Husband's Choice Sister

i'm goin...

Adis opened her eyes and looked around, she was again lying in a hospital bed.

"why am I still alive?" muttered Adis himself, tears dripping from the corner of his eyes.

Adis turned to the door pushed by someone, he hoped it was not Arsan.

Adis was flabbergasted when he saw the man who was almost ten years old he never knew the news.

"dad.....!"

adis said softly with tears flowing down her cheeks.

"are you conscious?"

hilman said sitting in front of an unmoved adis.

"why am I still alive?" tanya Adis made Hilman dumbfounded.

"why are you trying to kill yourself?"

hilman asked closer and closer to his daughter's eyes.

"where have you been all this time? I thought I wouldn't meet you again, or would God purposely bring us together before I die?"

adis said crying sobbing, actually he missed but he was also disappointed because for several years Hilman died them.

"sorry Adis' father. because all this time my father died you....!"

hilman said.

"Adis is used to being without a father, so why does God bring us together again....?"

said Adis whip out his infusion.

"What are you doing here?"

tanya Hilman prevents Adis from getting up from his seat.

"sorry dad, you have to listen to my explanation."

hilman said touching Adis's shoulder to lie back down.

the impact of the car made his body feel crumpled, like the thing that happened with his heart that was crushed dim by reality.

"your father died because your mother asked, she revealed the secret that Ibra and Rahma were not the father's children but the son of her lover.....!"

hilman said that made Adis stunned, deserved that his second bone marrow was not suitable.

"you are indeed as conceived but not blood, only you are the son of a father!

dad has to do when your mom reveals her dark relationship with someone, the man she loves.

and that man is not a father.I'm sorry I abandoned you, for god's sake my life is not calm either!"

said Hilman makes Adis more sobbing.

"dad didn't expect you to be as sick as your mother.dad hoped you weren't late!"

hilman said hugging her daughter, she also felt sad and hurt when the doctor said that Adis had leukemia.

"follow me to Amrik, I'll treat you....!"

hilman said making Adis stunned.

***

Rahma and Arsan look for Adis's whereabouts around the hospital, but Adis just disappears.

"Ar... Why Adis can be lost anyway!?"

said Ibra who immediately came when Rahma told about Adis who was out of nowhere.

"i also don't know, about him I took care of Al who was about to be operated on..."

said Arsan massaging his temple.

he did hear of the accident that occurred in front of the hospital but at that time he was busy taking care of Al's files who wanted surgery, so Arsan did not know that Adis was the one who had the accident, so Arsan did not know that Adis was the one who had the accident, even Arsan did not realize when Hilman brought Adis to the IGD room.he was too busy with his own business.

"gue knows Lo is busy with Al, but Adis also needs Lo. she just lost her baby..."

ibra said snorting and then left Arsan who was sculpting himself.

"jeez de, forgive brother. I was too panicked to see the state of Al....!"

said Arsan who immediately occupied himself in the chair. until the afternoon Adis has not met, at home Adis also no and then went where his wife was.

he is also waiting for Al to undergo surgery.

**

Himan pushes Adis' wheelchair out of the hospital, deciding to go with Hilman.

"sister Please give this letter to the man sitting in the waiting chair of the operating room, but when I get in the car..."

said Adis gave a white envelope and money to the nurse.

"no need, miss...."

the nurse refused.

"it's okay, just take it"

hilman then pushed the wheelchair.

"my steps may be limped, but for this time I will try to be strong even though my soul is struggling to miss you, I don't want to be a burden anymore.

I do not want to force the desire of the heart that only makes the situation more bitter and sickened.you deserve relief without being crowded and squeezed because of me....I want you to be happy with someone who has been sincerely waiting until now.I know enough myself that I am not the right person for you......."

said Adis in his own mind, sobbing hugging the body strapping Hilman.

Adis has told Hilman everything about Arsan, Hilman does not know if it is as difficult as Adis has gone through without him.

"pardon me, Adis.

dad promised to make you happy.you'll heal because your spinal cord would fit yours...."

said Hilman rushed Adis away from the hospital.

*

Arsan was stunned when a nun gave him a white envelope.

"from someone sir, I also do not know who.he left the letter to be handed to you..."

*bang..

I'm sorry to worry you, tell brother Ibra and brother Rahma I'm fine...

I can't keep being next to you, I want to walk alone even if I have to be limped..

I want to be alone even though I'll be tormented by longing..

I want to be alone, let go of the burdensome burden on your shoulders....

it's all just a matter of time...

I'm sure it'll be fine without you...

bang, I love you, but I can't accept the fact that I'm not the only one in your heart...

knowing that others are slowly filling your heart, I realize I am far from perfect or good....

I will not be able to make you happy, many things that make me aware to go.

you don't have to worry because right now I'm with someone who's in my blood...

bang, you will be the most beautiful memory for me, two years together carve a beautiful story.and that is enough to make up for the bitter taste that once stuck in the chest...

I want to see you happy without having to think of me who's helpless, solitary...

I want you to look at someone who truly loves you....

i wasn't...

it's not me who just makes you tired without success for your efforts that turned out to be useless because I still suffer from this pain...

I want you to let us go...

don't look for me bang, let time wipe us out slowly until all wrapped up into memories....

you are the most beautiful but I do not deserve to have your*, that you also have the right to breathe freely...

**i'm leaving...........

Adis**...

Arsan immediately cried reading the handwriting series from the woman.

seriate.....