I Desire the Love of My Husband

I'll Still Be Back

"You go, it's noon."

"No, I told you I'm not going in today."

Zahra stared silently at Dion, why Dion had to do that, but Zahra had said she only wanted time alone.

"No problem, I can replace today with another day, you don't have to feel guilty."

"If you don't go, let me go."

"Don't be like that, you stay here, don't go anywhere before you get better."

Zahra was silent, where Dion was indeed the first choice to come to mind, Zahra was no one after Inggrid.

When Zahra arrived, Dion was already preparing to go to the office, but Dion canceled it because he wanted to accompany Zahra alone.

Now, Zahra was a little calmer, no Bian was able to make Zahra return her composure easily.

"So, what's up, now you can tell?"

Zahra was silent, since Zahra had indeed continued to cry, many questions from Dion could not be answered even if only one of them.

"Zahra, don't you believe me, you can tell me whatever your burden is, let's say."

"I can't leave that man."

"What does it mean, I know that you already want it."

"But I don't want to continue like this."

"What's this like, I don't know what's going on."

"Why is he always so rude?"

Dion turned away for a moment, so Zahra's cry was due to Bian's rude, daring manner.

"Why can't he appreciate me a little, why he always forces everything according to his wishes."

Dion rubbed Zahra's shoulder, could it be that if Zahra didn't have to cry anymore, she would have trouble speaking if she had to cry again.

"Patience first, story first, calm down don't be too hot."

"He's been brash, he doesn't respect me at all."

Dion narrowed his eyes, his mind instantly blurred, so Dion recalled what he had seen before Zahra and Bian's wedding day.

"He's so stupid to respect women, he never thinks a little about what I want."

"Bian is hard, I know that, but I've never seen him have a lover, so I don't know how he treats women."

"But there was once a Sintia who was so after him."

"Bian ignored it, I thought all because Bian couldn't accept it, so Bian behaved like that."

"Bian doesn't want me either, he deserves to be like that to me."

"What's he doing?"

Zahra gulped, her eyes closed, everything Bian had done to her danced back in her memory.

Zahra could not accept with all that, Bian had already snatched away everything disrespectfully.

"Zahra."

Zahra lowered her head, she covered her face with both hands, her cries resounding, getting deeper and more bitter.

"Zahra, don't make me think badly, tell me to be clear."

Zahra shook her head, whatever Dion thought must be true, wasn't Bian just as brash as before.

"Zahra."

Dion shook his head, he pulled Zahra into his arms, as difficult as it was for Zahra to speak, what a bad treatment Bian had for her.

"I wanted to kill him last night, I wanted to hurt him with everything I could do, everything he never imagined, I wanted to do."

Dion was silent, it seemed like Zahra was going to say everything, and hopefully what he would hear would not be the same as what he was thinking right now.

"I want to kill him, but I can't do it, why?"

"Suttt, you know the answer, ask yourself."

"But I hate him, I can't take it all, he's so brash."

Instead of answering, Zahra was crying more and more, a cry that made Dion's hand slowly clench, what's wrong if Dion justifies everything he thinks right now.

"He's really bad."

"Why don't you fight him, you can run from him Zahra."

There was no answer, Dion rubbed his face in annoyance, so Bian had gotten everything, he had already touched Zahra completely, how could the man do it.

"You don't want it either, you want it the same way that you keep quiet when Bian does."

Zahra immediately let go of Dion's embrace, amid a lull in his anger Zahra tried to patiently stare at Dion.

Dion's words were very demeaning to him, didn't Dion know that marriage wasn't the real thing.

"You love it, and you're also starting to want it, you deserve it."

Zahra did not budge, was it true that Dion was humbling him at this time, that sentence felt very disrespectful to him.

"Why Zahra, what did I say was true?"

"It's so narrow of your mind, I'm grateful."

Zahra got up and passed away, Dion hitting the table in front of him, irritated once Dion with his own thoughts.

"Zahra."

Dion got up and caught up with him, he pulled Zahra who had come out of his house.

"Once, I'll get out of here, don't bother thinking about anything else."

"Zahra, I'm sorry."

"Go away, I have to go home."

"Zahra, I told you you can't go anywhere now."

Zahra tried to pull his hand away from Dion's prisoner, but the stronger Zahra tried, the stronger Dion's force held him back.

"Once, did you not hear?"

"You're going back to that guy, you're going back with him?"

"Of course, isn't she my husband."

"Omong empty!" snapped Dion.

Zahra closed her eyes and lowered her head, she no longer pulled her hand away from Dion.

"Don't ever call her your husband in front of me again, did you hear?"

"How could it be like that."

"Why can't, he doesn't want you, and it will be like that forever."

Zahra pulled his hand at once, Dion's reduced energy enough to make it easy for him to escape.

"I was wrong for coming here, I should have remembered that our meeting would only disappoint you."

"What else do you mean?"

"I don't like Bian's treatment, but I want him to, I can't just walk away."

"Zahra, with Bian already doing all that doesn't necessarily make you force to stay, Zahra your life still means a lot to people who can appreciate you."

"I'm sorry to bother you, I won't be like this anymore, I have to go home."

"Don't be stupid, I'm sorry for being rude earlier, I didn't mean anything bad."

Zahra shook her head, it was not a problem at all, Zahra would not be able to possibly fuss over such a thing.

Bian's harsh treatment had sufficiently familiarized Zahra with the snaps, no one needed to apologize.

"Zahra, I ...."

"I never intended to give you hope, I came because I thought I could be better, but it turns out I was wrong, good for me can't be good for you either, too, I'm gonna go home and I'm gonna go it all alone, I'm sorry."

Zahra passed away leaving Dion, he did not care about Dion's call, Zahra should be able to think more carefully before stepping.

Coming to Dion was his own selfishness, Zahra thought only of himself, without thinking about Dion as well.