
morn.....
Ibra went into the treatment room where Adis lay asleep.
Rahma and Ilyas were out looking for breakfast for them.
Ibra shed her tears staring at her youngest sister's heartache.
"doesn't you realize that everything happens because of Lo's fault too....Adis is my same love....."
arsan said that he made Ibra take a deep breath.
"how's Arsan? are you happy with her? he's good, isn't he with you?"
the question that Ibra asked before the incident.
"bang Arsan is very good, hopefully in the future nothing will change...."
it was the hope of the girl who was now sick, not only Raga but her soul was shaken by the incident, Ibra knew Arsan had a big influence on her sister.
"sister.....!"
said Adis rubbed the head of Ibra who was lying face down on the edge of the bed.
"Adis, are we awake?"
Adis nodded.
"what's wrong?"
Ibra shook her head and hugged her sister.
"this week we go on vacation to Europe...."
ibra said making Adis immediately smile.
"you must be spirit yes, you must be healed....!"
said Ibra rubbing Adis's head.
"yes brother.....Adis must be spirit..."
said Adis smile.
**
tomorrow is the day..
that afternoon Arsan sat in the chair waiting for Alvin to ask about drugs that always Adis consumption.
"what's up Ar.. sorry yes yesterday there was a sudden affair..."
alvin sat in front of Arsan.
the two met at a cafe not far from the hospital where Alvin worked.
"yes no matter what.I just want to ask about this drug....!"
said Arsan thrusting some drug strips.
Alvin took and watched the drug.
"it's a drug to increase endurance.and it's a cancer drug....!" alvin said that Arsan was stunned.
"cancer? you're not wrong Vin....?" asked arsan in disbelief.
"no, this is a cure for cancer and this drug is quite expensive...!"alvin looked at Arsan's slightly thoughtful face.
*
"honey, are you shopping today? there is a withdrawal of money, you just took it yesterday, right....?"
asked Arsan was surprised because several times adis make a withdrawal of money.
"yes, Adis shopping... Can't ya bang?" adis said a little down.
"no, what is it you just ask, buy whatever you like, Brother work hard for you too..!"
said Arsan smiling then kissing the woman's nose was short, hugging her tightly.
*
"Ar, whose medicine does it have....?"
alvin asked, watching Arsan freeze instantly.
*
"de you nosebleed...?"
arsan asked the last time they had dinner together.
"oh this Adis is nothing bang, Adis just a little fever...!" adis wiped the blood coming out of his nose.
those memories twisting in Arsan's mind made his claustrophobic, Adis kept it a secret as well.
*
"Lo it just makes Adis more sick...."
ibra said yesterday.
Arsan now understands what Ibra said yesterday, Arsan does not understand why Adis never said that to him.
"Ar... are you sick...?"
Arsan shook his head and rubbed his red face.
"Why are you divorced? is it because he's sick...!?"
"no, I didn't even know he was sick. he never told me about his illness and I hurt him....!"
said Arsan was unable to hold back his tears, Adis' smile rolled in his mind to the tightness of sharpening his chest.
"patience Ar.. Now you already know, it means God still gives you a chance Ar ...!" alvin said, not knowing what.
"don't know Al, I've hurt him.I don't know if it's worth seeing him...!"
Alvin sighed then patted Arsan on the shoulder who was face down on the pantry table.
"whatever the problem, I hope you can be patient and sure that all there is a way out, if indeed your relationship cannot be maintained, you must try to accept and sincere Ar ..I am sure that there will be wisdom in every incident.try you closer to God..."
alvin said immediately to his heart.
"yes I'm far from religion, I don't even know when was the last time I prayed..."
said Arsan sobbing he was too busy taking care of his company.
"may Allah make such a situation that you may return to His way ar...
you know sometimes what we like is not the best for us, and God knows better what we need... God better understands what is good for us. Maybe with this incident realize you that all this time you have forgotten something so important in our lives, you should be grateful Ar...."
Arsan nodded wiping away her tears.
"yes I have sinned, from the beginning I had intended to hurt him, and now I am tormented myself....."
"yeah I understand, you are patient Ar.doa Heal only if You can not reach it...."
"thank you, Al.you are my best friend..."
arsan said, Alvin himself did not know if Arsan was married again to salsa.
*
that night Arsan arrived at the apartment, seen salsa and Salamah was preparing dinner for them.
"your sergeant has gone home...?"
salsa smiled as she approached.
Stunned Arsan stared at salsa with his distended stomach increasingly visible.
"Adis never knew about the existence of salsa being her honey, maybe it would make her more sick if she knew that I was not just playing her, but I was never faithful either..."
"Ar ..why are you?"
tanya salsa watched Arsan who was pensive on his own.
"you're sick Ar.....?"
ask Salamah who was also surprised to see Arsan's attitude that night.
"i'm tired.....!"
said Arsan into the room leaving the two of them who continue to pay attention to him.
"let's get close to Arsan, sal....!"
say Salamah and nod by salsa who immediately stepped into the room.
"Ar ..why are you?"
tanya salsa sat beside the stunned Arsan himself.
Salsa never told about his meeting with Adis yesterday, Arsan himself did not ask that because he already knew for himself while salsa did not know if Arsan was following them.
"i'm not a good husband, I am....."
arsan looked up and looked at Salsa's face.
"why are you talking like that Ar...?"
"i've hurt Adis, and you...."
arsan turned his face away.
"i feel unworthy of you...."
"Ar what happened? I don't understand what you're talking about..."
"sa, Adis is sick with cancer.I feel guilty for hurting her...."
said Arsan makes salsa stunned for a moment.
"you want to get back at her Ar...?"
ask salsa with an erratic mind.
"i don't know, I'm sorry sal if I keep two names in my heart.I can't lie to my feelings, I'm so worried about her circumstances, I'm not calm because I continue to be haunted by guilt.I'm sorry, I should not have accepted the cooperation, I used to, I should have chosen to fall poor rather than fall on someone but I hurt him myself...."
arsan made salsa shed her tears.
"but I need you ar, I love you even first....!"
salsa said and left arsan alone.
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