I Allow My Husband to Become Secondary

Incident in the bathroom

"You know for yourself. Our marriage is not a marriage of liking. Or we love each other. We just keep our parents feeling. Have we never negotiated, if one day we will be frank with them." explained Arjuna, trying to remind Kailani with their agreement at that time.

"We just walk like running water. And what we will face in the future. At the right time we'll tell them we can't be together anymore and we're divorced. That's when we can each live again." said Arjuna.

"It's night Kay, let's go to sleep." Arjun asked, then he went back to tilt his body and appeared to be preparing for sleep.

Kailani who was still sitting leaning on the headboard of the bed. I can only breathe heavily. When he heard Arjuna's words about their marriage.

Perhaps as a woman, Kailani's way of thinking was different from Arjuna's.

Arjuna thought their marriage was a game. Their marriage was just a pretend affair. Although marriage itself actually occurs officially and also legally both religion and state.

Arjuna's way of thinking that accepts their marriage. Which seems to be played. A little tickled Kailani's heart. And he did not completely agree with Arjuna's way of thinking.

Despite the fact, Kailani does not have any feelings for Arjuna at all.

At the beginning of their marriage. Kailani has also agreed and agreed to undergo their marriage with the temple.

But getting here, when their marriage has been running for less than a month. Makes Kailani feel something is wrong. By their pretense, they become a happy married couple.

Because not only Wulandari the mother-in-law who always gives him advice and advice about marriage. Kailani also often received advice from her father and mother about a marital status. Moreover, he was already in status as a wife.

And moreover, both his parents and also his in-laws had already given Kailani the code. If they already desperately want the presence of a grandchild from Kailani's womb. And of course he had to get it from Arjuna. But that can't happen.

Because both himself and Arjuna until now had never touched at all.

Even though they are in one room. They never mix.

And even, for this month. They also never touch each other.

They really are like friends. Even if they sleep in one bed.

Don't want to be too drawn out in his mind. Kailani then positioned her body to fall on the side of the bed.

He put his head on a pillow and then pulled the blanket up to his neck.

Maybe a woman's way of thinking and a man's way of thinking are different.

I understand what Arjuna is thinking.

When I want to understand him too. I don't know, far from the bottom of my heart. I seemed to deny Arjuna's thought. About the marriage we lived with full of falsehood.

Especially when Mama Wulandari has talked about the rights of a husband. And also the duty of a wife.

Is it wrong, if I feel a little sinful. Because I'm not doing my duty as I should. Kailani started to rouse.

Why should I even think about doing my duty?

Arjuna never asked.

He just thinks of me as nothing more than a friend.

Why am I thinking too far.

I don't want to be troubled by what he thinks. Kailani then tried to close her eyes and rest.

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Morning

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Arjuna saw the bathroom door bulldozer that morning. When he wants to go to the bathroom immediately. Because his stomach was already feeling very hot.

While Kailani himself who was not finished with his activities in the bathroom was uncomfortable because he was hunted by Arjuna who had banged on the bathroom door.

"Kay, hurry up a little! I can't stand it anymore. My stomach has been heartbroken since.".said Arjuna from outside the bathroom. While holding his stomach.

While Kailani, who was still brushing her teeth, then made a sound to answer Arjuna's call.

"I'm done soon. I was brushing my teeth." said Kailani replied, who was still not done brushing her teeth at the time.

And then he just wrapped a towel to cover his body.

"Quick a little Kay. I can't stand it." said Arjuna again.

"At the moment Arjun. Be patient."

While Arjuna who at that time was no longer able to bear the abdominal pain that increasingly suffered.

Finally, he immediately slipped into the bathroom.

When Arjuna came in the bathroom. Only then did he realize. At that time, Kailani was not wearing clothes.

He just covered his body with a small towel. Which if looked carefully. The towel only covered Kailani's upper body. So that the smooth thighs of Kailani terexpose clear. Same with Kailani's chest. Everything looks so clear.

And, Arjuna's eyes were slightly widened when he saw the smooth body of the woman who was already halal to him. But she is reluctant to admit that she is a real wife to her.