
Pov Nilam's
My name is Nilam Lestari, said Mother this name is a gift from my late grandfather. I am the second of five children. We just live in a very small house. And it was just a rented house. Dad worked as a farm worker and Mom was just an ordinary housewife. The wages you receive are just enough to eat us, so we all live with great concern. Mothers and fathers have debts everywhere. Even every day, different people always come to collect debts to father and mother. Not infrequently the debt collectors come with anger. Sometimes I am ashamed of my neighbors, I feel like I have no face in front of them.
Even not infrequently from some debt collectors who are indeed odd to tease me, some want to make me his wife even his savings. I don't know how much my wife will be?.
Because I often had difficulties, I eventually grew up to be a strong person. I have to show people that I can be a successful person.
Although I was born into a very difficult family, God gave me a beautiful face and a very beautiful body and extraordinary intelligence. So many men, ranging from the young, even to aki-aki who already have three wives, often approached me to propose. From just an employee to a land merchant, they were all crazy about me. But I'm not interested in them at all, even though I'm a matter of truth. But I also want to feel loved and loved. Although in the end, the material is also often needed in my married life later.
Until one day, I was met with a very cute and geeky man named Muhammad Yusuf Ibrahim. Niece of Ratih's mother. Yusuf was a young man in the city, who was sent by his parents to live and attend school in my village, with his younger sister Zahra. Of the many men who tried to approach me, I could always see the purpose of the men, which they felt to me was not love and affection, but mere lust. But unlike Yusuf, although he never expressed his feelings for me, from the beginning We met, but I know that he was actually interested in me. Although he was very cute and geeky, but Yusuf can make me comfortable when near him.
The taste that Joseph gave me was sincere love, not lust.
We became close friends for almost a year. Until one day Joseph expressed his feelings to me, I was not so surprised to hear his declaration of love. But I also don't want to hurt her, if I directly reject her feelings for me. I finally gave him a challenge, so that he would try to be a successful person . After that I let him propose to me. I promise to wait until he succeeds. Joseph accepted my challenge, even he was very enthusiastic.
From that day on, Joseph and I never met again. Until the thanksgiving ceremony of Ratih's mother, Yusuf and family came to Ratih's mother's house. Joseph was looking for my whereabouts there. I deliberately hid from Joseph, because next week is my wedding day with Jaka, the son of the land merchant in my village. I don't want Joseph to know and he's disappointed with what I've chosen. I was betrothed by my parents to Mas Jaka.
Mas Jaka is a handsome and dashing young man, but I don't know him very well yet. The lure of dowry houses and cars from the Mas Jaka family made my parents finally force me to marry Mas Jaka.More he is a virgin. Finally I received a proposal from Mas Jaka, because I think that Mas Jaka is not a bad man even arguably he is quite cool and also handsome.What is certain if I marry him, he said, I'm not made a great wife.
The wedding party was held very luxuriously, both in my house and in my in-laws' house, Mas Jaka's parents' house.
What is my right, Mas Jaka's parents gave me.
The beginning of the wedding is indeed very beautiful, Mas Jaka took me to the island of Bali. We were on vacation for a week there, something that really made me happy. We returned to our village after a romantic vacation.
Because I thought, it's been too long since Mas Jaka left his job as a land broker.
Our return was welcomed by our two great families. My life after marriage changed drastically from being full of hardship to being like a princess. But that happiness doesn't last long. Until one day the disaster arrived, where my father-in-law was deceived by someone up to tens of billions of rupiah. While the money cheated belongs to the crowd that my father-in-law must replace.
Since the incident that happened to my father-in-law, Mas Jaka rarely returned to our home. If only he had come home for a little while. And now it's been almost a month since Jaka didn't come home.
I tried to call his phone, but it wasn't active. Until a friend of mine told me that she often saw Mas Jaka, staying at a rich widow's house near his house. I was shocked to hear the story, but I didn't want to be suspicious right away, I had to investigate it first.
Because it happened to be a holiday to work, I finally decided to try to find the whereabouts of mas Jaka. First, the place I was looking for was the office where Mas Jaka worked and I was shocked, because according to the confessions of his friends, that mas Jaka actually did not work anymore since two months ago. I also became very shocked at my ignorance.
I finally put my foot out of the office of Mas Jaka. On the road I accidentally saw mas Jaka was in a friendly arms with a middle-aged woman. Curious and disappointed I followed the two of them, they both turned out to head to a inn not far from where Mas Jaka worked.
After they checked in, I continued to follow until they entered one of the rooms in the inn. Being too impetuous or they had indeed forgotten to lock the door, I was finally able to enter their room without them knowing. Mas Jaka seemed to really enjoy every touch that the woman gave, which of course I had never given. My tears did not feel like they were flowing so fast that when Jaka and the old woman were about to unite, I then appeared before them. Mas Jaka and the old woman were surprised by my arrival. And they immediately covered their bodies with blankets.No words came out of the mouth of Jaka and the old woman.
Seeing that, I finally decided to leave them both.
Tears continued to flow. And finally I told all of it to my parents and my in-laws. I also expressed my desire to sue for divorce from Mas Jaka. My parents supported what was my decision. Finally I was determined to sue mas Jaka to the Religious court, and without a long drama finally I and Jaka mas officially divorced. Be a widow of one child. Sometimes I regret wasting Joseph's sincere love. Sometimes I miss the figure of Joseph.
Until one night, I was surprised by Joseph's presence at the wedding of Nayla's cousin Joseph . He was very different from the Joseph I had known all along. Joseph was now very handsome and dashing, lost was Joseph the cupless. But now that she was no longer alone, she was already married to a woman named Dinda.
"Nilam! how are you?" reprimanded Joseph, greeting myself who had deliberately avoided him.
"Good Suf! you how? " my reply was a little nervous being around her. Because I'm inferior to my current appearance.
"Alhamdulillah, I am well Lam! " joseph said with his distinctive smile that made me groggy. I decided to leave immediately, but Joseph held my hand.
"Kok you didn't fulfill your promise to wait for me Lam? You even left me! " joseph said as he held my hand. I was silent and could not answer Joseph's question.
"I'm sorry Suf! i'm sorry!" ask me while bowing.
Suddenly a woman came to us. She was Adinda Zulaikha the wife of Joseph.