I Love My Friend's

Complicated

A few days after an unexpected event. Since Amoy is on college vacation for a while to avoid Salsa and Miko, Amoy does not know in the future he can still be friends with them or everything will indeed end. Miko who usually calls Amoy now has no news, Amoy actually wants to contact Miko but he has promised himself not to overdo it.

"Hey, why daydream ?" Malvin sat down next to Amoy.

"Everything just feels weird, maybe because I'm not used to the situation yet." Honestly, Amoy is very sad because he is not used to the attitude of Miko like this, Miko who usually almost every day calls Amoy even though just asking something that is not important.

"Is this related to Miko ?" Ask Malvin carefully.

"Yes, I'm sorry Malvin, I think it took me a little longer to get used to it."

"Do you regret your decision ?"

"No, sooner or later I've planned all this, because I can't continue to depend on Miko, it's just that it's harder than I thought."

"Amoy, there's something I want to ask, please answer honestly, have you ever loved Miko."

Amoy paused for a moment, trying to digest Malvin's question and thinking about how he felt about Miko.

"I don't not trust you, I just want you to be honest with me, so I can understand you and how I behave to you." Malvin took Amoy seriously.

"I love him so much, he's like a part of my life, ever since I knew him I've never been away from Miko, 1 Week of my longest time with her bickering but I can still see her because we're one class, but now for almost 2 weeks I have not talked to Miko at all and have not met her because there is no reason to meet, I just miss her because, we are always together."

"Can I conclude you love each other."

"I also thought about my true feelings for Miko, but I don't think I love her as much as a man and a woman."

"Are you sure ? have you ever been jealous when Miko was with another woman."

"I can't conclude it's jealousy, it's just fear, because at that time only Miko gave me affection. At the beginning of Miko's relationship with Cessa that I thought I was just afraid Miko left me and ignored me, but everything was fine, Miko still noticed me, she said, and I don't think it's a problem if Miko has a boyfriend, as long as she still cares about me."

"What about Miko, do you know how she really feels."

"I don't think Miko thinks of me that way either."

"That's impossible, Miko loves Cessa so much. Malvin please believe me, I'm not in love with Miko, you might think I'm overdoing it because I still think about Miko, parting with Miko is not easy, it feels exactly the same when I lose my twin, because always being together when separated is like there is a missing part of my life, because Miko is like my family.

"Ok I believe because Miko is very influential on your life, but there is one thing that makes me confused, if you don't like each other, why kiss, I think it's excessive."

Amoy was a little embarrassed to answer Malvin's question.

" At first Miko and I did it unintentionally, but out of curiosity we continued and felt hooked to keep doing it." Amoy spoke a little nervously and timidly.

Malvin looked at Amoy, Amoy could not guess the meaning of Malvin's gaze, hopefully it was not disgust.

"I think I'm weird." Said Amoy who saw Malvin just speechless.

"Sorry Amoy I just can't understand it yet, to be honest with me it's something complicated."

"It's complicated, I hope you don't give up." Amoy was a little sorry to say very honestly to Malvin, because Malvin could have thought it was really strange.

"Don't worry, just like you, I need time to understand you."

Amoy smiled at Malvin and hugged him. How can there be a man like Malvin who is so patient with him, Amoy is sure that other men will run away first before Amoy explains how he feels.

"Malvin, there's something I'd like to ask you, too, speaking of kisses, why do you always avoid them, I know it's a weird thing to do with friends, but we're going out." Amoy now curses his own mouth that likes to be out of control, how can he talk about kissing, with no shame after telling his kiss with Miko.

"I promised not to do it."

"Why, isn't this something you should do."

"You will know too."

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