I choose Your Heart

PHD (5)

Leonard was taken into the IGD room. Lanzi pacing in front of the IGD room. In the midst of his death due to the abandonment of his beloved son and wife, now he also feels fear because his grandfather had a heart attack. Lanzi could only pray for her grandfather to be saved, but fate said something else.

"Sorry, Mr. Lanzi, Mr. Leonard cannot be saved. I'm sorry, we'll take care of Mr. Leonard's body. Excuse me" said the middle-aged doctor.

Complete already the suffering of Lanzi today. He lost all three of his loved ones in a day. Lanzi was no longer able to cry, she just looked like her soul was detached from her body. Leonard has finished being bathed by the hospital attendant. Lanzi escorted the hearse behind her.

***

Fitri regained consciousness and shouted hysterically at the sight of her son and grandson lying lifelessly stiff. Fitri was shocked when the hearse arrived at Leonard's yard. Lanzi got out of the car and took Leonard's coffin. That night, Leonard's house was completely silent, silent. They lost three family members at once.

***

Morning

Lanzi and Fitri stared at the three tombs, before they returned home. Fitri sits between the tombs of Tri and Daren. Cassy and Surya say goodbye first, because Cassy is pregnant and easily tired. While Lanzi stood staring at Fitri who was still sobbing, crying over the death of the princess just wayangnya.

"Mom, let's go home" Lanzi said.

Lanzi pushed Fitri to the car, and they returned home from the funeral. Arriving home, Lanzi locked herself in a room. He sat pensively in bed staring at the photo of Tri on the nightstand.

"Why? I was just a moment, happy with you, with our son. Why did you leave me? You see baby, your picture wearing a wedding dress is still very new, not worn out, not dull. Why are you only present for a moment, accompanying me?" Lanzi held up a photo, Triana in her wedding dress.

***

It's been two days since the funeral of Tri, Daren and Leonard. Lanzi never went out of the room, he really already had no spirit of life. For two days, every meal Fitri brought to Lanzi was intact and untouched.

Until finally, Fitri tried to talk to Lanzi. Fitri made a promise to the late Leonard, while Leonard was still alive. Fitri promised to take good care of Lanzi, but Fitri was confused that Lanzi was unwilling to change and chose to torture himself.

*Tok tock.

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Fitri opened the door after knocking first. Like two days ago, this time Lanzi was also sitting beside the window while holding a photo of Tri and Daren. The dark circles in Lanzi's eyes were so noticeable, indicating he might not be sleeping. Fitri was so sorry to see the state of Lanzi. It had been these three days, Lanzi, not eating, not sleeping, and also cleaning himself. The shirt she was wearing was still the same, as she escorted Tri, Daren and Leonard to their final resting place.

"What am I living for, Mom. If they all left, Lanzi just wanted to follow them away, wherever it was. Lanzi can't live without them, Mom," Lanzi said weakly. Lanzi's lips were pale white, and her skin was flaking because Lanzi did not drink or eat anything. His body began to weaken.

"Hiks .. hiks. You don't care about mom, naturally, I'm just your mother-in-law. What this mother means to you, mother is just your ex-in-law. I've lost my only daughter and grandchild, as well as Mr. Leo, your grandfather, whom I've considered a father to mother. Can't, I hope, so that mom doesn't lose her daughter-in-law too. Hiks .. hiks," Fitri said in his sobs.

Lanzi looked at Fitri Tang who was crying because of her. Lanzi felt guilty, he did not mean to ignore Fitri, but the departure of the three of them made Lanzi hit, slumped.

"Mom, Lanzi has always thought of mother as Lanzi's mother. Mother is as meaningful in Lanzi's heart as they are." Lanzi stared softly at Fitri's two eyes, which continued to shed tears.

"Then? Can't you just live for mom? Why are you torturing yourself and planning to die. All right, if you want to catch up with them, I'll come along" Fitri said.

Fitri looking for scissors on Tri's dresser. A worried Lanzi immediately stood up to Fitri, although with energy that had begun to run out.

"Mom, what are you looking for?" lanzi said beside Fitri.

"Earp or knife, or whatever it is. I'll catch up with them first, so I don't have to watch you die!" fitri said with emotion.

"Mom, no, Ma. Lanzi please, don't do that!" answer Lanzi. Lanzi held onto Fitri's hands to stop looking for sharp objects. But Fitri brushed off Lanzi's hand, Fitri continued to look for sharp objects. Finally Lanzi grabbed Fitri and cried.

"I'm sorry, Lanzi, Mom. Sorry, Lanzi. I don't leave Lanzi" Lanzi said in Fitri's arms. They both hugged and both cried.

"Lanzi promises, won't torture herself Lanzi again, Lanzi promised. As long as I stay alive, don't leave Lanzi, Mom," he said.

"Mother promise, I won't do that. Lanzi keep a promise, Lanzi, to Mom!" fitri's orders.

"Lanzi, promise," Lanzi replied.

Fitri asked Lanzi to sit down, and Fitri greeted Lanzi. After feeding Lanzi and laying Lanzi down, Fitri came out of Lanzi's room. Fitri calls Tom to bring Leonard's family doctor.

An hour later, the doctor came with Tom. Fitri immediately escorted them to Lanzi's room. After the examination, the doctor handed the prescription over a piece of paper. Fitri accepted it, then told her maid to redeem her medicine at the pharmacy.