I LET YOU SMILE

Rejection & Promise of Amelia Gunawan.

30.08.2002

I can't deny, that day was the most painful day for me. When I had no one to join, you rejected me and made a very dubious promise. One question is, Do you really love me? Or are you just following your selfishness? I want to know that.

“I'm sorry Damar, but I have to reject it, I still have to continue my studies in the UK, don't you know this?”

Amelia looked down embarrassed by the answer, she actually had another consideration as to why she rejected Damar.

‘I don't want you taken advantage of by my father and mother, look at their faces when you want to marry me.

‘I want to change my meek attitude to be even more resolute and worthy to be with you, Honey!’ 

Unfortunately Damar is not a psychic who can read the voice of Amelia, he was already disappointed and looked at his lover with a blank look.

In Damar's right now, he hates his own feelings so much, he's thinking that he won't be rejected by Amelia, but that's all his delusion.

“Maybe I was hoping for Lia too much, I'm so disappointed in you! You better leave now before I get disappointed in you!”

Damar stood up unsteadily, allowing Amelia and her family to leave the Baskoro residence immediately.

“I can't say it now, but someday you'll understand.”

Amelia did not refuse, she walked up to her parents who looked very unhappy with her son's attitude.

Then they boarded the car and left the Baskoro Family Home.

On the other hand, Panca and Gilang comforted their friend's grief. But it didn't work out and they were welcome to go home too, because it was already night time.

“I'm fine, it might just take some time to calm down for a few days, you guys go home because it's night.”

“I permission not to go to the office first for the next few days, I entrust Gamma Mart to both of you.”

“We both know how your character, we will give you as much time as you want, please to calm the heart first kawana.”

“But do not think too much about unnecessary things, you better go on vacation to relieve the anger in your heart.”

He was qualified in his prayers, he did not know to whom else to plead, he was completely sucked into grief.

“I leave everything to you Yes Rabb, if I make a mistake in deciding something, maybe it is the best of you,” pinta Damar in his prayer.

***

A few days passed, Damar was already looking like he always was, he had also walked into the office.

However, there was one thing that made her frown, a handwritten letter from Amelia was on her desk.

“Who put this letter here?”

“I did it Mr.”

“A few days ago there was a woman who claimed to be your lover, forcing me to give this letter to you.”

“The woman knows that it is impossible for her to meet you in a time like yesterday, therefore she wrote this letter.”

“Sial! Did he say a farewell sentence or something?”

“Indeed what you said, if not wrong he said he wanted to leave for Jakarta today at 09.15 from the airport.”

“After that will fly directly to England. What is it, sir? Are there any other commands?”

Damar immediately saw the watch on his right arm, then he told his secretary to immediately prepare a car for his own driving.

“Lia! What do you think of until you just want to say goodbye to me by letter? Do you still think of me?”

Damar's mind was everywhere, after everything was ready, he immediately gas-fired to the airport, because the time had shown at 08:30.

“Wait for me at Lia airport!”