Hugging Lover in Prayer

Salwa's Fear

"The more I realize, we're like two letters in Idgham's law mutajanisain, our language is the same but our nature is different."

Silently, Salwa was pensive to remember what Arjuna had said before the man resigned.

"Idgham??" it should be recalled, Salwa is not a woman who attended school in pesantren, the laws in reading the Qur'an that feels foreign in his ears. Moreover, he hit the bench of teaching only when he was a child, no wonder that the reading of the Qur'an this woman is still lacking.

Unlike Arjuna, himself and Syailendra body development in the scope of boarding school, then when they graduated from High School they studied at Charlotte University. The two different sisters Father and Mother do not stay in the dorm like most other students, Syailendra lives in Kyai Bahi residence while Arjuna chooses to go home and go. Their freedom is certainly different from other students.

As if he understood, Salwa asked at that moment. Even though he did not understand the meaning of Arjuna's words. From the look of his eyes, Salwa only thought that Arjuna still wanted to be with him even though he had been rejected.

"Why should I?, many other women in this world, who are better and more deserving of you."

"Liking without me knowing. I don't know, I don't know either. I've tried, but do you know, when you love someone for no reason, even then a thousand causes can't pull it out of your heart."

He likes handsome men, soft words and attention. Which woman's heart doesn't shake?!. Salwa had already fallen into the arms of men with such criteria, and now when she meets such a man again, fear is so disturbing the heart.

Remembering Randy who is very attentive, even about the hair dangling on the forehead when he read the book was noticed. How good Randy was, just because Salwa could not always serve his lust, just because Salwa was fat, he was left behind. It's so sad, it's so easy to get away from a Randy. All that love was given to Randy, even the love for himself was gone. Now when reality opens the eyes of the heart, Salwa runs out of confidence.

The woman who will soon bear the status of a widow, repudiated to accept a young man who had been rejected?. What will the community say, after failing to build a household he came to Arjuna?? who is actually still a bachelor??. sanssi society feels scary, to just imagine it has made Salwa shudder.

Yep!! now Salwa shuddered at the thought of it. Nur just came from home, with a bushel of food in hand.

"You why? sleep keeps on delirious?."

"Mother!. Make it a shock Salwa" while holding the chest.

"Sorry, the door wasn't closed so Mom went in."

"Why were you?" repeating question.

"Not really."

"Is there really nothing?."

Alone, honestly Salwa is not able to withstand this worry alone.

Salwa's silence added to the Mother's belief that the princess' heart was not okay. Grab Salwa's fingers"Say Mom, what's up?."

A few seconds Salwa was still silent, until the look of their eyes met, then he spoke"For the third time, Arjuna asked Salwa to be his wife."

"Yesterday that afternoon?."

Nodding slowly, Salwa also told of the incident yesterday afternoon. Also when they meet Randy and Mia. Devastated, Randy is seen accepting Mia's pregnancy. Unlike her story when she finds out Salwa is pregnant, Randy refuses at first.

"Receive Nak Arjuna" said Dad at the time. Apparently, the father heard the chat of his two favorite women since earlier. With his eyes closed but his listener senses can hear very well.

"Dad...., Dad, what's his chest?" Salwa immediately asked the situation of the father. Since yesterday afternoon Anton looks weak, to speak even helpless.

"Mom call the nurse first" the wife rushed out of the room. Instead of just a third-class room, Arjuna put Mr. Anton in the VVIP room.

Two officers came with a doctor. The doctor stated that Dad's condition was getting better but still had to be treated. One of the nurses told me enough to press a button near Dad's bed, then they would come. No need to run around to make it as boring as it is today.

Makhlum, this is their first time being in a room like this. And as for the meal, not long after half the nurse and the doctor went to the meal for Dad and those in the room came. Mother deliberately brought food from home, because she thought the hospital would only give food to Dad, not like now that even they got food rations. Again, I thanked him, blushing in shame.

"Marry Nak Arjuna" again, Dad brought up the matter.

"It's not that easy, Dad. There are many things that must be considered" said Salwa slowly.

"Look, he's very nice. Giving the best for our family" Mother agreed with Father.

"Dad, Mother" said Salwa looking at her parents in turn"Didn't something like this have also been given to us?."

Recalling Randy's kindness, the two old men fell silent. Very true, sweet things like this they often receive from Randy, a man who eventually incised a wound in the heart and shame on their face. Coming with Mia, of course it makes Salwa increasingly become the lips of the neighbors. Their proud daughter-in-law, the daughter who always made them prosperous, became a gossip after their household noses ran aground. In addition to the presence of Mia who was able to shift the position of the princess in the blink of an eye, the broken heart was no longer helped.

"Dad felt, Son Arjuna is not a man like Nak Randy" said Dad after a few seconds of silence.

Salwa stared at the glass window, turning her back to her father. This woman does not dare to hope for a man anymore, because she is no longer an attractive woman. That is what Salwa thought today.

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"When are you?. Grandma's looking for a girl, huh?." Grandma again offers the future wife to Arjuna. And this time Grandma Arabella.

"Two weeks is enough for introductions. The next week is next week in the pelaminan with Enda and Fateena."

Arjuna covered his face with a pillow. This young man was visiting the residence of the Grandmother, who he said was missing him. Apparently, there is another meaning to the word miss.

Come with ice cendol processed Abi Khair, while enjoying the drink Arabella offers her future wife.

At first Arjuna sat upright on the sofa, when he heard the cup, his body spontaneously slumped to the ground as it is today.

"Hey!! what kind of expression is that??. Always reject the candidate you offer, don't tell me you don't like women!." Hardic Arabella.

"Hey!! what kind of words is that?" reply Arjuna while upholding the body"Arjuna pure man yes my sweet grandmother. Arjuna is a mighty man!!."

Haise!! always have an answer. Arabella twists both eyes, Arjuna's attitude is the same as Agam when insistent only want to marry Jena.

To be continued...

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