I Love Not Lara

Lara Gets Love

Surabayan...

Meanwhile, Nicholas, who had just woken up from his sleep, was now seen walking out of the room. "Bec... Lara's.. Where are you Lara?" call Nicholas. However, the call did not get an answer. He then searched every corner of the house, but did not see Lara.

Nicholas then goes out, heading to the backyard, because usually Lara sits in the backyard while taking care of her plants. However, he also did not find Lara there.

Finally he walked towards the front and saw some of his men, and the guard of the house was still asleep.

"HI WHAT THE FUCK YOU GUYS!" nicholas snapped which made them instantly awake. "Basic stupid! What are you guys really working on! Do you know, my wife is running away right now, and you're sleeping like this! STUPIDHEAD! HURRY AND FIND LARA! IF YOU DON'T FIND HIM, I'LL KILL YOU!"

"Okay Sir!" answer them all. One of the Marshal's men, who saw their behavior, called Marshal to report the situation at Nicholas' house, only to realize that Lara had escaped from the house.

Nicholas, who is currently sitting in his living room, called his cousin Kevin.

"Hello Brother Kevin, Lara escaped. Help me find him!"

***

Lara and Cinta, who are currently in Lara's room, seem to be sitting on the balcony of the room, enjoying the morning atmosphere in the house that Lara longs for.

"Rest Lara, your face is pale, and your body has a slight fever. Do I need to call a doctor?"

"No love, I just want to rest. You please accompany me here yes, and tell me what happened when you came to this house."

They entered the room, Lara then laid her body on the bed, while Love accompanied by her side.

"Now please tell me, Love."

"As you know Lara, when I first came to this house no one believed that I was Love. They think I'm Lara, and I almost got kicked out by Opa. Luckily there's a Marshal who's not willing to see me go."

"Then, what about Marshal?"

"Everything else, he doesn't believe me. The evidence I gave him was a ID card he didn't trust."

"Then how do you convince Marshal, Love?"

The feeling of Love was so broken hearing Lara's words, there was no way she would be honest if she sacrificed her purity to make Marshal believe in her. Moreover, the incident was accidentally done by Marshal.

"Love?"

"Emh Lara, I'll tell you again sometime. Looks like your face is getting pale, I don't want anything to happen to you, I'd better make some soup for you first, so that your body is much fresher."

"Thank you Love, you're so good."

"Together, Ra. I'm going to the kitchen first."

Lara nodded, then closed her eyes. Moments later, someone appeared to enter the room.

"Love, are you done?"

But the man did not answer, he just approached Lara and hugged her body. "Marshal, I think Love."

"What's wrong with you, honey?"

"Why just cape so Love is making soup for me."

"Oh, it's true what I said was a malem. You can't force yourself to Ra, but you're forcing me instead" Marshal said with a chuckle.

"But you want to, right?"

"I can never refuse you, Ra." 

"As now?" lara kisses Marshal's lips. Marshal also returned Lara's kiss so passionately. Without them realizing it, Love is currently standing behind the wall crying after witnessing their affection in front of his eyes.

"My name is Love, and she's Lara. But reality says something else. Lary who gets love, while I'm the one who gets lara" muttered Love. She then wiped away her tears, then tried to harden her heart, entering into Lara's room.

Marshal and Lara stopped kissing when they heard the door open.

"Lara, this is soup for you" said Love from the doorstep. Seeing the arrival of Love, Marshal was so nervous. It is undeniable that Marshal still always feels guilty and so sorry to have robbed the honor of Love, as well as fear if Lara knew of the incident. She is very afraid of Lara being hurt, and causes her to lose the woman again.

Looking at Marshal and Lara, Love gave a smile that was so sweet as if her heart was fine, when it was not.

"Thank you so much Love, you're so good to me. Somehow I can repay your kindness," said Lara after eating the soup made by Love.

"Look down, Ra, I've taken it like my own sister."

Lara hugged Love. "What if you're brothers?" mumbled Marshal without being heard by the two of them.

****

Nights....

Love just realized if his phone charger left in Lara's room. Love, who tonight is unable to sleep, decides to go to Lara's room to get her charger, though she is not sure that Lara is not asleep. Isn't there no harm in trying? That's how he thought.

However, as Love was about to knock on Lara's room door, there was the sound of the sighs and moans of Marshal and Lara from inside the room. For a moment his body froze, but the next second he ran into his room and sat down and drowned on the floor.

"Lord, am I going to get through all this? Would I be able to survive in this house if I had to endure such deep pain at all times?" isak Love.

"Somehow, I have to get home from this house. I want to go home, Mom," he continued.

Meanwhile in the room. Marshal and Lara who still vent the longing in their hearts seemed to enjoy their togetherness on the bed while hugging. "I love you" said Marshal, peeping over Lara's head.

"Me too," Lara replied as she tightened her embrace on Marshal's body. After quite a long time hugging each other, Marshal finally took off their embrace.

"Lara, I went back to my room first. Afraid someone might suspect."

"Ga anyone suspects, anyway later we will also get married right?" reply Lara while sulking hoping Marshal stays by her side.

"You need to rest Ra, we still have plenty of time to be together."

"Yes, you went straight to sleep, too, dear."

"Yes" answered the Marshal, peeping Lara's forehead and exiting the room. When Marshal had just closed the door of the room, suddenly his foot stepped on something. "Oh, what is this?"

He then picked up the thing that he had just stepped on. 'It's like a hairpin belonging to Love. What was Love from this room?' inner Marshal. He decided to go to the room of love.

The state of Love is now much better, he seems to wipe away the tears on his face. He then packed up his belongings and opened the door of the room by sneaking around.

"Love!" call out a voice that shocks him until he makes his step stop.

"Where are you going, love? Didn't I tell you that you can't leave this house first?"

"Emh... Sorry Mas, Cinta just wants to go home, miss Mama with Mommy."

Marshal then pulled Love's body back into the room. "Please hold on Love, it's for your safety."

Hearing the words of Marshal, Love can only cry. "I'm sorry if I hurt you so much, love. I'm sorry I could never bring back the sanctity I took from you, I'm sorry Love. If there had not been Lara in my heart, I would have married you, but I love Lara very much. It sounds selfish, but I'm so afraid of losing Lara. So, I'm sorry if I can't take responsibility for you."

"Is that how you feel about Lara, Mas?"

"Yes, I've loved her so much since we were kids. He was my first love, and he will never change."

"Despite the time she began to bond with you, Lara wasn't a woman who was still a saint?"

"What do you mean Love? Didn't you know that Lara lost her chastity because she was framed by Nicholas!"

Love is silent at the words of Marshal. "Please promise to stay here Love, now rest. All this for your own good, and your parents."

The marshal then set foot towards the door to get out of the room. However, just as he was in the doorway, his body was suddenly hugged so tightly.

"Mas, I'm sorry if I was presumptuous."

"Peccful? Whatchu mean? Sorry, love, I'll go to my room first!" Love is silent. Marshal then releases his embrace on Love.

"Forward Mas!" call Love that makes Marshal turn his body, then stare at Love. However, at that moment also suddenly Love kissed the lips of Marshal with a lot of. Marshal who could not avoid could only fall silent and slowly release his lips.

"Mas, I love you."

"Sorry Love, I can't" replied Marshal while leaving Love.