
This life is not always easy to live. We can never be sure or know for sure the things that await us there. Even we can not go back to the past even though all the shadows and memories in that time are still clearly remembered in our minds to re-embrace ourselves, it encourages us to live our lives with awareness.
Over the years I have managed to convince myself that the pain of memories feels heavier and longer than happy moments. Therefore, using some kind of cruel emotional math, I decided it was better not to seek love, friendship, even friendship."
Life has an awkward rhythm. It takes a long time to realize this. Decades. Even centuries. The rhythm is not easy. Anyway, the rhythm remains. His speed changed and went down. Inside the structure there is a structure, and inside the pattern is stored a pattern. It's amazing."
And when memories of the past
painful and dangerous actions threatened my life that made me weak in an instant.Even in my daydreams it occurred to me that I would spend half my life in prison.
But no, it turns out that God has another plan right on this day God again gives me a new glimmer of hope, I was led to re-reflect the meaning of life. right on this day the guard gave me a letter of freedom legally I was released for good behavior. My sentence was cut to ten years. now ten years have passed I again breathe fresh air, looking at the skyscrapers so many times I thanked God for giving me a gift I never thought of before.
Finally I am free. Yes, I am free after ten years in prison. See how extraordinary God's plan is not it? he gave me a chance to return to an outside world full of mirages.
There is no special welcome like those who when free will be warmly welcomed by the family, waiting in front of the gate.I am really alone, I am, like a piece of trash wasted living a piece of kara is much more painful.Ah, Abizar.
The lingering longing for my son led me to immediately meet his navel, but this move was puzzled as I forgot the path to Abizar's tomb. it seemed that everything became foreign apparently ten years I left behind brought a lot of changes in the city.I was like a stranger who had just set foot in my own city.
Lots of development everywhere, the streets are full of traffic jams, the sound of simple horns, making the air become not fresh the spread of pulosi increasingly become.
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With the potluck money I made a mini bus to my restaurant, yes I do have a restaurant left by my parents and it's all I trust Mas Gibran to manage it. of course it was all without the knowledge of Mas Rifan because I did not want him to control my property. During the prison Mas Gibran only visited me several times because of his busyness in the restaurant which is getting more and more customers.
Upon arrival there my smile more and more they see the restaurant that looks changed for the better.Modern design of the current style creates a sense of comfort for every customer who comes. and what amazes me most is that the name of the restaurant is still on my name there is nothing changed by Mas Gibran. that man really carries out his trust well.
"Rindy!" apparently Mas Gibran had noticed my presence that the man looked surprised probably didn't expect me to be free."
I smiled at him and then reached out. Mas Gibran seemed confused his forehead shriveled may still not believe in my sudden presence.
"How are you doing, Mom?"
"Thank God I'm good, but you, how can you be free, didn't you say ten more years?"
I don't like going towards him. Mas Gibran was the son of my late parents' best friend.A few years ago I entrusted the restaurant to him, because my busy care for Abizar made me not focus on the restaurant.
"At least let me in first, my feet are already sore standing outside like this" I said which made him laugh and immediately told me to come in."
"Hahaha I'm sorry, but this isn't a dream, is it? you're totally free, Rindi, welcome to your restaurant" he said enthusiastically with sparkling eyes."
"Sttt!" I smothered his mouth lest people know that I own this restaurant, let them think it's yours."
"What if they know that this restaurant is yours."
"Did you forget my title of a murderer? what if the restaurant customer on the run." I whispered right in his ear."
Gibran widened his eyes.
"That was many years ago.people have also forgotten times?"
I let out a long sigh, I hope so, because we don't know what's going to happen up ahead. The future remains a mystery. Life always brings unexpected surprises.
"Rest here, this room I deliberately renov. to rest when tired now this room is yours." he said that made me realize it turns out we have arrived in front of a room."
I looked at a room that was quite large.This room used to be my work space but now it is turned into a room. Mas Gibran is great at developing this restaurant well without him this restaurant is nothing.
Just about to mumble suddenly the door of the room in the ketok from the outside.
Tok tok....
Inevitably I got back up to open the door of the room. Apparently a waiter.
"What's wrong?"
"Sorry Ma'am, introduce me to Rina's waitress res...."
"Wait on! did I not hear wrong? tell me again what your name is!"
She calls herself Rina. That name I hate to hear, it's the name that breaks me, it's the same name as the female snatch guy's husband.
"S-I'm Rina Bu the waiter of the restaurant."
"out! and don't ever mention that name in front of me!"
"But why ma'am, what's my fault."
"I hate your name! you understand!"
"See, ma'am, then excuse me for making you uncomfortable."
I really don't want to hear that name anymore, even though it's been years but the deep wound here is still gaping wide.
I rushed out to meet Mas Gibran. My mood became very chaotic due to the name of a servant. Mas Gibran looked busy at the cashier table with the nimble thin mustachioed man serving customers who were about to pay for his food.
I stood silently waiting for him to finish.but suddenly a man greeted me he looked neat with the tuxedo he was wearing.My eyes glared sharply realizing who the man who greeted me was.
She is....."
"Congratulations on your freedom." he said that made me waver"
"Thank you very much, but.... What are you doing here?"
"Of course you're eating, this is a restaurant anyone can eat here."
"Then, please enjoy the food I go first."
"Wait on! I want to talk to you." He's blocking my hand."
"Sorry sir, next time I have to work" I told a lie while avoiding him."
The bead of his eyes still looked at me without a blink, just let me not want any love in my life whether it was him or anyone who came in the future.
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