I Am Among Them
About betrayal
After a few minutes lina was awakened by another nun to question the continuation of Farah's body
"Mom sorry" said the nurse as she patted Lina's sleeping shoulder
"Why is that why?" lina asked in surprise while trying to be conscious
"For the bodies of patients in the ICU room to be taken home and buried alone or assisted by the hospital?" ask sister
To Lina's surprise, she forgot her friend who was still in the ICU and instead fell asleep "a doctor for help from the hospital to be buried only sus" lina said because Farah had no family other than her friend.
"Ohh well then hope you take care of the needs and completeness of data from the patient" said the nurse, while delivering Lina to take care of all the documents.
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Morning arrived and the ambulance took Farah to the cemetery and buried her body there. Assisted with some of Farah's neighbors. It was a very sad morning for Lina, and she continued to blame herself for what happened to Farah. Tears were dripping so hard. It feels sad when he sees his best friend it must be buried. because the chirp mistakes made him have to lose his best friend is so meaningful.
"I'm sorry, farah.. I'm sorry, farah.. Forgive me" that word that woman always said in her heart.. He still remembered the events of yesterday that were so regrettable
~Flashback~
"I have to how, all this is so torturing me, I want to die alone, there's no point in me living. I'm angry at this myself. I have failed. I failed, I'm not strong for all this.. What do I have to do, how, why can he leave me and our son Lin.. I hate him, I hate him.. I want to end my life, I want to die." said Farah on the phone, crying. He's angry at himself. He was desperate for this life.
"You can't cry if you're not struggling to die. Don't die mute your mind. I don't like it when you always say you want to die, I'm tired of it. I'm your best friend. I'm afraid I lost you just because of Hadi's rich jerk. Just tell him he's the bitch. He has betrayed you, he has left you the same child in your womb. Why do you keep talking about him.. This was 3 months after the incident. You are about to give birth in a month, think of yourself and your child. Don't think about it like the bitch, they already have a new child from their rotten act" said Lina advising her depressed friend
"I just don't think the same mas hadi, he could've done it behind me.. I love and trust him, Lin. Why would he do that. I'm not strong to face it myself, I'm not strong if this continues, it feels like if this baby gadaada I want to die alone" said Farah still roared
Remembering the incident 3 months ago where there was a woman and a son who came to arrive and approached her husband, he said, she said that she was 9 months pregnant with Hadi's child and she held her account. The fruit of a foul betrayal between Hadi and a woman named Gita, a 1-child widow who was pregnant with her 9-month-old son hadi. Without saying much, Hadi just left Farah who was pregnant as well. Because basically Hadi had not loved Farah for a certain reason that Farah did not know. Only Hadi knows why he left Farah for no reason.
"Make sure you're threatening suicide again. It's up to you, do everything as you please, and don't listen to my meaningless advice."
Farah p.o.v
Tut's.. Tut's.. Tut's... Tut's.. Ah look even my own best friend turned off his phone, he doesn't care about me anymore. My life is so meaningless. Everyone I loved left me. I'm a dud. In a few moments I will be forgotten, I will be lonely. No one else remembers me. My best friend, my husband, my mother's father, they left me. Everyone didn't even understand this feeling, I was tormented, they thought my problem was trivial. But I can't hold this alone. What is my fault God... Until you put me in this loneliness. I'm falling down on God.. I feel empty.. I am desperate for this life.. There is no more spirit in my life.. Lord... Please listen to me just once.. My world is in darkness right now.. At least give me a glimmer of hope to be happy.. Or take my life, that I may be at peace, without the burden of this life.
Only you son, only you are the life booster of mama. Please do not leave your mother in solitude, do not forget your mother
Mama here won't leave you like your papa.
Farah p.o.v end
Fiiittt............ The sound of a boiling teapot. Farah went up from the floor where she sat and mourned her fate. He gets up to lift the teapot and will make tea to calm down.
He took a lap to lift the teapot so as not to overheat, while daydreaming, he was still sad about what had happened. But when he was about to lift it with a cloth he forgot to turn off the stove, and he was shocked because the steam of the teapot hit his hand. He immediately slammed the teapot. And he was hit by a hot splash of water. Without realizing it the rag even fell into the stove, causing a fire.
At first Farah was not aware of the fire, she was still busy in pain because of the hot water that hit her skin. Before long the fire spread quickly up and Farah realized it. The fire is getting closer to where. Farah was trapped in that fire-filled kitchen. He panicked and confused what he should do. Then he realized his phone was still in the bag. Without a second thought, in a panic he forgot to call the fire department. He called Lina.
But because lina was still upset with the behavior of Farah always wanted to die, Lina also ignored the call from Farah. He left his cell phone in his room and even had dinner with his son. Many times Farah tried to call him but not lifted, until finally Farah felt dizzy because too much hit the smoke, he was unconscious.
The residents realized that their neighbors were experiencing a fire. The owner of the house is still trapped inside. They fought me to put out the fire. Some people call damkars and ambulances. It doesn't take long ghost and ambulance coming.
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"What'sthis? 8 missed calls? A great deal. She's why else" Lina was just about to call back, and there was a call from her neighbor Farah. He told me that Farah's house was on fire. Farah is being rushed to hospital with severe burns, leaving her in a critical condition. Suddenly Lina was shocked and immediately drooped helplessly, she fell to the floor. She was crying so much. He regretted what he had told Farah. He forgets that Farah's person is very neat, so he thinks Farah killed herself. Without a second thought he immediately said goodbye to his son and rushed to the hospital.
~flashback end~
Who would have thought that it was Farah's last phone call. He didn't expect any of this. Lina continued to blame herself for everything that had happened. He vowed to make amends by taking care of Farah's daughter.
