I found my love in the pesantren

episode 30's

"mas can ask you?"

"wasnwhat?" ask her while sleeping on my thigh.

"about the past"

"what do you want to know?" tanyanya while holding my hand tightly

"the past mas. about the woman who once said. mas temen has a relationship what is he?" ask me very carefully

"sorry if you are honest about aira. mas is not ready to make a story because it will open old wounds that have been trying to menggelupain"

"fisya does not want if someday there is a misunderstanding because of the past mas who never fisya know"

"okay mas story but mas ask you to be horrified yes" he said.grip the date is getting tighter in my hand.

"from graduating SD mas already live in the same yemen ammi mahfud. when mas was still High School mas ever returned here and aira was one of the santri here. since then, I've often come back here when I'm on holiday"

"fisya mas friends never come home"

"mas emang ngak never come home dear after something happened. exactly six years ago.pas you just mondok here"

"do you want to go home.do not miss the same ummi abah?" ask me while stroking her hair

"want to continue with the story" he asked

"okay lah. continue the story"

"so when he was already a manager, mas came back here precisely the month of fasting, that time because mas wanted to tell abah if mas had a relationship with one of his students. but it turns out he was one of the santri who married abah on the night of 21 Ramadan. though he and I had a plan to make it serious but it turns out he prefers others than mas. and since then mas never come back here again"

"same ummi know?" ask me, and he shook his head while closing his eyes

"ummi actually knows, but ummi never brought up the problem again"

"the last news that I know she was with her husband ngabdi in the branch cottage, but do not know again now will mas come home here a month before we married. it was also forced abah"

"oh so forced marriage is the same fisya. mas tau ngak if actually fisya more forced than mas" said I deliberately

"even if it is necessary now there is already this" he said while stroking my stomach

"continue why do you never want to be invited to the same sowan abah ummah?"

"yes because fisya know there must finally be an arranged marriage.id abah and father have known for a long time so ngak close the possibility of the matchmaking occurred.the proof though ngak meet is also fooled equally mas"

"but the plan abah same ummah good indeed pas ngedeketin us let alone ask nganterin you to the place pkl. masya god bidadari from which abah love to mas"

"don't dreadlocks have the same fissure"

"honey to the room yuk. mas drowsy"

"shalat first mas. later in the afternoon there is a schedule naji kan in the cottage. oh yes mingyu in front of the ummah ask us to go home his son uncle wedlock"

"what's the resto doing?"

"afterwards"

"not tired of traveling long distances?" he asked while sitting next to me

"yes, rest at the house of the ummah for a moment"

"okay lah. ya yuk salat continue to rest. do you want to eat first?"

"fisya still full. later if it's laper again"

we also went to the room to clean and pray dhuhur congregation and after that rest.