I found my love in the pesantren

episode 40's

without feeling Alma is 1 month old.This cute little baby feels very big quickly.Every day this little baby becomes a struggle between abi and her jaddin. even now ammi rarely to the office in order to play with alma. do not be asked if ammah.every alma wake up, ammah always accompany alma. many clothes are ammah buy for alma although there are still many that have not been worn alma. even alma was with me only when she wanted to suckle and sleep at night because alma was still sleeping in the living room with her baby box. I'm very lucky to have a family that loves me and my son very much, but what if we go home later. I can't think of that because it would make me sad and feel guilty....

"to eat first" call ammah

"yes mah"

"here is the alma" pinta ammah

"let fisya put in his box aja. ammah eat with fisya yes"

"you eat later.you eat first .mumpung still warm"

"ammah, fisya want to eat with ammah.may ya" ask me. Ammah also want to come eat together.

these last few days ammah is indeed more often reasoned to want to be with alma when in fact I know that ammah eating with me there will be sadness in him. after eating we chatted in the living room while watching alma.

'assalamualaikum mas' greet me to mas zaky on the phone

'Waalaikumsalam dear. have eaten?'

'already.this just the same ammah'

'where's alma?'

'alma's sleeping, mas's coming home at what time?' ask me

'this wants to go home, but still want to stop by the office of ammi for a while. earlier ammi called asking mas there. anyone wants to be ordered ngak?'

'no koq mas. yes have been careful. assalamualaikum mas'

'Waalaikumsalam darling'

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in the afternoon, mas zaky and ammi have reached home.and incidentally also alma has taken a bath and ammi directly carried it. while mas zaky directly to the room to clean. if even to carry alma it will also be difficult so let it go.

"what a darling"

"what's up?" ask me. because it's not usually zaky mas irit to talk if only two with me.

"a gold restaurant in Indonesia again needs mas. what do you think?"

"if it has to be handled, how else.but how about alma?"

"the letters alma already take care of alma was born, so there is no problem if alma"

"had said ammah?" ask me. mas zaky shook his head

"mas said it used to be equally ammah if we want to go home.when will he go home?"

"yesterday"

"fisya follow how good.yes already clean-up first. fisya want to prepare dinner"

"thank you" she said, kissing my forehead, smiling and coming out of the room to prepare dinner.

dinner today feels so tense even though mas zaky has not told ammah.Even alma who usually wakes up at this hour, he really sleeps from earlier. after dinner, even alma who usually wakes up at this time, we gathered in the family room and mas zaky said that we would go home. initially ammah asked in the retreat some time.but ammi tried to give understanding to ammah.

"promise yes if there is time to play here" said ammah.we just nodded

"can alma sleep with ammah tonight?"

"what's not troublesome ammah later"

"no boy, yes"

"iya ammah. later Asinya fisya kasih ammah. Ammah want to sleep here?" ammah nodded.