I Love Not Lara

I Love You

"Where are you going, Marshal?" arya asked, but was ignored by the Marshal. He got out of the house, then drove his car at such a high speed, blending in with other vehicles down the streets of the capital.

"BASIC ASSHOLE YOU'RE NICHOLAS! YOU ARE A SAVAGE MAN! I'LL FIND YOU, EVEN AN ANT HOLE!" marshal yelled frustratedly, while occasionally hitting the steering wheel of his car.

Marshal then went to the boarding complex around Lara campus. Marshal knew Nicholas was from out of town, because when Lara and Nicholas were trapped in the elevator, he heard one of the students say that Nicholas was a friend of his boarding house.

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The clock is 12pm, but Lara is still awake on her bed. Right now he feels so sorry for everything he has done. In the past, he had always felt Marshal was curbing him. He always felt that Marshal was such an annoying figure to him. And now, he just understood why the Marshal did all that, all for his own good. Unfortunately, he realized too late.

Lara gave a rough sigh, then she got up from her bed. Suddenly he missed the figure of the Marshal a lot, wanting it to feel like he was kneeling in front of him, and hugging the man. Unknowingly, Lara stepped into the Marshal's room.

THE CZECH...

The door of the room was open, the room looked so neat and fragrant. Lara then took her foot to a small table in one corner of the room. Seen on the table, there were several piles of albums containing photos of their childhoods that were still stored so neatly. 

"Marshal, I haven't been in this room in a long time, and it's all the same as it was when we were kids. I'm sorry Marshal, because my spite for you has sealed off all the good you've given me. Marshal, from childhood to adulthood, you've always protected me, but I didn't realize it was because of my hatred for you. Actually, I'm so jealous of you because Opa seems to love you more. I should have realized, if Opa had given you the responsibility to take care of me and this family."

Tear by tear began to escape from the corner of Lara's eye. He could no longer linger in the room, because it would make his heart hurt even more. He then left the room. However, due to her movements being so hasty, Lara dropped the stack of photos that were on the Marshal's table.

The pictures fell, and scattered. Lara then took and tidied the photos back to their original place. However, he suddenly saw a photo that was still splattered on the floor. He then took the photo, and when he was about to put it on the table, Lara accidentally saw there was writing behind the photo.

Lara then looks at the photo first, a photo of her childhood with Marshal. In the photo, Marshal is feeding a piece of cake to Lara on her birthday. Lara just smiled looking at him, accompanied by tears that flowed back from both corners of her eyes, her chest felt so tight, sadness, happiness, and regret were now mixed into one.

He flipped the photo over, and behind the photo, there was a writing that made Lara even more surprised. 

"Lara, I love you, you are my first and last love. I will always love you, forever, until the end of my life."

"So all this time Marshal loves me? Butwhy? Why is your nature so cold to me Marshal!!" shouted Lara while covering her mouth with both hands. Now, he could only cry bitterly in the Marshal's room.

****

Somewhere else...

There were flickering lights in a bar, and the frenzy of people passing around them did not make a man flinch. He was still sitting, enjoying every sip of liquor in his hand, while kissing the two jallang women on his right and left.

Meanwhile, when he had just entered the bar, the attention of Marshal was immediately fixed on a man who was sitting with two women beside him.

Seeing the man at once the emotions of Marshal also peaked, he then approached the man, then pulled his body and threw a punch.

"Haiiii, you son of a bitch, how dare you touch Lara! You even stained him when he was weak! You jerk! I will not forgive you!" marshal snapped as he continued to rain down on Nicholas who was currently helpless, not even fighting the blow because he was under the influence of alcohol.

"So your words are a jerkk! I have to finish you off right now because a male bastard like you doesn't deserve to live in the world!"

The movement of Marshal was stopped, when several security officers in the bar injured them. In fact, Marshal was expelled from the place for being accused of making an uproar at the bar.

"You can be free now, Nick! But not tomorrow! I'll make sure that tomorrow you're just a name!" shouted Marshal who was only met with a wry smile by Nicholas.

Marshal then left the bar despite still being enveloped in a burning rage. After arriving home, she rushed to Lara's room, to see her condition. However, the room looked quiet, the lights had gone out

"Maybe he's asleep" he murmured. Marshal did not bother him. With a shunt step, he then walked towards his room. However, when he entered the room, he was so surprised to see Lara crying in his room while looking at the childhood photos on the table.

"Why are you in my room?"

"Emh Marshal, I'm sorry I went to your room. I just want to apologize for all my behavior."

"Oh, don't remember anymore. Now you better take care of your health because you're pregnant, go back to your room, Lara."

"Yes Marshal, good night." 

Just as Lara was about to open the door of the room, suddenly Marshal's hand held her hand. "Lara, wait a minute, I have something to talk about."

Lara's heart was beating faster. 'Will Marshal express his feelings to me?' inner Lara.

"Lara, do you like Nicholas?"

Lara then breathed her long breath. "No, it may have been an awe of its substance, but now it is not. I hate that guy so much."

The marshal nodded his head. "Emh Marshal, there's actually another man I love. But I'm not sure if he's still willing to accept my situation or not. I'm a fool, Marshal."

"The other guy you love, who's Lara?"

"Marshal, what if that man is you?"

Hearing Lara's words, Marshal could not say anything, his heart felt so happy. She didn't think Lara would tell her that. While still pensive, suddenly Lara hugged him and cried in her arms. Marshal was no longer able to control himself, he then returned Lara's embrace.

"Marshal don't leave me, tonight I just want to be with you, because after this I don't know if you're still willing to accept my situation or not."

"I'll always accept you, Lara. I've always liked whatever you have, be it your good or bad, I've always liked that. My love for you is limitless, I love..."

Marshal had not yet finished his sentence, suddenly Lara's lips had landed on his lips. They then kissed so friendly, initially only a soft kiss but the atmosphere of the night was increasingly shahdu coupled with the rain that fell rapidly made them more enjoy the night, which was very sad, until sighs and groans began to be heard in between the kisses of wet lips between the two.