
Pov Rindi's
I reflected myself in front of the mirror right now, without me noticing, a red tinge rose on the left and right cheeks considering Arkan's treatment.
What I have to do, so that the man stops putting hope, I do not want to be in love with anyone, the shadow of the past is still recorded clearly in the memory. cause Mas Rifan betrayed me for my lack that can no longer give him offspring, and Arkan, right now he doesn't know about my womb that can't breed anymore and I'm sure if Arkan knows it then he must have left me and picked another woman, who could have given him offspring.
Before I go too far, I'd better tell him, so he can back off and not come after me.
And Mas Rifan, the man, despite many changes in him, but I am not satisfied with him enough. It could be, at this time he is just camouflaging to be a good person, then again ravaging my heart, he said, I don't want the past to repeat itself.
Do you know, you guys? in this world nothing is impossible. Sometimes, friends can be opponents, brothers can be enemies, to achieve their goals they have to hide their demon faces and camouflage as angels. So, they have to hide their demons, I decided not to trust anyone, not without cause, but because it was betrayed by the closest people who made me like this.
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Morning time....
The early morning chirping of birds managed to wake me up, the gusts pulled the blanket that covered half the body and threw it origin. Today I have an appointment with Mas Rifan, who is the one who has been, he asked me to come to the boutique at first quite surprised to know the boutique was his. But considering Mas Rifan is a hard worker, so it seems no wonder that success comes to him.
Ah yes, I almost forgot about that waitress named Rina, it looks like I have to give her a little reprimand so that she is more polite to the customer who came, her behavior is very embarrassing, so it was a shame, what if the customer feels uncomfortable with the service.
"Lisa....."
"Yes ma'am, can anyone help?"
"where is Rina?" ask Lisa, 'cause I haven't seen her since.
Lisa is the manager at the restaurant, she is very deft and also professional, not wrong mas Gibran recommended her to be the manager at this restaurant.
"Oh, Rina, I told him to send an order to the company ahead of there." Lisa pointed across the street where there was a big company.they often ordered food in this restaurant.
"Next time don't tell him, he can give a bad image to the restaurant and I don't want my customers to feel uncomfortable, with his coquettish attitude.
"Well Ma'am, in the future if he makes a mistake again, then I will act firmly on him." said Lisa straightforwardly.
I smiled, however I didn't want my customers to run away just because waitresses like Rina.
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Arriving at the boutique with an erratic feeling, before going inside I want to make sure first appearance well, to stay beautiful when viewed. I had to make him regret for betraying me for a disgusting fly.
Suddenly someone blocked my hand, pulled me aside.what the hell is he! although he covered half of his face with a mask, I could recognize him.
"Mirna, let go of my hand!" pekikku while looking at him sharply.
"Heh, fucking woman! because of you, Mas Rifan kicked me out of the house.I'll give you a reckoning!"
I smiled at him, Mirna who I used to consider innocent turned out to be more terrible than the actor named Rina.
"So now, you're showing your real fangs in front of me?" many ensure.
"If so, why? surprised you! just so you know, I'm tired of pretending to be nice in front of you!" he pointed at my face but I remained relaxed and calm.
"Oh yeah? I should have ransacked you a few years ago with the actor" I replied casually, a smile rising on my lips.
"What do you mean, talk like that?" he looked nervous, his face changed.
I took out a small knife from the bag, I deliberately prepared a knife to keep myself from danger. Lately I feel someone continues to follow my steps.
"Don't fuck around! or I'll scream!" she said terrified, Mirna swallowed her saliva with difficulty, sweat had soaked her temples I could see her whole body also shaking.
"So brave, how come the guts are now?" I said withholding laughter.
"Eh bushyet! kayak chased by ghosts." I screamed as I burst into laughter.
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"Rindi, what are you doing here? why not come in?" a familiar voice filled my eardrum. I quickly slipped the knife into the bag.
"Here, just came in." I said without seeing his face, it reminded me of my son. I must be strong now, must not look weak in front of him.
"Let's go in," Mas Rifan invited while embracing my shoulder, I let go of his hand and then walked ahead of him.
"Get in my room, we're talking inside."
"Just go ahead, I hurry up. I said without further ado.
Mas Rifan let out his breath and then exhaled it quietly.
"Okay, about this boutique..."
"How much." cut me fast, not a rich snob just that I was lazy to make eye contact with him.
"I'm sorry, but it's not for sale."
Heh what does he mean, he still kekeuh do not want to sell it.
"This baby was deliberately set up for someone" he added while staring at my attached bead
"If it's for someone, then why? the design is exactly the same as I wanted, you deliberately heat me up?"
"Because, this is for you!"
What does it mean to say that, he wants me to believe? oh, I won't.
"What's your max?"
"Aren't you aware? the name of this boutique is Rumah Rindi. sorry if you just grant your wishes now.
I was fixated on hearing it, I was indeed from the beginning completely unaware of the name of the button, I just went in according to Mas Gibran's direction.
"I give you this boutique, accept it, please, I know it can not make up for my mistakes in the past but believe me I regret every action, my stupidity causes our son to die, Rindi... allow me to make amends to you.You may take everything I have even my soul even if you please punish me." said Mas Rifan, he knelt before me, crying so much that the entire boutique employee looked at him dumbfounded, Mas Rifan didn't even care about it.
"Mas, wake up please, don't be like this.
"No, I do not want to wake up, until you forgive me, I live in the shadow of sin. If b*nuh self is not a sin I may have done it a long time ago. You tau? I look strong but I'm actually fragile.
My tears run down the river, I can't hold them back.
"As a wife I may be able to forgive you, but as a mother, my heart hurts too much. Forgiving you is something that is difficult for me, I am not a gentle-hearted angel, I'm just an ordinary human being with a heart and a feeling that even though all these years of injury will remain, the soul of a wounded mother can't be healed easily.
"I know, please let me fix this, we'll start at the beginning and I promise you we'll find a way to get our kids...."
"Enough mas!" I cut her off. You're gonna give me a son from another woman? do you think I want to share a husband with another woman huh!" It feels like I want to slap his mouth right now, this man is somehow made of what his heart is made of.
"Bu-not that I mean.
"Then what was it like? I better get out of here, forget about this crap I didn't buy it even you gave me for free I still don't want to."
I ran away from the boutique with my eyes poked, Mas Rifan kept calling me he was chasing me trying to explain it, but my car was speeding away leaving him. my heart is broken to pieces, the wounds that once were still there do not add to it anymore.
...Happy Reading's!...