Husband Warmers Man's Bed

First Night As A Lawful Couple

Syahnaz thought marriage could make Jendra more attentive to him. Apparently, the man was still the same as being cold towards her.

After their marriage, they slept in the same room. However, it has been a week since they were officially married, Jendra like he did not want to touch it.

Syahnaz felt a very distant difference, before the man was always passionate every time. Even willing to steal time for the sake of venting desire to him.

Shahnaz stood in front of the mirror, looking at her body that looked slightly contained. His stomach was already very large as if it was about to explode. He felt that Jendra was no longer interested in him because he was no longer attractive due to his pregnancy.

"It is fitting that she does not want me to get pregnant" she muttered as she stroked her stomach.

For one week, Jendra was busy with work. The two only slept each other because it seemed Jendra was very exhausted.

Syahnaz knew Jendra was still trying to find Elisha.

"Am I wrong if I want to try to be loved by a man who is already my husband?" shahnaz asked his own reflection in the mirror.

He could not be sure about his feelings. However, he tried to love what he already had. He wanted to always invite Jendra to try to accept the situation and learn to love each other.

Shahnaz turned to the door when she heard the sound of the door opening. Jendra just got home.

"Why aren't you asleep?" jendra asked with her face looking shabby and exhausted.

"I'm not sleepy yet" replied the Shah.

"Oh" said Jendra, nodding his head.

After that Jendra walked towards the bathroom without inviting Syahnaz to talk more. As usual, it happened again. Shahnaz looked down, feeling she was no longer wanted.

When Jendra came back out of the bathroom, he had changed his work clothes with t-shirts and shorts. Their eyes met. However, Jendra ignored and walked towards the other side of the bed. Without a word, the man lay down on the bed to his back.

Shahnaz lay down, looking at the cold back. He still did not expect if the marriage actually made the distance between them more tenuous.

"Mas," call Shahnaz.

He gathered the courage to call the man.

"Hm, what's wrong?" jendra asked without turning his body despite knowing Shahnaz called him.

"Do you hate me? Or because I'm ugly now?"

Syahnaz was afraid to speak. However, he could not bear to keep the burden on his heart especially with the condition of pregnancy that felt increasingly heavy for him.

Jendra reopened her recently closed eyes. Shahnaz's question surprised him. Lately he was very busy so there was no time to ask the condition of his wife.

He turned around, then looked at the woman with a sad face looking at him. They had looked foreign to each other since Elisha's departure.

"Am I that bad, Mom, until you don't want to touch me anymore? We're even married now, Mom. Did you forget?" shahnaz asked with teary eyes.

Jendra swallowed his saliva. He still could not believe that Shahnaz was his wife. He still felt that Elisha was his wife. Even Elisha's departure almost drove me crazy.

"What am I wrong, Mom, until you ignore me? All this time I have always tried to obey your will, as well as my mother. I'm finally getting married to you. But you don't think I exist."

The tears of Shahnaz finally melted.

Jendra felt guilty. He drew closer and rubbed the round of tears that flowed on the cheek of the wife.

"I never meant to make you feel lonely or ignored because of my busy life. Sorry, yes," persuaded Jendra.

The tears of Shahnaz are flowing. His crying voice rose to hear Jendra's words.

Seeing that, Jendra gave a hug to his wife. He soon realized that he had been unfair to the woman. He was too busy with someone who decided to leave him. Meanwhile, he had forgotten that there was a woman trying to stay by his side. She will soon give birth to a son for him.

"How, was my apology accepted?" asked Jendra while looking at the friendly woman in front of him who had stopped crying.

"It's so easy to just apologize!" shahnaz protest while scowling. He was indeed happy for Jendra so pay attention to him. However, he is also still upset that Jendra ignored him for days.

Jendra smiled. He gently rubbed Shahnaz's cheek lovingly.

"Then, what should I do to get your apology? Should I kneel? Or do you want to slap me?" tanyakanya.

The usually ferocious man instantly softened.

Syahnaz. "Please, don't ignore me anymore" he asked.

He really doesn't want anything. He just wants to have people who want to support him to survive in a place that he feels is still difficult, he himself is still trying to get used to his status and new life.

"Yes, Honey. I'm not gonna do it again. I promise, I will not ignore you again," said Jendra confidently.

The two exchanged smiles. Their faces approached each other and frowned at each other's lips while closing their eyes. It was like that night was their first night.

"Oh, how's this? If this is the way, I can't help myself" Jendra said as he felt the urge of desire within him.

Syahnaz's face looks reddened to hear Jendra's words like fishing. Moreover, the man intentionally tightened his embrace and swiped something hard down there.

"Mas Jendra would like to?" ask Syahnaz shyly.

"Who can refuse if offered a wife as beautiful as this," seduced Jendra.

Shahnaz was embarrassed.

"But, can we still do it, huh? Your content is already very large. Fear of anything happening to you, dear," said Jendra who was worried about his wife's condition. Moreover, he had once scolded Adrian because of it.

"Can do, Mas. In fact, if before delivery he said it is highly recommended to stimulate the baby to be born quickly," said Syahnaz.

He was actually embarrassed to say it. However, there was no denying if he won wanting it as well.

"Well, like this, I'm going to keep going!" jendra said excitedly. He moved from the side of Shahnaz to the top.

"Eh, Mom ... Wait up! But can't be too bar-bar, yeah!" pinta Syahnaz was shocked by the aggressiveness of her husband.

Jendra smile. "Just calm down, honey. I will treat you gently. This is our first night as a married couple. So, I want something sweet and romantic tonight."

Both are back together. As Jendra said, tonight feels very romantic and thrilling. It was like the first time their love. Loving touches continue to warm the two as if the world belonged to them.

From the look of their eyes implied that the two wanted to try to accept each other. The past they can't change, but the future they can create to get happiness.

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