I Desire the Love of My Husband

Make Him Understand

They were so trying to warm things up, Bian still looked glum even though they were all there.

Complete with Vanessa and Sintia, not necessarily make Bian spirit, it seems true if Bian has regretted with everything.

"Zahra says you have to be happy, so don't be like this" whispered Kania.

"Where is he?" ask Bian.

"He's at home, don't expect him to come, because it won't happen until today, save that hope for the day after tomorrow."

"And he's coming?"

Kania shook her head, who knew the answer was only Zahra herself, Kania could not guess what was on Zahra's mind.

Bian nodded, did he still have the right to force Zahra, Bian's months there, not once did Zahra want to see him.

Zahra could really prove her point, she had proven that she was not the weak woman Bian had thought of all along.

"Hey, what's wrong with you, this should make you happy, aren't we like this every year" Dion said.

"Why should you change, go back to being the previous Bian, why is it like this."

"It's bad, and it doesn't seem appropriate."

"Come on, we'll keep going with you, for what a moody thing like this."

Bian smiled a little at the babbling of his friends, they did still care about him, but that was not what he wanted.

Bian only wants to meet Zahra, only one request, but why is it so difficult for Bian to get it.

"Bian, they've really taken the time to come here, can't you appreciate that?" ask Vanessa.

"I'm sorry."

They smiled at the same time, Bian nodded, had he not promised himself to change.

Learn to accept all the bad things that happen without having to reciprocate, and learn to understand if not all his desires can be fulfilled.

"Alright, there is enough talk, there is no need for sadness, we just have to enjoy the short time happily" said Kania.

"That's right" said Dion.

"And I agree," added Sintia.

They spend their short time smiling and laughing, so Bian tries to follow their wishes.

Bian forgot his uneasiness for a moment, forgetting his expectations of Zahra while they were with him.

Bian laughs when a joke comes out, doesn't Bian long for that kind of togetherness, longing for that kind of warmth.

"After improving Mama's child, you're great, don't give up" said Kania.

"Thank you" said Bian.

"You have to remember that there will be rainbows after the rain, even though it is heavy now, the day after tomorrow you will be very happy, life will not be forever below, so do not give up, "sintia said.

Vanessa immediately looked at Sintia, what did she mean to talk like that, Sintia preceded her to say that.

It was really outrageous, so that woman also really liked Bian, could once do that right now.

"Do not hate anyone for this situation, everything that happens is God's will, often the best of God is not what we want, you have to understand that," added Sintia.

Kania and Kemal nodded simultaneously, that was true, and they liked all the Sintia sentences.

Maybe Bian should have been married to Sintia, it could have been better than at this time.

But everything happened, and everything happened was because of Bian's own choices and behavior, and when that happened no one could help him at all.

"Isn't Sintia good, it's a pity that you used to waste her" said Ingrid.

Inggrid's sentence made Vanessa think differently, Sintia had a glance at Vanessa, why Inggrid should say that.

"That's true, but you must not regret anything, are you not just the past, which is now different," said Kania.

Vanessa closed her eyes for a moment, what was this, why were their words like that, were they joking.

Vanessa again glanced at Sintia, she also had a glance at Bian, the woman looked smiling as Bian also smiled at her.

What kind of joke is this, what Sintia has covered from her all this time, is she lying about Bian's figure.

They nodded, and when they were together again joking, Bian received many gifts today.

"You have to keep it well, this is their concern" said Kania.

"Of course, Mama take everything home and save it, I'll open it one day."

"Alright, but specifically from Mama you have to open it today as well."

"Ah, I already know what it is."

Both of them smiled, Kania indeed never changed his gift from year to year.

But not bored, Bian always feel happy with the limits of Kania, he always keep it and use it every time.

Kania's gift is always a favorite gift he has, even when it is sick, Bian still keeps it well, even if he does not wear it anymore.

"Let's eat together" said Inggrid.

"And that's what I've been waiting for since."

"Yes, why was that food ignored for so long?"

"Hurry up, talk a lot."

Bian's friends made them smile, Nur did cook for them even that without being asked.

With their passion to enjoy the food, Bian also looked ravenous, it had been a long time he had not eaten together, because in the cell he was completely alone.

"Can I add this," said Sintia.

"Don't be greedy, neither have I."

Vanessa precedes Sintia to take the crackers there, the two had looked at each other, Vanessa turned first with her upset reaction.

Sintia nodded, it seemed like Sintia understood why Vanessa was like that, well after the completion of the togetherness, Sintia had to be ready with a myriad of questions from Vanessa.

"Here you go, don't scramble, you have to eat all this food" said Ingrid.

"Just calm down, we're the champion, don't worry" Dion said.

His other friend agreed with that, there would be no rivals when they ate, as they would devour whatever was available.

Bian smiled, they indeed remained the same nothing had changed, and Bian was pleased with it.

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"Non Ayra, where are you going?" ask Nur.

"Auntie, I'm gonna go out for a second."

"Non want to catch them?"

Zahra was silent, what to question it, obviously the answer was no, Zahra did not intend to catch up with them in the least.

Zahra was going to go with her own goal, and it felt like Nur didn't need to ask much about it.

"I'm going, Bi."

"When you come back and ask, what should you answer?"

"There won't be any meaningful questions, Oma already knows what to respond to all this."

Nur nodded, hopefully it was true, Nur did not want to get angry again because he did not know where Zahra had gone.

But it seems that what Zahra said is true, not all are aware of Zahra's changes, even for the worst.

"Yes, Bi."

"Oh, yes, no, be careful."

"Ready, Aunt also be careful at home, do not just open the door if there are guests."

The two smiled, Zahra then left Nur and also home.

He will soon find Damar who he said was waiting on the spot, the man will be made to wait again by him.