I Love My Queen's

FILL THE HEART PAPER 4

They became saddened by the Queen's account of all Queen's outpouring

contained in each paper, the paper contains all the contents of the heart of the

a Biancca Queenna Hernandez Alexander is like a tear

pinak in the river.

They decided to keep reading every advanced paper

belongs to the Queen no matter what happens because they need to understand

queen's feelings as they wait for Doctor David to examine Queen are so

very long time.

PAPER 4'S

I'M SO HAPPY EVERY TIME I'VE BEEN WITH BANG VANO AND BANG VARO

MY TWIN BROTHER ARRIVED….

DADDY MARCELL CALLED ME TO GO TO HIS OFFICE AFTER

AFTER DINNER, EVERYONE AT THE DINNER TABLE WAS SILENT

MUTE AS IF – WAS HIDING SOMETHING….

DINNER IS OVER AND I INFORM YOU OF DADDY TO HIS WORKSPACE, AT THE SAME TIME

THAT'S WHAT DADDY TOLD ME TO GO TO AMERICA

YES TO AMERICA AT THE HOME OF OPPA AND OMMA TWINS BROTHER WHO HAS BECOME

OPPA AND MY OMMA TOO

DADDY TOLD ME THAT IF I STILL STAY IN INDONESIA MY LIFE

STILL IN DANGER BECAUSE MANY ARE AFTER ME

I AM THE CENTER OF WEAKNESS OF THE ALEXANDER FAMILY DADDY SAID

DON'T KNOW THE TRUTH

I FEEL ONLY AS A FOSTER CHILD WHO HAS BEEN GIVEN GOODNESS

AND ABUNDANT AFFECTION CAN ONLY OBEY THEIR DESIRES

THOUGH I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE BROTHER – MY BROTHER, BROTHER

MY FAVOURITE….

I ASKED DADDY WHEN I WAS GOING TO LEAVE DADDY JUST SAID

THAT TOMORROW I HAVE TO LEAVE

I WHO LOVE DADDY CAN ONLY BE SILENT AND OBEY HIM WITHOUT

MUST BE ABLE TO FIGHT

I DON'T WANT TO BE CONSIDERED AS A CHILD OF IMPERMANENCE AND A CHILD OF SELFLESSNESS

ALL I FELT AT THAT MOMENT WAS SAD, HURT AGAIN, AND VARIOUS

THIS IS THE KIND OF TASTE THAT SINGS MY HEART

TOMORROW MORNING I'LL BE READY AND DADDY SAYS I DON'T HAVE TO

CARRYING A LOT OF STUFF

BECAUSE OPPA AND OMMA HAVE BEEN PREPARING THEIR EQUIPMENT THERE

I LEFT FOR AMERICA ALONE WITH A DEBIT AND CREDIT CARD

IT BELONGS TO DADDY WHO WAS GIVEN BY HIM AND BY USING A PRIVATE JET WHO

LATER HIS BODYGUARD OF OPPA AND HIS OMMA MORE EASILY RECOGNIZE HIM

DADDY SAID DEBIT AND CREDIT TO BUY MY NEEDS WHILE THERE

DADDY JUST TOLD ME I SHOULD BE GOOD – GOOD THERE, THEY WILL OFTEN

CONTACT ME IF THEY'RE SPARE APART

THAT'S DADDY SAYING LATER THAT I'LL BE STAYING THERE FOR A WHILE

THE LENGTH OF WHICH DOES NOT KNOW UNTIL WHEN

I'M SAD THAT I FEEL LIKE I'M BEING DISCARDED BY MY DADDY

BUT, I WON'T BE ALONE THERE RENATA ACCOMPANIES ME TOO, HE

GOING TO THE SAME DAY IS JUST A DIFFERENT TIME

RENATA ASKS IF IT HAS BEEN UP TO HIM TO WANT TO SERUMAH WITH

QUEEN AND THAT WILL BE DONE BY QUEEN LATER

HE WILL TALK ABOUT IT TO OMMA AND OPPA, HOPEFULLY HE CAN..

Note :

Learn to be calm, because I once regretted

be in a hurry. Learn to stop being angry, because I often see regret

outraged. Learn sincerely, for I know that Allah is Most Just. Learn to start

again, because life goes on.

Complaining will only make our lives worse

distressed. While grateful will always lead us on the path of ease

Yesterday, however good or bad

has passed. Today is the time to see a clear blue sky.

Tbc