Hydra

Chapter 67

"Where are we going?" dian asked as her husband parked his car on the side of the road

"Street - road" Gama looked at his wife, "Have you ever eaten by the side of the road?"

"Frequently"

Gama nodded, "Come on", The handsome man held his wife's hand. "Gam, we're not teenagers anymore. Doesn't it look better if you join hands?"

"What cares about people? Leave it!"

Cuek, cold and impressed ketus, that's the first impression people when seeing Gama. But behind all that, Gama is the caring, loving and romantic type.

The two arrived at a Lesehan stall that sold fried rice with various mixes. Chicken, goat, cow, sausage and salted fish.

"What do you want to eat?"

"Just like you"

"Fried goat rice do you want?"

"Can"

Gama ordered two servings of goat-fried rice and two glasses of warm tea. They sat on the floor covered in carpet with a small table in the middle.

"Please, Mas Gama"

"Thank you, Kang Edi"

"This is her boyfriend? Beautiful pisan, Mas"

"My Wife"

Dian smiled, "Owh, the pantesan haven't been here for a long time. Gama is apparently married. Yes, enjoy it"

"You eat here often?"

"Lumayan often. If it's late, I'll stop by"

Dian started eating his fried rice and it really tasted good.

"Hows it? Yummy?"

"Enak"

Gama smiled seeing Dian eating voraciously.

"Why just look at me? You don't want to eat?"

"Look at you eat I feel full. How about I just eat you like last night?"

Uhuk Uhuk Uhuk

Gama patted Dian on the back slowly, then gave his wife warm tea. "Be careful when you eat"

"Your fault! Why discuss such a thing when eating!"

"Why are you ashamed, last night"

"Gam, please! You're embarrassing me! Look at the many staring at us!"

Gama watched around and rightly, many were staring at him.

"Leave it. Let's eat some more. It's night"

Look, guiltlessly the man was acting relaxed. Right - right.

Without them noticing, Saka had noticed the two. Intentions for a fresh breeze, Saka actually saw the sight that stifled her heart.

*It looks like you're happy with that guy, Di. I hope you are always happy even though in my little heart there is still a sense of unwillingness.

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"Why don't we just go home to Mama's?" dian asked because Gama actually brought her back to the apartment

"I just want to spend a lot of time with you"

Realized or not, Gama's small attention slowly - the land makes Dian lulled. But the fear that dominates, makes him not just believe in Gama. The trauma of a relationship made Dian limit her feelings for the opposite sex, including her own husband. Although he tried to open himself up by giving Gama the right of conscience, that belief did not fully exist.

Dian shook her head, "I'm still not sleepy"

Gama came up to the bed, he looked at Diandra fixedly, "How far has your treatment progressed?"

"Why are you asking me about my treatment?"

"Because I want to take part in healing your trauma"

Dian looked at Gama, "Gam, you know very well that I don't fully trust you yet"

"I knew. And I will always be patient for that" Gama clasped Dian's hand, "You are now my wife. And I'm in charge of you. Whatever happens to you, never hide anything. Even the smallest thing"

"Without me telling you, don't you know everything about me?"

Gama chuckled, "I'm just keeping watch"

Dian looked at Gama seriously, "What does marriage mean to you?"

Gama put his head on his wife's thigh. His face was facing Diandra's stomach. His burly hands were coiled around the slender waist of his beautiful wife. "Halal relationships based on love, trust, honesty and compassion"

Cup

Gama kissed Dian softly, "It may be hard to believe what I said because you feel betrayal from people you trust so many times. I'm not asking you to believe. But what you need to know is that once my heart has made its choice, I will take care of it for life"

"Your words sound sweet"

"I love you, Di. Even if I had to exchange my life, I would do it"

"Gam"

"I will continue to prove to you how much I love you. And one day I'm sure, you'll believe and you'll repay the love I gave you"

Gama again kissed Diandra's stomach, "I hope, there will soon be a baby among us. In addition to complement the happiness of our household. The presence of children will foster love between us"

Dian chuckled softly, "People who get married because of matchmaking can have children. And look, in the end they stay divorced. It is the child who is sacrificed. How can you say that a child will grow love in his parents?"

"That's because there's no love between the two. But our household, I have a great love for you. And I'll defend that. Because whatever is already mine, I will not let it be taken or changed into someone else's property"

"What if the woman who chooses to give up?"

Gama changed his position to sit down, "Before that happens, I'll make you love me!"

"Do you really want to have a child with me?"

"Why are you asking like that?"

"I'm just worried"

"What are you worried about?"

Dian's gaze turned softly, "Dulu Saka asked me to postpone the baby. What if I have trouble having children. Your hopes are so great"

Saka immediately realized his wife's concern, "I'm sorry, Di. I should have understood you before I forced my will"

Dian shook her head, "May I be honest?"

"Of course"

"I'm trying to open myself up to starting this household seriously. I've been met with a good family. I really don't know myself if I'm playing them. Especially seeing your sincerity. I know you're a good man. What you said a while ago is true. Marriage is not an easy game to start and end. But fear overpowered my feelings. Even if you've already started to show the seriousness and evidence of your love, it hasn't been able to make me trust you one hundred percent. All the things you do now, just like Saka did to me at the beginning of our relationship. But the evidence, he also gave me a wound. I'm just afraid you're doing that"

"Sttts. Don't keep going. I understand your concern. I understand your trauma. I'm glad you're being honest with me, Di. It means you really want to open up for me and our household. But I ask you, never worry about treason again. As long as I'm with you, don't even think that I'm going to grieve or leave you. Because until I die, it's never gonna happen"

Dian shed tears, "Hey, why are you crying?", Gama wiped his wife's tears

"A-I'd love to do what you say, Gam. Want to! But it's not all that easy as you say. Fear, worry, fear, was - was. Every moment haunts me. Terrorizing me non-stop. And it makes me think bad often. I can't fight it yet. Even after months of therapy, I haven't been able to get past that stage"

Gama hugged his wife, his heart ached to hear the honesty of Diandra. "There I am, Di. There is Mama, Papa, Rani and also her family who will always support you. Help you to heal. I-i promise. I'll keep you company until you've completely recovered"

"I'm just afraid you can't stick with me, Gam. I'm afraid you might give up someday. Then leave me like the others"

"Hey, that'll never happen. Listen to me!" Gama asks Dian to look at him, "If that happens, then you can kill me!"

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Not cool gamma?