I Have Papa

The Divorce of Tears

Chequelek

Zara went inside with a bag of food. Instantly his body froze when the gaze of his eyes met with Angga who was also frozen staring at him.

The deg!

Zara tried to resist the rumbling inside her chest that suddenly attacked her. Zara believes this will happen sooner or later, Angga will know everything. Zara was resigned if indeed Angga will know all of it and will not cover up the reality.

The thousands of questions that were in the head of Angga suddenly disappeared, all vanished while staring at Zara's netra. It felt like he could not imagine how suffering the young lady had endured all by herself all this time. It must have been hard, living alone without a family, taking care of the child alone without a husband. From the outside he looks fine, but it turns out that inside he holds a lot of the burden of life.

Zara's eyes would be glassy, but Zara immediately cut off her eye contact with Angga and walked slowly into the room. While Angga also walked away from Rangga and approached Zara.

Then Zara put the plastic she was carrying on the table. Angga was right next to him

"I want to talk, but not here" said Angga holding a tremendous roar in his heart

Zara did not reply with a remark, yet she nodded her head in agreement. Surely Angga did not want Rangga to wake up, so he invited Zara to talk elsewhere. Both of them came out of Rangga's room, then Zara put Rangga back in the nurse who was on guard that night. Then the two young parents walked down the hospital hallway, Zara was on the right side of Angga, and the two were silent as they continued to walk to where they were headed.

The one in front of Angga's office,

"Come in, we're talking inside," Angga said.

Zara did not refuse, she also entered the room Angga, because that night, in the hospital there are also many people, of course they do not want many people to know the problems of both of them. After Zara entered, Angga immediately closed the door. The two sat together on the sofa.

For a while the two were still silent and busy with their respective minds.

"Explain to me Ra" Angga said breaking the silence in the room

"What should I explain, brother? hasn't Angga seen it?" zara replied without looking at Angga. He wouldn't be able to speak if he met the man

"So Rangga's really my son?" asked Angga by touching Zara's shoulder, making the young mother turn to him

"Yes, your son Rangga " replied Zara with a serious look.

Angga's eyes look glassy, all answered already. So it's true that Rangga is his son, the result of his one-night love with Zara.

"Why are you keeping all this from me Ra? why?" asked Angga with a difficult look that means Zara. Both of his hands locked Zara's arms so as not to turn from before her.

Zara's eyes were glassy, her lips were already trembling as her gaze met with Angga's gaze. Zara was really not strong enough to withstand the rumbling that attacked inside the chest, it felt like it was going to explode because the time had come.

"What, Brother Angga forgot, with , what did Zara say first?! " Say Zara with quivering lips. He was holding back the crying at the time

"Which words?! , ," asked Angga as if he had forgotten what Zara had said. Though he remembered very well, and even the word Zara like haunting him.

"If, Zara is pregnant, Zara will not hold Angga accountable. So why does Angga know everything?" Zara said she couldn't hold back her tears anymore

"You're really selfish Ra! egotistical! isn't it enough you've punished me for years?! you leave me, now you want to keep me away with my son?!" ask Angga

Zara was unable to speak anymore, she was already in a flood of tears . Zara cried as it happened, feeling the heavy burden that she had been carrying really felt very heavy. Being a disgrace in her family, she was expelled and had to bear the shame of being pregnant without a husband.

"No brother, I, do not intend to keep you away, only I want Angga's brother to know by himself. Even now I will not keep Rangga and his father away. If you came because of Rangga, meet him, but I beg you, don't tell me now if his elder brother. I don't want to, Mental Rangga is broken, if he knows, he was born from a big mistake of his parents. I'm afraid," Zara sobbed sobbing

"Zara please, brother, be patient to wait. Maybe after Rangga can accept the presence of his brother, we say it slowly to Rangga. ", said Zara with full request.

"Well, as long as you give me the opportunity to get close to Rangga" Angga said and Zara nodded

"Yes, I'm not " replied Zara

Angga lowered his hand from Zara's arm, while the woman was still crying. Not only Zara, Angga also cried even though he did not make a sound.

Zara did not dare to look at Angga, she just looked down and wiped her tears with the tissue she took from the table

"Zara can live this life,, because of Rangga. No matter what life Zara has experienced Zara will be able to go through with Rangga" replied Zara whose tears melted again. She recalled how her family had expelled her because she had chosen to keep an innocent fetus in her womb

"I want to know how you lived after your family kicked you out" Angga said

Zara's face lifted and sat down with Angga

"Son Angga knew Zara was kicked out of the house?" ask Zara in shock

"Yes, I know. You should have been looking for me by then Ra! not even hiding! " say Angga

"Why do you carry this burden yourself?" ask Angga

Zara was unable to speak anymore, her shoulders kept going up and down as she cried again in her grief.

"What could Zara do then? while Zara was afraid that brother would reject me after what Zara did . Zara was only able to give up her life at that time and Zara did not have the courage to come again" Zara replied

"I really don't think about you!" angga

The two went back to silence after Angga said that

"How can you be expelled? how do you live? where were you staying all that time?!" tanya Angga. Even if time could be turned around again, he would not let Zara live a miserable life. Angga wants to be angry, but angry at who?

Zara wiped her tears, throwing out the snot that filled her nose. After that Zara recounted the incident many years ago when she could be kicked out of the house.

",,,,,,,after being expelled, Zara stayed with her sister Dinda for a week at her house. Later, Zara tried to apply for work at several hospitals, until Zara was accepted at the Tri Medika branch hospital. Because Zara's condition was pregnant, so many hospitals that have not been able to accept Zara's condition other than the hospital. After getting a job as a guard doctor at IGD, Zara contracted for a house not far from the hospital. Until the time Rangga was born, Only brother Dinda and Pak Dika who always bother Zara at that time" said Zara again wiped her tears

"You can ask Dinda for help, but why not me?" tanya Angga was really disappointed, like his life was useless to let Zara struggle alone to raise their son.

"Sorry, because there are too many wounds that Zara inflicted on her sister. Zara doesn't want to be a burden on sister!" answer Zara

It felt like Angga was eager to pull the woman in front of him and lock her mouth which had not stopped talking since, but Angga realized the two were no longer teenagers like many years ago

"Looks, we've had enough to talk. I'm going back to Rangga's room" Zara's standing up and is leaving Angga's room.

"Zara!"

Zara looked over when her name was called

"What's up, brother,,?" ask Zara

"Is there no second chance for us to go back to what we used to be?"

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Want to want to want to want to! beware that you don't want Ra! I'm kekepin again Angga! I'm taking you all away! 🧐