a woman in a Black dress from the sting of the sun. A bouquet of white roses in his hand he held tightly, also with a man beside him who hugged his shoulders which began to tremble.

His second step felt shaky when his second leg stepped on the place. Her tears rushed out, flooding her pale white cheeks. The sobs that began to sound were so painful that he felt half his life had gone.

A few more steps his foot reached the navel - it was so tiny, yet capable of making his entire life shattered.

"Mas"

"That's Stella" He pointed it out. His voice sounded a little shaky.

Grizelle puffed up, looking at her husband's reddened face. Even a few drops of tears had fallen on her cheeks - making Grizelle unable to hold her sob.

With the accompaniment of crying, Grizelle and Bayu crouched in front of a small mound that was still wet. He kept a bouquet of white roses with a prayer that Grizelle always said in her heart.

"Hi beautiful, mommy comes dear" She sounded so bitter. "I'm sorry to visit, Stella's not mad, is she?" Bayu wiped the tears on his wife's face.

This is the first time after a week of Grizelle recovering from a major surgery on the removal of a bullet that hit her baby, Grizelle met her son who was next to the Bayu family's meal.

Of course it is not easy for Grizelle to get to this place, all her family is worried about the state of Grizelle who has not fully recovered. But because Grizelle kept crying and begging, Bayu as a husband felt unbearable.

The tiny headstone is rubbed slowly, beautifully written a name that Grizelle had prepared when her child was born. "Auristella Jovanka Bagaskara." The name that Bayu whispered before the small stiff body was buried in the ground.

"Mommy misses, misses a lot."

Really, it's like an endless nightmare for Grizelle. Loving the figure he was waiting for his presence and abandoned before he saw his form. Isn't that painful?

"Mommy wants to hug you dear, want to kiss your little cheeks, touch your hands and feet but-" Bayu increasingly tightened his arms, he could not bear to not cry. "You left too soon, we haven't even met"

Next to him, Bayu sobbed little to hear Grizelle's conversation with her son's navel. Bayu hugged Grizelle very tightly, feeling the pain he also felt over the loss of his baby. Bayu sobbed hard enough until finally Grizelle returned her husband's embrace that felt very fragile. Grizelle didn't expect her husband to be this devastated.

"I can't afford it, I want to follow Stella"

Bayu shook his head, his hands continued to gently stroke the fragile back. "Don't be like that baby, Stella will be sad to hear it"

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It's been two months and it's been a long time that Grizelle is constantly moody. If alone, the girl will cry by holding her stomach, even a few times Bayu found her unconscious because Grizelle continued to refuse to eat.

Now the girl was lying weak in a hospital owned by her family because again Grizelle refused to eat. "Wanna eat?" Tawar Bayu throw away just came. The man brought some of his wife's favorite fruits and put them on the nightstand.

Instead of answering, Grizelle instead shifted, hinting for Bayu to sit next to her.

"Why, hm?" Bayu asked after sitting down and hugging his wife.

"Kangen Stella, I want to look at him"

Exhaling slowly, Bayu tightly hugged his wife's body which looked thinner than before. Plied soft kisses on the top of his head.

"Cure first, yes, then we go there. Don't torture yourself baby, you're just as broken as you are. Mas also can not afford but if the mas continues to be sad, it is also not good for Stella who is already happy there. Please stop this, baby. I've lost Stella, I don't want to lose you."

Bayu's words make Grizelle cry, she knows that Bayu is very trying to look tough in the eyes of everyone who is in fact very destroyed. Grizelle shouldn't be like this. True said her husband, Stella will be sad if you see her mommy continues to cry and torture herself. And Grizelle promised never to torture herself again.

"I'm sorry my mas"

Bayu smiled, kissed her forehead, then took the food that Raisha's mom had made. "Eat first yes, then take medicine"

While Bayu, the man took his laptop and went back to work while waiting for his wife in the hospital.

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That afternoon Grizelle was watering plants in the backyard. He was surprised when he found his heavy hand wrapped in a black suit hugging him. Ah, he should not be surprised like that - he can guess who the owner is.

"Mas shocked anyway"

Bayu chuckles, then kisses his wife's cheek which looks back chubby. "Hehehe therefore do not daydream"

Grizelle screeched, continuing to water her plants again with Bayu who was still hugging her from behind.

"I watered the mama mas plant, not daydreaming!" Grizelle Protests. But indeed he was a little dreamy anyway, maybe the effect of longing for his son.

"Yes-yes"

Looking at her husband's sparkling glare, Grizelle glanced at him. "Why, win the lottery?" Grizelle's question made the man behind her laugh funny before finally answering.

"What is the same as the other?"

"Bangette"

"You know what?"

Grizelle was actually lazy, but she was also curious about the thing that made her husband constantly smile.

"What"

"Mas wants two weeks off"

A leave?

Why is it so long ago, did the company start to go bankrupt? Then Grizelle quickly turned around, looking at her husband's smiling face, showing sweet dimples on both cheeks.

"Why? Any issues?" Grizelle.

"Yes, big deal" Bayu said weakly.

Grizelle was getting anxious to see him. "Why the hell mas"

"We're going on a honeymoon to Hawaii, tomorrow afternoon we're leaving"

A honeymoon?

Does her husband want another child from her?

Seeing his wife's silence, Bayu cupped both chubby Grizelle cheeks and kissed her lips at a glance.

"Don't think far, I just want to spend the same time as you."

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