Hot Duda Vs Widow Virgin

Chapters. 32 Expressions of Suffering

Anisa rides her favorite motorcycle, she leaves the house with some clothes in her suitcase. He continued down the street without knowing where to go, and decided to stop for a moment in the park.

"Huh." Nisa gave a rough sigh.

Everything is going very badly. No, everything was always bad and never improved for him.

Nisa sat her body on the bench in the garden. The clock is starting to dissolve, making the atmosphere of the park increasingly quiet and silent. Like his heart, which had always been silent without the presence of someone.

"It's tragic that my life is. How are you doing with someone else whose life is more miserable than mine?" nisa's eyes started to glaze over. As strong and hard as his heart, it will still be destroyed if hit by circumstances like this.

If a girl is hurt by someone, then she will run into her house and ask for protection from the family. However, if his own family were willing to hurt and even torture the girl, then where would he run and ask for protection?

Families are tasked with embracing, and providing support in every issue. Nisa never felt at all, she was like a kara who hitchhiked life on someone else.

Nisa has a father and a mother, but she has no such thing as parents. Why is it like that? Everyone can be a father and mother, but not necessarily they can be parents.

Parents are the refuge, the place of complaining, and the most comfortable place for their children. Then, why had Nisa never felt all that? He had a father and a mother, even though they were separated.

That's proof that a father and mother can't necessarily be parents. Let alone give happiness, a sense of security and also comfortable. Nisa was never even allowed to laugh like everyone else.

Isn't that too cruel? Does he have to be friends with tears and pain? What an unfortunate and very unfair fate.

"Dad, Mother. Why did you bring me into this world? Is it just to abandon me and give me suffering? What is my fault, did I force you to bring me into this world? Why don't you think about my life at all? Why?" nisa's tears falling down her face made her cry as she pleased.

"Dad, Mother. Did you know that every night I feel cold? Not only my body, even my heart felt very cold. I need a warm hug from you, I need your attention and affection that can warm my heart. Don't you know how quiet and empty my life is?"

"Every day I make friends with the quiet and the night breeze. I even remained lonely in the crowd, and I also felt a deep sadness. Why don't you just kill me? At least I live in heaven and not in this hell you created. Have you ever thought about me a little? Have you ever asked me if I have eaten or not, and how I do the work? Ever been?"

"Dad, Mother. I can't choose who will be my parents. But you can, you can choose whether you want to have children or not. Really Dad, Mom. You are so amazing in giving me wounds and tears, your own child. Even you have strengthened my footsteps in order to walk alone in the rigors of this life. Thank you, thank you for all the cuts you've created."

Nisa spilled out all the pain that had been in her heart all this time. The feeling of tightness that has been held since long ago, now seems to come out without being prevented. His heart could no longer accept all of this, which was really very painful.

Without Nisa noticing, since then there was a pair of eyes that continued to pay attention. The woman cried when she heard all her words, not even expecting that Nisa's life was so miserable like that.

"You've been fighting for your life and holding it by yourself, Nisa. Me, I'm so sad about how you feel" Nita said.

At first Nita did not want to care and interfere with Nisa's affairs. However, he remembered that the girl had once saved his life even when their relationship was not good.

Nita then decided to follow Nisa and immediately turned her car, she looked around the place to find Nisa's whereabouts. Until he finally saw the woman sitting in the garden with a dim light.

Nita took a deep breath before approaching the girl. She knew that Nisa would definitely not like her existence, but she still had to go to the girl because she knew how hard it was to endure all the suffering alone.

"Are you okay, Nisa?"

Nisa raised her head when she heard someone's voice, she wiped away the tears still on her face when she saw Nita.

"M-Bak, what, what are you doing here?" ask her sharply.

Nita smiled as she sat next to Nisa at a distance that was not too close. "I finished shopping, then accidentally saw you sitting here alone. That's why I'm approaching you."

Nisa then looked straight ahead making Nita stare in wonder. "Then, why did Mama come to me?"

"Em .. because I'm worried, Nisa. Earlier I wanted to apologize because I accidentally heard what you said earlier. Really, I really didn't mean it,"

"It's okay. After all it was not something that was kept secret, but rather a pain that was in one's heart."

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Tbc.

YUK LEAVE HIS SWEET TRAIL 😘