I Love My Friend's

Stop Blaming.

After 7 years of Alan's death, Amoy has never been able to forget the incident, How he will forget if someone continues to remember and blame him. Nightmares sometimes stop by in his sleep, guilt continues to haunt. Sometimes when Amoy fell asleep he felt Alan beside him.

The scorching sun had entered the slit of Amoy's room window. It was noon Amoy did not come out of his room. After the incident last night, Amoy hit his mother's favorite cat did not dare to come out of the room, he even held hungry because from yesterday afternoon had not eaten anything. If it wasn't for this afternoon's lecture, Amoy wouldn't have left his room. But he could not skip college because there was an important MK.

Amoy's heart was pounding, afraid he might face Betry. Karen Henry and Sella are not home, so angry you can kill her.

Amoy's steps stopped in front of the door, Betry just came out of the car door, a sad and tired look on his aging face. Unfortunately, Amoy did not escape.

"Plakk." The hard slap that I don't know how many times Amoy got, now back Betry did. "Fucking kid." His hand had now gripped Amoy's neck, until Amoy coughed cough, he tried to release his mother's hand that was like a possessed person. "Why aren't you the only one who's dead, you're not satisfied you killed my son and now you're killing my cat." Surely the cat that Amoy hit yesterday could not be saved.

"Mother be aware" Amoy managed to remove the funeral Betry hand, seen Amoy's neck reddened with a finger.

"You have to realize, you could kill your father and brother tomorrow, or you could kill me."

"Mother." Amoy's tears can't be contained anymore.

"I must kill you, before you kill the others." Betry's hand tried to slap Amoy again, but Amoy managed to pull him over.

" Because it's all because of you, when Alan was alive you didn't like him you even hated Alan."

"Yes, I do sometimes hate him, I envy him, I just keep defending Alan even though I know he's wrong, Mom always compares me to Sella. Mother never shared the affection of Mother.Mother always choose affection. Mom's sometimes nice to me if there's only Dad."

"You're selfish, you're too greedy, you should be grateful that I still want to take care of you. But you've become a monster who wants everything, deserves a murderous soul in your life."

"Who ? What's wrong mom, when a kid asks for his mom's love, I don't ask for everything, I just want Mom to share it, tell me a little bit of Mom's affection for me." Amoy was confused to say especially to his mother, whatever he said was always wrong in Betry's eyes. "Mother, listen to me well. Alan forced me out." It was Alan who forced Amoy to go with him. "Why just beat me, instead of Sella also involved, if only Sella had not been coaxed by mine, would Alan and I have come out ? Mom kept throwing all the blame at me. I've never blamed Sella because I love Alan and Sella."

"Why should I blame Sella for what's clearly your fault, I know you did something to Alan before he died."

Amoy breathed his breath, his mother was completely obsessed with Alan.

"And also my brother, my twin, how can I do anything that could harm him." Amoy looked at his mother. "Mom realize, Alan is gone, not only is Mom devastated by her loss, I'm also very sad mom."

Amoy left Betry, Amoy spoke at length, his mother would never understand.