I Love My Queen's

PROFOUND SORROW

Deril who knows the condition of his sister

crying sobbed in his silence, all who saw the roaring cries of Deril

make them understand how much of Deril's affection is with Queen, because

during this time Deril is known as a cold man, indifferent, and judes.

Now look at Deril to the point of crying and

letting out tears made them understand that Deril was very

love the Queen more than her own life is even very fond of her, she loves her,

inside, Deril does not want to lose his beloved sister again.

They have been separated once and

Deril doesn't want to be separated back by his sister, maybe his life will be

destroyed if not with his sister, never thought or terbesit in the slightest

to be abandoned or abandoned by someone he cares about.

At times like this, that makes him

being down and assuming that he does not deserve to be a good brother

for Queen, because keeping one pearl her sister alone is not able to let alone guard

the other thing and in this position he felt failed to be a big brother

good.

Queen always told Deril and

that's what he just realized this time ‘bang if one day we can't

together again, promise to keep forgiving mommy and daddy's mistakes, because

without them, we cannot be born into this world. Queen wants to too

ask your brother for help, if someday I'm not next to you,

promise to continue your life well, no matter what happens’.

The word – is always stuck in the mind

and her memories, even in a realm she herself did not know, of Queen still

remind the word – of his word and Deril's promise to her and here's who he is

realize, that if one day his life is threatened then Deril must prepare

his heart and mind.

Queen has been preparing Deril's heart ever since

early on, because Queen knows Deril's heart is the most fragile of all

and it's so easy to get hurt and turn her life into a hard one and it's

all will make himself a man untouched by any one person

including his own parents.

Because on his basis Queen and Deril

makes Deril listen more to what Queen has to say than anyone else

even though it was their own parents were no exception to their biological parents

they will not be heard by themselves either.

That is the main reason for Deril

feeling very lost Queen, he will become crazy and frustrated

because brother one – his one place pitted all his complaints as well and

he also became sad because no one was spoiled for him.

Note :

It doesn't matter how slow you walk

as long as you don't stop

Small jobs completed

better than big plans that are just discussed

The greatest discovery of all time is that

one could change his future just by changing his current attitude

The walls we build around us

avoiding sadness also keeps us from happiness

Because if one day you wake up and feel

miss me, your heart begins to wonder where I am. I thought you were

maybe we'll come back here, where we first met. And you will

seeing me waiting for you, on this corner of the street

Memories of you are like home

to me. So that every time my mind floats, surely the edges will

always back to you

You can complain about the direction of your life

as content. But if you never sit in the driver's seat and

controlling it yourself, you will never get to your destination

Grip my hand when my body feels linu. I embrace your body tightly

when the cold attacks you. Until one morning one of us dies.

See you in another life.

I wish I could wake up with amnesia and forget things

stupid as to what it's like to fall asleep next to you. And all those memories too

can't get away from me. Because I'm not okay.

Tbc