
The desire to become a better human being is very turbulent in Salwa. In addition to often listening to religious lectures through YouTube, Salwa also often participated in religious activities online, with the guidance of experienced graduates.
Until, one day Salwa saw another banner in their residential complex prayer hall. That again will be held a study with the viral ustadz. He was very eager to attend, to hear firsthand the advice that would be conveyed by the priest. Yet....
"Make what?? it's a waste of Salwa's time. And you must be hooded, right, if you go there?."
Salwa was silent, again regretting expressing her heart to Randy.
"To be honest with Salwa, I don't like you wearing a hood! like grannies!!."
"Mas, the veil is a woman's duty."
"Look! often hear the talk on YouTube alone you have dared to lecture your husband!. What if you were present directly listening to the lecture? you will judge me for not praying?!."
The heart that was in the system was broken again. It was not this Imam that Salwa wanted. Hating someone who has married you is a crime, and Salwa knows it well. As much as possible he fosters love for Randy every day, but Randy's attitude erodes the love for him in Salwa's heart.
"I'm going to take down the internet in this house, if you insist on attending the show."
Akhs! again a threat. Recollecting about her who almost had no friends.The daily life of this woman is spent at home. She used to be a woman who had many friends, often participated in gatherings with friends to just share stories, or eat outside. Since getting married, one by one Salwa friends stay away, because Randy is always prejudiced and asks them not to invite Salwa to linger with them.
Salwa regulates the roar of breath, her heart begins to heat up"Prophet Salwa. You don't have to fight violence with violence" whispered the heart.
"Okay, Mama" he said at last.
"Where are you going now?" Randy looked at Salwa with the tail of his eyes, as the woman was about to pass from before him.
"To Mas's room" Salwa said slowly.
"I have a gift for you. It was in my briefcase. Take it and bring it here."
Without speaking, Salwa heads to Randy's study, searches for a present Randy says she has and takes it to the man's office.
Still in a gift box with a red ribbon"Is this Mas?."
"Open up" he gestured for Salwa to sit with him on the living room couch.
As Salwa was about to sit down, Randy pulled Salwa's body into his lap"Open Dear."
Once opened, Salwa's eyes were rounded. Three pairs of thin bedding clothes. Salwa sure, when wearing his body like water that will spill, scattered everywhere.
"Wear this shirt at home."
Gluey! Salwa swallowed saliva"In what house is it in Mas's room?."
"In this house."
"Mak--- mean mas??."
"Wear these clothes in your daily life. Inside the house or outside the house. Watering flowers or buying vegetables, dear," a gentle caress begins guerrilla scourging the curves of Salwa's body.
"Boy!! this is no different than the lingerie!. I'll wear it when I go to sleep."
"Ck! you want to rebel again?."
Salwa looked at Randy, paney"Mas!! by Allah I am ashamed to wear these clothes out of the house.
"Something good doesn't always have to be shown, Mas. Especially to many people! it's enough that you'll see it, Mas" the woman's voice died down at the end of the sentence. Her husband is always tempted by the poignancy of his body, but somehow Randy feels proud if his rights are shown to others. He was pleased that another man was amazed to see his wife.
"Salwa.you should be grateful. I like your body very much. I am so judging you. Come on, baby, you're wearing this shirt."
"I'm happy with the red color, and it's going to be so beautiful on your fair-skinned body."
Grasping tightly onto Randy's gift, Salwa tries to find a way to keep Randy from imposing his will on him"Mas, I will serve you to the satisfaction of tonight, wearing this outfit. But I wouldn't wear these clothes outside of the mas room."
The corner of Randy's lips lifted up, remembering yesterday he failed to play hot because Salwa was still the arrival of guests. Got an offer to make love, Salwa's speech made the desire back turbulent"Hemm, well. But, you have to keep up with my game well. Okay sweet?."
Well, it's okay if she's beaten up tonight, to thwart her husband's crazy request. Wearing very minimal and thin clothes out of the house?? Randy is so crazy!! when the man outside there is very caring for his partner's aura, keeping it and covering it closely, while Randy wants to show off the beauty of his wife's body to the public. If not crazy, what should be called a human like Randy??.
That night, Salwa missed her evening prayer, until dawn before the woman felt very tired. Really, it feels unable to balance the lust of the husband. However, given how kind and considerate Randy is to his family, Salwa chooses to keep going.
Her mother gave birth to four children, her first brother and sister died in an accident some time ago. He and a younger brother named Hanif. The youngest is still in college, and of course his parents desperately need money to fund his school. While his father was only a small oil palm plantation owner, and his mother was a housewife. Every now and then, his mother gets a job as a dishwasher. Well, the family economy is not good, and the presence of Randy is indeed a fortune for his father and mother, as well as his sister. Because, all the needs of his family in the village are fully borne by Randy, including Hanif's tuition fees.
At first, Randy was a kind and gentle man towards Salwa. After dating for four months, Randy decided to propose to Salwa. A marriage, with a kind and gentle man like Randy, certainly Salwa will not refuse. But apparently, over time, Randy revealed his true nature. It turned out that the man was very fond of female beauty, the beauty of the female body, and one of the reasons he banned Salwa from conceiving just because he did not want the wife to become fat after giving birth. After all, Randy does not like small children, for him small children only provoke emotions with his effective attitude, small children will only make him bother.
That night Salwa just took off the door after performing Isya prayers, Randy came to surprise him"Salwa!."
"Astaghfirullah, it would be nice if Mas came by saying hello."
Randy rolled his eyeballs, puffed up"Ck! your new husband comes home and you're nagging."
"Not nagging Mas," said Salwa pulling Randy's hand, kissing the back of the man's hand.
"OK okay! next time I'll say hello when I go home," Randy's words make Salwa smile, but a second later the smile fades.
"You've taken the Pill?, don't forget. I'm not ready if we have a child."
"Why Mas? I'm pregnant, I'll take care of our son."
Sitting on the floor leaning against the edge of the bed, Randy approached Salwa who was still sitting on the prayer mat"I don't want to see you fat."
"I'll keep the weight off, Mom."
"Ck! Salwa, I'm tired of the work at the office, I don't want to argue with you right now."
Again and again, Salwa held her eyelids back from blinking, because tears would shed if she blinked at that moment. His life was all well-to-do, but he was like a bird in a golden cage, there was no freedom he felt in this household. Even to have a child.
Randy stared at Salwa's sad face"Darling, give me some time. I also want to have children, but not now."
If only this gentle voice had been heard every day from Randy, perhaps his heart would not have been like a tree with many nail marks.
"Yes, I will obey your wishes."
"Thank you for understanding, dear" Randy pulled Salwa's body, hugging her tightly. His love is very big to Salwa, a patient woman, beautiful and beautiful.
To be continued...
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