I Have Papa

Curhatan Rangga's

"This is Langga's toy!" rangga said with a cheerful smile, while Angga scratched his head.

"Was there a lot of Rangga toys, it's in a bag with all the toys?" tanya Angga immediately helped her son lift a bag containing toys

"Yes, this is all about Langga's toys" replied Rangga with a cheerful cheer.

Angga came out with Rangga carrying the bag, Zara was shocked because she did not expect that Rangga took everything

"That's all coming out?!" tanya Zara will protest, cleaning up Rangga's toys takes up quite a lot of time

"Langga wants to play kama Om doktel ma" said Rangga immediately pulled the ritz bag until the bag was wide open

"Gak papa, I will help you settle" said Angga as if understanding to Zara's concerns

Zara breathed a heavy breath and nodded. With great enthusiasm Rangga rolled over the bag and took out all the contents. Incredibly, the toy immediately fell apart filling the carpet they were sitting on.

"Let's play Om" said Rangga

"Come on!" Angga replied no less enthusiastically.

The two then played various toys owned by Rangga, from cars, robots, trucks, but Angga's eyes were turned on a small doll and he took it

"It's Rangga's?" ask Angga

Rangga who was playing the train turned and looked at him

"No, it's Jacmin's" replied Rangga

"Jasmine?" ask Angga

"That's Dinda's son, Jasmin. They will often play with Sama Fatih, and Abyan kak" said Zara

"Oohh,," Angga just be O ria

"So, aren't you going to the hospital anymore?" ask Zara

"No, the practice hours are also finished, then go straight home" replied Angga

"Oh, yes, that's it" replied Zara

Angga continued to play with Rangga, but the boy was already looking sleepy, Zara saw the clock still showing at 2 pm. Maybe Rangga is also tired and needs rest.

"Rangga, Rangga bobok afternoon first yuk, his eyes already look sleepy" said Zara

"But later Om Doktel come home if Langga is not ma" said Rangga as if he did not want Angga to go

"Next time you can play again. Om will also have to go home" persuaded Zara

Rangga's face looked sad at that moment

"Langga wants to be deaf but in Temenin Om" said Rangga to Angga, the boy's gaze looks so sincere when pleading with Angga

Angga turned to Zara but Zara did not act

"Yes, now Rangga sleep yes, Om temenin Rangga to sleep" said Angga

"Holtee! Come Om we go to Kamal" said Rangga immediately pulled the hand of Angga to invite him to the room. Then Angga stood up and followed Rangga's steps to invite him

"I put Rangga to bed first" Angga said and Zara nodded.

Then Rangga put himself on the bed with Angga, while Zara chose to clean up Rangga's scattered toys.

"Om," said Rangga

"All the Langga toys are the mama who bought them. Langga ceneng, but also sad" said Rangga

"sad? sad why?" asked Angga while gently stroking Rangga's head

"Kalena Langga was never bought a toy cama papa. Langga has no papa, langga wants to have papa temen temen langga" said Rangga with eyes sayup sayup already almost closed

The deg!

Angga's heart felt in the crumb to hear his son's speech. His words were so innocent yet so piercing into his heart. Angga wanted to cry to hear Rangga's complaint, in his embrace of the tiny body whose owner had slept it, Angga could not say a word anymore

"I'm sorry papa son, sorry papa, if papa met you a long time ago, surely you will not feel like this" said Angga

No different with Zara who heard Rangga's words, her heart felt so sick. All this time he was too selfish, but he also did not have the courage to look for Angga, let alone hold the man accountable. He promised Angga that day. Zara drew water from the corner of her fallen eye without asking. He flinched when his shoulder was touched by someone. Then Zara turned her head and saw Angga was already beside her .

"I'm sorry, Zara instead cried as she sat down with Angga. Angga pulled Zara and gave the woman a backrest.

"I am to blame, all because of my fault" Zara said with sobs

"No, it's not all your fault, it's my fault. I shouldn't have let your lives be lost like this. I should have been looking for information about you a long time ago, I thought you were happy with someone else, but it turns out that you carried a very heavy burden for many years. I can't imagine how the two of you have been living your life this long" Angga pulled Zara into the man's arms. Angga further tightened his embrace, spilling everything at that moment.

Zara could no longer speak, she could only cry, lamenting her previous mistakes. But time cannot be turned back, but he is so happy because Rangga was born into this world safely .

After a long time both of them put a burden on their hearts, Zara began to move want to stay away, both drifting in feelings, until involuntarily when hugging.

"Sorry, I've hugged you" Angga said before Zara got angry

"Hem" Zara turned her face away, she was so embarrassed to feel at ease while sharing her feelings with the man who until that second was still the King in her heart. But he realized the status of the two was not clear. Then the two cleaned up Rangga's toys that scattered together together.

"Ra, tomorrow weekend right, I want to invite Rangga and you go on the road" said Angga

"Where's sis?" ask Zara

"To the playground, surely Rangga likes" said Angga

"Emm, yes, yes, Zara will tell Rangga if she is awake" replied Zara

"Oh yeah, can't you after today, I'm the one who picked up Rangga in daycare? and we go together to the hospital" said Angga

Zara looked up and looked at Angga

"Later people in the hospital gossip about us" Zara said

"Why should you listen to people? this is our life, no need to think about the words of others" said Angga

"But, Zara's new at the hospital. Zara feels bad, if we arrive we leave together. If you want to anter Rangga to day care not papa, but Zara tetep to her own office. Zara does not want to be a gosipan material" said Zara

"Yes already then. Um, should you and Zara just move into the apartment?" said Angga but Zara was silent, she was thinking

"In my apartment, if you're here, I don't feel good here often. This is the hospital Mess, of course many doctors who stay here, he said did not want to be gosipan material" said Angga reversing said Zara

"Apartment?" Zara's memory goes back to the past, when the two spent the night together until Rangga was present in the middle of them. Suddenly Zara's face turned red...

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Red why Zara?! got paint? what's the food coloring?!😅